avah picture!!

 

Gosh I how i miss this little girl.Its killing me.Literally in every sense.How I wish there was money to do what i wished with it.I would fly out to Florida every month to see her and have her ""aunts"" see her.I know as she knows us,she'll love love hanging with us too!!This is all stephanies doing...her dad wants her to be w /near him and can't blame him.Stephanie is currently with Rob??I am confused this off and on relationship..seriously!!This beautiful baby needs stabiity and people getting along.I am anti drama,anti evil in every way.Somebody does evil its not my place to do it back.Its just wrong.people get angry and for me to get angry at them being angry is just more heartache for that little girl1!!!!!!

Anyways,Sharing her beautiful easter picture.In the meantime,I am crying that my camera is MISSING with OUR easter pics of the kids.Of laurens dress,etc..it went POOF gone.COmpletely!!!SOmeobdy STOLE it,if I do not find it,i will know that it was stolen out of this house.No doubt,its a BIG camera.How can it be gone?I had it on the top bunk of the bed...wtf??

Anyways,today we did shopping,and bought stuff for the old blue bathroom.Its disgusting right now.Im a bit anxious to have it doe before Sunday.Its briannas communion.worse come to worse we shut the door LOL.

life goes on..n on n on

This is my public blog,so whoever reads it,reads it.This is me,Nancy from the heart.I've been busy.I am excited,spring is coming.I was hurt yesterday,that words were said by my mom but I am trying to digest it and go on to another day.I love each and every single one of my children.I love my neices and nephews.All of them.I want people to behave and treat me the way I would treat them.I suppose its not a perfect world.

Ok,my errands today!!
I have to run to mrs njfamilycare
i have to go to the library first.
Brianna has practic for softball.OH she got her FIRST RBI this saturdays game.I am sO proud of her!
well,now i'm off to family care..no time to blog!its been a nightmare..tax returns after tax returns and bank statements..never went through all THAT before..is that the normal??LOL..
I also have softball practice for brianna and jijitsu...i am worried about ashleys thoughts of dating.life goes on.......
TODAY WILL be uploading Pictures!LMAO

my bike,equals weght LOSS

 


YUP all part of the plan.I love love this bike.its a shchwinn hybrid and can hold my purse or books or whateve rin the back.It goes FAST..FIVE nice Pushes and whoooom i am flying.LOL I do lower the resistanc so I can just pedal and feel it burn.I got home and legs were like JELLO>:)
I am on a mission to lose weight.My diet today consisted of cereal,beer bread(one piece,bad thing) Anyways,I picked up whee I left off.
I am SO busy busy busy.Tomorrow its OFF to horizon mercy for nj family care for the kids.They want ALL tax returns.i have to finish up our taxes.OH.I will get it done.I will get everything DONE:):):)
I need to SLEEEEP and all will be great.
I am praying n hoping billy does the bamboo blinds in the parlor!!!
we have to do our bathroom too.Its Unreal what we need done.I feel lke hiding lol.
ME

bikes..ASHLEYS,

 

This one from walmart..99$..she wanted a cruiser so she got a beach cruiser.Its cute as HECK I took pics I will be uploading unless I develop them!!
Ashley loves it,and that makes me happy.She's doing good in school,she has a so called "boyfriend" of sorts named "mike".I am taking it as it goes.If I say NO to Mike,shell want to be with him more.I remember that,and those days..yet,I can say NO,its not allowed.She is FOURTEEN,what is a mom to do?or a dad.Daddy is having a real rough time of it.He is much more than I thought he would.OYe!
She is busy with school,and afterschool stuff,she is going to be doing gymnastics(tumbling).She did not make the CO ED team,cause she would be a flyer due to her skinny small statue,N you need to do major stunts that she doesn't have tdown to pat yet.SOOO she is going to tumbling classes.I want her busy.She CAN go for the football cheer team(which is what i THOUGHT she was originally doing)...silly girl!
I would've told her not to bother,I knew she was NOT ready and boy am I glad in a way.So far it costed them 350$ and 500$ for the camp.So this week it was 850$ for cheer.Id have hit the roof LOL.For that money,She can go to a camp for MUCH less than that.Heck,we can go to spain,Florida etc...with the spending they will be doing.Plus summer would be washed away cheering for state champs.So that is not my thing..everyday she'd be up early practicing in the sun 5 days a week.Where is the summer??lol.

