briannas dollhouse present..bought all the pieces!

ALL we need,and its HARD to find,(i'm on a hunt) is the nursery set!I love it,she asked for it,and it can easily be handed down to Lauren!How neat is that!She asked for a dollhouse,not a huge one that is bigger than her,and she loves to play with little people,STILL,at her age.She gets Prefolds,and makes carpets out of them lmbo...and her imagination does all sorts of cute things.She gets blocks,and makes beds,etc..(even if there are beds),etc.She is so cute!Lauren always plays by her side.I am debating on getting her a smaller dollhouse(my first dollhouse),but for what??I am still on the debate on what to get lauren,AND Even Brianna,because the Dollhouse,my mom bought her lol!She also got an adorable Stroller,and Mommy doll,etc.CUTE!
Thanks mom!:) girls will love it!Ashley and Stephanie want pink digi cams lmao..for what I have NO idea.Their cell phones take great pictures!
I'll be creative:)
Christmas is SO much fun!

TGIF again...

WOW,a whole week flew by again!Its been that long since I posted here.I find myself having less and less time to sit on the computer.I have the days I can sit here whenever I want,and days I am not home at all.Yesterday was one of those days.I took myparents to toms river for a procedure,and they needed a "driver" due to the sedation medication they were given.
We're sitting around,discussing Thanksgiving & Christmas.Discussing house work,and things we want to get accomplished.Two of which consist of household items we need,a fridge and a TV.Everything is a pita when it comes down to it.We're thinking of having Joe (his brother) come down to help paint.
Today,I cleaned the WHOLE house.
Lauren totally destroyed so many things,one by one by one!She got into(first thing),she took her fitted side snapping dipe OFF.Go figure,she figured out how to do that.she is into removign her clothes as of late.I am on the "lets go potty" mode.So she had an accident on the floor.She removes her diaper,but doesn't run to the potty the whole time,she just goes on the FLOOR.Umm Unacceptable.At least she hates going in a diaper.I know its because its not a pamper,where she won't feel the wetness..so potty training is underway.!
She than proceeded to get cream,and smear it all over Ashleys bed(frame),dresser and LAPTOP to boot.I managed to clean the laptop spotless,and it works fine(thankfully)...however THANKS to my mom,she has an extended warranty on the Laptop(dell).I love love dell for that reason.ANYTHING can happen,and whoop,they send a box,you send it back and they fix it for you.FREE of charge.Next laptop will most likely be a dell again.The Acer,doesn't have that convinient factor.Its a convinience I want/and need.BIG TIME!
Oh,I decided,well have totally decided allready what i want for christmas.A kindle,an Amazon Kindle.Silly huh?I love the whole concept,and I read so much that it'll definately be used up.I do not enjoy having a collection of books I READ all over the house on shelves..I give so many away.I gave my mom some,and others to Lori.
Right now I'm reading the "chosen" series.Pretty good:) OH twilight is playing,and tonight I'd like to Take Ashley with me to see it.
I have to have a serious talk w Billy as well,so many thigns on my mind.I need to just say it,get it out.
WELL,I am happy about Thanksgiving!I cannot wait!:):)
If I do not post..HAPPY THANKSGIVING!It is exactly 6 days away!!!!

Its FRIDAY!

Today,Ashley is leaving to go to Philly for a retreat.She'll be back Tomorrow Night.Its just an overnight thing,and a concert/revival thing tomorrow.Its targeted towards teens/and tweens.She'll have a good time.:)
Billy is heading to go Fishing,he is aiming to catch some stripers(SP)??LOL he loves fishing!I told him he should go to the ELKS and join that fishing club.We'll see..it'll be good for him though!
ME,Not sure what I'm doing.I feel good from sleeping in my new mattress:) WE FINALLY bought a mattress.It was a bit pricey,but worth it since we live a huge part of our lives in our bed.I wanted the temper pedic,soooo we grabbed one.Billy was hoping i'd let go of the foam mattress and just go for the regular ol mattresses,but every mattress I tried out,didn't feel comfy.I actually ABLE to lie on my stomach,which is impossible with my old mattress.I'd wake up feeling totally STUck,Paralyzed sorta..Horible feeling:*(
So I got that accomplished.
next is painting the parlor,grabbing the TV for our parlor or game room.AND prepare for the holidays!
OH I finally got to get my GM diapers this week.I put it in my wicker basket,in the play room.(bad idea??Nahhhh)..Brianna had some friends over to play,and I get back from taking Ashley from point A to point B 100xs a day.Ack.She needed to get to the dentist to ck out her braces.(Everything is going well).Afterwards,we went to her cheeleading party.Oh FUN!I wish I took pictures!
LOL I will take pics today,and upload more.
Have a great weekend!

