Its mothers day!

I just tried posting under picturtrail rather than photobucket!It worked!:) wow,i've been so busy!Yesterday I woke up and went for my daily walk at 8am!I bought Ashley & Lauren,went for our coffee and back!I love the way I've been keeping it up for 4 days in a row!They say it takes I think 12 days to form a habit!Well I have a good 8 days left then LOL!I know walking is better than NO exercise!I got a tummy leftover from Lauren.Its not the end of the world,I know that,but I DO MISS having a flat stomach.At least one that doesnt leave people wondering if I'm still pregnant.I look 3 mos pregnant and its frustrating.My jeans fit RIGHT up to where its time to button @@ and I used to be able to button with room left over!OYE Its mothers day..LOL AND I'm complaining about my post pregnancy body(SIGH).WEll it is what it is!Billy finally understood my desire for a tummy tuck if it doesn't go down EVER.SO that is an option,thankfully,but i'm soooo not into surgery!
Now MY mother!I am missing her,she is in Florida visiting Stephanie who is in Florida on a long vacation.She will be back mid summer yet,she doesn't realize it yet lol.She is getting her licence and my mom is there right now with my brother helping her get a car she needs.Her father is a total deadbeat and its just unfair.Well I can't change people,and I don't want to feel down today.
Ashley told me last night :::GRIN:: that Billy got me something "BIG"..Its "BIG" she says!Wow,well,I wonder what it is lol.He is sleeping still!He woke up and changed Lauren and everything!HE tells me "what fits lauren in the changing table dresser"? Because I have t shirts,socks,onesies and fotted jammies in there.On the other side is her paper diapers(huggies,and toysrus diapers which I PRERFER I hate pampers).And boxes of baby wipes,a pail of cloth wipes and some prefolds and covers that I use when Im upstairs.Billy doesn't use cloth.HE will take it off,and change her from clothe & put a huggie supreme on her(HIS FAVORITE diapers lol).I said well,She outgrew EVERYTHING!
YES,Lauren outgrew ALL her footed pajamas that are 6=9 mos!The ones that still fit are like 5 pairs.Totally time to buy more pajamas!I went this morning,on mothers day & started taking out MORE clothes that do not fit her!I have 3 big boxes of clothing (SO MANY NICE ONES:( That do NOT fit her no more).SO sad.That was my bittersweet point,its like NO going back!She is growing up,right now she is whizzing around in her walker yelling baaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaamaaaaaaa daaaaaaaaa dat!She has some 12=18 mos pajamas but too big.SO I will just get her 12 mos regular pajamas,but i love footed ones.(SIGH) I will be shopping some more!Ack.& Here I thought summer time all you need is onesies lol!umm NO!:)
Its relaxing,drinking my coffee this morning 9:09am!Billy is sleeping,I let him sleep and i'm not waking him up to cater to my every whim LOL.I will be running to WAWA and getting milk and breakfast.Even though its MOTHERS DAY,this early morning,I will still continue with my running around as usual!
I'm looking out my sliding doors,which are opened to let the nice cool air in (LOVE IT)..but its cloudy.I seen the sun peek through once and felt a momment of Happiness..YES!We can go to the Beach/Boardwalk!But not sure whats going to come of it,I want warmth and sun!BY the ocean its colder than by the Bay where I'm at now.!
Well,its my first mothers day with Lauren!I'm Happy,overjoyed,& thank the LORD for such a beautiful Gift this year!I am truley blessed with my children!I miss my mom,my grandmom who passed a few years ago:( & think of her everyday especially on Mothers day.She was the best,the one person in my life who loved me unconditionally!This love I will pass on to my children.Regardless of what they say or do,I will always love them and be here for them.I will instill values,and let them know they can always talk to me.
Well,its 9:13am.I'm OFF!

(((here is Lauren a few days ago))) she is getting wow,SO big!



((My two youngest)))
Love them,but they keep me the busiest LOL!