Anyways,I just got back from riding with her.bill is hanging blinds in the parlor.Bamboo blinds...he loves bamboo!!!

laurens progress

 

Laurens making amazing progress in school.I am stunned.She is coming out of her Shell" and is talking to people now,she still shys out sometimes but the things she says and the personality that is emerging is such a HUGE joy!So now,Lauren LOVES DORA DORA DORA..she is in a complete DORA fanatic state!She said for her "BIRTHDAY" she wants DORA to come over.LOLOL..So cute.Such a little girl now,Sometimes serious but mostly a joking fun loving,big hearted full of huge hugs for those she adores.
She still brings up baby "avah...she misses the babies..all of the babies.She'll see them one day soon.That makes me sad.
She is not feelin too well today..coughing and fever coming and going.Not sure what it is.I have to get Brianna ready for school,but the day will be busy as usual.
I am on an exercise / diet trying to lose weight on my own without gyms or nothing(is this a joke?LOL)...but I think it can be done.I did lose some allready without really trying much.
OK,Lauren is singing her ABC's..counts to TEN,(easily),knows every swings name,and slides,vocab of around 75 words off or on now...(compared to just a few zip words..) it is amazing.I am amazed at what preschool does.it brings the child OUT of the baby,literally!:)
I am watching SUER NANNY and she is at a house where there is a 3 and 5 yr old,who are still in bottles??Wear Napppies to bed,and all that.I'm sitting there thinking WHY???Lauren gave up all that for a while.She is potty trained,and has been prior to even attending preshool.This preschool is a special one,for delayed kids and she was delayed speech wise.Now she is catching right on up.Potty training however,she got that down way before that.She was exactly 3 yrs 1 month old.Not exactly YOUNG,but this is 100%.Prior to that she did use the potty but it was still with something,and accidents.Now she does it ALL in the potty.Its really neat:)(NO buying diapers ever ever again is such a JOY).I still have her beloved cloth diapers(and briannas) and can't seem to part with them.I would've parted with them for Avah.But stephs not into it.I also would've parted with them for Eli's twins but they aren't into it.I tried starting off with a few smalls,I never seen them wear it.These are around 2thousand or more dollars worth of diapers...I can't just toss them to somebody who wont' wear them.SOOooOOO much love is in those diapers Silly I know.Only another cloth diapering mama would understand our love for teh fabrics,and diapers themselves..to everybody else they are "just diapers" Lmao!

WEll,Im off,I have to get Lauren situated w breakfast(light eater she is and it shows),and Brianna off to school.She is in SOFTBALL and LOVING IT!I'll do a brianna update later!
XOXO

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GRR first day..

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PARK DAYS

 


We've been spendin days at the park.Mommy runs with the kids..what else is new.Today we are chillin while the kids trashed the house.I should be doin wash,and cleaning but bein super lazy!Why is that?Well,yesterday was Easter and we had a wonderful time.(Still have loads of pics to upload).Prior to Easter we went to the park 2 days in a row.We are going back today.

I'm sittin here wonderin how or why is Lauren so destructive!She loves to destroy the house,the walls,furniture you name it.She recieved loads of Easter Treats and Even before that she finds something to do that will annilihate my day totally and completely.I wake up exhausted from what she does before I even OPEN my eyes!
I wouldn't have it any other way....=) Busy is what I am.

My plans.
do whites,for Bill.
Wait for BIll and Ash who went up north to visit pop pops..thinkin of Nana,hopin she is ok.
Thinkin of Stephanie,prayin she stays clean and with that she doesn't let people get to her.I miss her So much.I would move to Florida,I believe.I need to talk bill into it.He is not into the hot ness too much!!
Ok,i have to wake up!!!!!!!