missing my beauty/rottie Beauty

I look at this puppy and remember when we had Beauty.I want another doggie,but we have to wait,and wait and wait.It has to be when we can give a dog the life it deserves.My time is so consumed,and unless I get another dog for that dog company lol,i'm not going to be able to get a doggie yet.
I loved Beauty and miss her SO much.I remember holding her,she was so beautiful..and Ashley named her Beauty from her favorite movie at the time...Beauty & the Beast:)
KUDOS!

OBAMA MADE IT/and Yesterdays blabs..

BARACK OBAMA IS PRESIDENT!I am happy to see that a diverse country,we all came together and embraced.That bought tears to my eyes.Blacks,and whites,Asian & Hispanics,all hugging and jumping up and down.No matter what,there is so much beauty in that.I pray that people who were not for Obama,realize that things will be ok.If not,we look to GOD for our answers.He always has them.This was Gods will,nevertheless.
I am HOPING for ILLEGAL IMMIGRANTS to STOP COMING IN THIS COUNTRY and getting welfare,food stamps,etc..ALL on our taxes.We have enough on our plate here.If you want to come in,fine,get in legally.Get a job.etc..whats the point of coming in if they are either stealing jobs from the American People,getting health insurance that AMERICAN PEOPLE do not get.Ughh dont' get me started.SO I pray that the border patrol gets tightened A HUGE ammount.I am aware Bush passed a lovely law,about letting them IN and OUT.Just LOVELY!Bush messed up SO much,that nobody wanted to risk Mccain.its sad,but the truth In my opinon.

We sat up late,watching.I was stunned when I saw that obama was leading by such a margin!I really was,I never thought he'd win,yet he did.

Anyways,yesterday we went to jitjitsu,Brianna did AWESOME ROFL.She picked up Bella,and SLAMED her to the ground.((OOPS)..but its a perfectly legal move.Coach said "great job Brianna".=) Bella is also one of the top girls.Its pretty cute cause Brianna and Bella are also in the same class at school.
Afterwards,we decided to take Brianna to Kohls.Ashley went to youth group(which she LOVED,I wish I had her home babysit Lauren)..because LAUREN drove me nutty at KOHLS.We bought Brianna clothes she needed,she outgrew SO MUCH and doesnt wear her gymboree clothes I buy her.I'll save them for Lauren,or sell them.I haven't a clue what to do with them.Hopefully she will wear them.LOL
I am going to gymboree.com and use my cffriend code,and get 30% off.I am picking out a tulle skirt,and some cute items for Lauren for the upcoming holidays.Brianna still needs a dress.I got me a nice pair of skinny jeans,and a brown "chaps" sweater.I'm leaving to wawa,and I want to dye my hair today:)

CUTE!ALL hall oween !

Thefirst one,was earlier..prior to getting dressed:) It was a long long day indeed!MANY pics below.I have so many pictures,there is NO way I can get them ALL on blogger!So i'll stop now!:D

SOME MORE halloween Pictures!

