It's been a busy world - I don't even know where to start.
My family,my world. That's all I live for and all that keeps me moving putting one foot in front of the other.
They are what keeps me happy, and of course the other side of the coin the reasons I worry and stress endlessly.
I want my family to remain happy.
I have my children- all FOUR of my daughters I love with my whole being and each one comes with a tremendous amount of dedication & duties I must accomplish or I feel like I've failed.
It's pretty tough being a parent today..& having four daughters makes it all more poignant wondering,remembering - and protecting.My most vivid memories - colorful ones are the ones when we are happy and on the boardwalk,Especially during my younger years.My heart breaks,for Lauren,her being the baby missed out on the younger mommy version I was.
Lauren however is such a gift that came at the exact time I needed someone who needed me so much.The rest of my girls needed me but not quite like Lauren does.
She has become someone who I purposely keep myself on my toes from ever going overboard in self destruct that I sometimes tend to do.
Basically the point of this post is to remind me how lucky I am, four daughters and Mother's Day was yesterday! I didn't plan this post-- words just came out and it's perfect ,for me, to go back and reflect on.
I have not blogged and after this post I will make sure to keep blogging.
I wish I could sorta keep it private but I have many years back in here so I'll keep it- and create a private one for myself.
If you read anything from me - Bless you haha
Stay well friends-
Nancy
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