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Heading to bed;;;;

Tonite I have to wake up at 3am,to take mom to the airport!My daddy is coming too!!I'm praying everything goes well down in Florida!I am worried and really wish it was simple for me to go.I would go,I just needed some planning...warning.I miss everybody.
Anyways,What's up with Lauren a of late!!!!She loves to destroy destroy destroy:) daily I have to pick up clothes she tries on!Yes,Like stephanie....Lauren loves to play dressup!She is a girly girl which is a joy to have again!!Brianna is not as much so but I adore her exactly the way she is!!!Sweet lil bear!Soon its softball season(girls) and I foresee her kicking butt!!She enjoys jijitsu n got another stripe;) she is doing very well!
Ashley has a so called first boyfriend named mike!will say more next time,its first time posting on blackberry!I just put a twilight theme...damn I wish ATT would get the storm,it would be a dream for me lol
OHH blackberry now has the amazon kindle app!!I want it!! I can read so many books through this phone its unreal lol!!I'm psyched!I need to adjust the credit card unless they take paypal!The books are not free but indeed cheaper:):) somthing I've been waiting for!!Bye ereader!they were a ripp off!
Kudos n nitey nite for 5 hrs IF that lol

pics of our little storm

(((WE ARE HAVIN ANOTHER 20 inches on WEDNESDAY)))) haha...I am Like OVERWHELMED??Much??I really don't care as long as we are warm,together,and have food!lol

(Shot from upstairs..by the steps walking to the foyer)...
*first picture*
btw I want to get into srapbookin.I know I will enjoy it.Its NEVER too late is it??I feel bad,Should've done it for Stepahnie and Ashley..but i can do it for them now,and still have the other girls..avah,lauren,brianna,etc

my girls are right by the door.I am going to make stephanies room,my temporary computer room.Its better off,more comfy and I'll just smoke there rather than the bathroom.So lame being in here JMHO!

I will never catch up with ANYTHING.I am avoiding those "REALITY" games on facebook.Its just rediculouse,how lameo.no life?I do not have the TIME to sit there for hours on end.I feel bad..but I do not play it,I try though,20 mns here..or 10 mins there,and i just have TWO games I play.Farmville,Farmtown.SOmetimes CountryLife.I do like scrabble and whatnot,but no time!!
Here is pics of the snow...I should've took more but it wasn't the best "MOMMENT" to take pics lol

45 mins before school starts...ohhhhhh eck

Ashley is out..we have school today.BIG BLiZZARD feb 2010 and they have school on Monday.Hilarious..and we had a state of emerency?ODD???
People in De (based on news) were gettin ticketed for bein out?Why?its only 20 inches of snow,you plow it and its a OK to go!!I don't understand that on,Its baffled me this weekend lol.
HOwever,I did enjoy the "feelin snowbounded" feeling,but inr eality we were NOT bounded for more than one day.No biggie.I actually DROVE last nite to get Ashley from the SUPER BOWL GAME..HOw about those SAINTS??LoL..I think its great they won,due to Katrina.However sometimes I wonder if things are set up..but with Football,i doubt it deeply.
I lost 4lbs this week,doin NOTHING but avoidin ice cream.LOL.I want my body back,was watching this lame show called "bad girls" and recallin when my body as like that if not even better..I miss it.:*( sooo I am on the roll to stop eatin ALL icecream,oR cakes,or Muffins,ANYTHING sweet.I think that should work on so Many parts.Eat so much of 1 food,and cut it off your stystem cold turkey.I was miserable this week though,It must've been the sugar withdrawal??Its hitting me RIGHTnow as I type..Hmmmm Possibly..
Nasty wicked stuff I swear it is.
Anyways,today got a bunch to do.LAUNDRY is piled so high its nvr been this bad.We have to get Lauren bunk beds...(for bri too),Its never going to get done I swear.Bill needs tires sooo BADLY for his car,its like so dangerous to drive!People do not understand what a struggle it is day to day basis,and no we could be livin worse,but its still not easy.Life is not just one big party!=)
Well,off to Get me dressed,Brianna has her clothes ready and set for school.Lauren has snow pants,and a hat on...Nxt is boots and coat.We are going outside to play.Pics comin up!
Have a GREAT WEEK:)

front of house..Sat Afternoon

 


this is half of the snow we are gettin.I'm exhausted.And Ashley took off to another part of town she was NOT NOT NOT suposed to do.I am SO livid,so NOW what?I have to et in the van and get her!OMG.I am SO livid.She just wants to be by more of her favorite friends,and sleep at my moms I'm bettin.
I do not know why I am so livid..but I just am.She KNOWS I want her home.I'm hurt,what?She can't remain snow bounded with us?I have to risk driving?
Billyw ants to drive...im like what??WHY?I do not , honestly do NOT want that van out of the driveway!

back to gym/or freeze another 3 mos?

I have to make choices.I am not going to pay 50$ a month for nothin.TOmorrow I am heading down to the gym,to either freeze it for 3 mos or just cancel and use up my final 3 mos.I think I am goin to chuck up the 2nd one.I feel run down,exhausted,weak,you name it.The gym...will be a huge help and stress reliever.

I am thinkin of stephanie in Florida and wonderin about her and mom and the choices,consequences of things.I cannot get certain things out of my head.Its just crazy all together.I miss Avah,and can't wait to see her.Next time I go,It'll be when I'm there alone...