BRIANNA was a witch.However,she didn't want much to do with a COSTUME lol..how uncanny is she?FOR REAL!So she obliged,had to have her CLOTHES underneath(don't we all.even Packed an outfit for school,to change into just in "case".)
No funky make up,no jewelry,no broom,no nothing!OKIE DOKIE..save me a bundle.She did however have a fun "light" that she carried around during the evening(darkness).
She had a blast!
Lauren was sooo funny.Running around,skipping about just happily looking in her bag every five minutes thinking"I have YUMMIES".She said TICK O EET one time,the rest of the time she says "goodbye everybody" or "oodbyee eberybody".LOL.So cute!She was such a cute lady bug.:) The outfit was adorable,however next morning,and during diaper changes,I noticed she had black stuff stuck to her.SO needless to say,after jijitsu,she ran right to the tub.She passed out on Friday night(halloween) before I had a chance.Add to it,Ashleys sleepover.She had two friends sleep over.Ashley had her outfit on for school,took it off,and than put it back on.she is the epic of a preteen..((OOPS)) she'll be 13 this JANUARY!This calls for a FUN party!:)

HALLOWEEN!

I'm cooking ....so just UPloading pics now:D :D :D !Halloween went Uneventfull lol,FUN!
We ALL went trick or treating!LOL!BRI had a HALLOWEEN party(no pics:( and we did a haunted hayride)..so allas..life as always=)

LORI visited,death,life too fast,pain...etc.

Halloween was wonderful,well,haha for Halloween!Ashley was a kitty,i call it a barbie type kitty (IMO anyways).She was so cute.I had to be waken up to do her "whiskers" lol.So at 6am i am up..allready.I get to bed late.Lauren has this sudden thing this past week,to come into our room and SCREAM for an hour.Anybody have any CLUE why??I sit there,hold her,sing to her,but NO,she screams!Doctor says she is fine.I wonder if she has night terrors or something??Ashley had them at one time.
Anyhow,today,(monday),my friend Lori just left.Dang,I should've took a picture:(.It was awesome,spending a few hours with a lifelong friend.We don't see each other often,and she is such a stunning person.Not only appeances,but in her heart.She is ALL heart,and I am lucky to have her as a friend.She says the same about me.We've been friends for 12 years now.That time flew by so fast,it literally makes me cry.I can remember,everything!The nights at "MY FRIENDS"..Nights in Toms River...days just walking through the boardwalks(local),etc.We discussed Georgies death,and DAwns death...how on earth do people die when they are SO young??its a travesty:( its happening too much.Georgie died from a seizure,and he was sleeping on his stomach.....she believes the seizure,than not being able to come up for air caused his death.She was up north,and I'm sure the news just STUNNED her to pieces!:( :( I cannot imagine what I would feel if something happened to Billy.I would be utterly LOST.I know,now,not to take ANYBODY for Granted.If there is a day,or a way,to reach out to somebody.DO it.We never know,if we'll get that chance tomorrow,or next week.
BOTTOM LINE..its not worth the bullshit to hate.I despise hate.I despise LIES,thats one thing I am proud to say I DO NOT DO.I DO NOT LIE!Liars,I know one too many and I stay far away from liars.I just wish people would realize when they are being LIED to,(people who lie that i know,to people that I know..lol if this makes sense>:)

Anyways,I was supposed to go to my moms.Since Lori arrived,that plan is done.I want to go with Billy tonight,get a fridge,and a mattress.TWO THINGS i REALLY NEED.We have some money saved,and a small ammount from my grandfather.I won't spend it ALL of course,yet,I really need the mattress more than anything.
THE PAIN omg the pain in my back,every single night is scaring the heck out of me.
WHAT can it be??I wake up,and wonder,how long will I live??Sounds wierd doesn't it??
I pray I live a lONG life,however,that pain right by my left lung area is wayyy painfull.When I breathe it hurts.I got X rays etc..and the doctors said my Lung is FINE??I got an MRI of my back and it said it was FINE.So where is the pain coming from?Its coming from somewhere....I will know more when I see my doctor.He has to run tests..I do not know whats next?I had the MRI,X RAYS,You name it..its done.I can NOT live with this pain,and I know there is something WRONG.Its undiagnosed.IF you read this,please pray that they diagnose it.
In the meantime,I am striving never to ever light a cigarette again.I can do it.I know I can.
Love you all..
"ME":)

vote obama

I was for him,than confused because of the christian peoples accusations,(MANY PEOPLE)...and than i decided,after praying,that I feel HOPE with this president.He will change this country for the better,and a LONG uphill climb!
I THINK he IS goign to make it!