I wake up this morning,with NO internet connection!Very frustrating,the dang signal wasn't working(comcast).I go call and find out its not the bill,paid it,and it still won't work.NOW I log on via u tube,and whalla i get right on..just not through AOL.AOL is not working,not even aol.com!Strange!
Anyways,thats the least on my mind today:( I am so sad.I feel so many things at once,for one,My grandpa has a mass tumor in his lung:( It was said yesterday.He is 82 years old,so there will be NO removing his lung(which is one option,but he could die from that surgery IMO he WILL die from it..what a PAINFULL way to die imo):( with one lung,than the next lung will go cause he gets pnemonia often.I am SURELY NOT going to light a cigarette ever again.I am mad at myself,for allowing myself to light up when i get stressed etc.I believe its definately something I could get,(lung cancer) cause now i am witnessing it firsthand with my own grandpa and the way he is feeling is Not appealing:(.I feel SO sad for him...to be old makes me sad.I am trying to think chipper thoughts,he is going to SPAIN with my mom I believe very shortly.I hate when my mom leaves,but my grandfather wants to go sooo very badly.He believes he will heal there,I believe that may be possible.The air is healthier:( and more clear.We shall see how it goes:(.
I am looking at Lauren,Ashley dressed her (YIKES) and put on one of her new outfits for spring...UGHHH SO I have to change her soon.She looks SO cute,maybe i'll leave it,if its nice enough.Adorable,in a red skort,and tulip top...I'll put on her matching hair bows:) WHALLA!LOL.So silly really,but to be excited about something must be a good thing.
Billy,he has to get a grip on reality here.We need things finished,and he is always busy doing so many other things,that I am getting bewildered here.
OH Brianna got her 4th stripe in JIJITSU,the next is the YELLOW Belt:*) WAY TO GO!Not many lil girls her age have a yellow belt at her age lol (in jijitsu).I'm very proud of her.She sounds hoarse(voice) I hope she does NOT have asthma:( How horrible if she does:( She has a cute voice when its like that but its not her true voice.:(
Yesterday I took her shopping for new sneakers,went to feet first,she did not like the sneakers there.(TOO STIFF)...so we head on to payless and she fell in love with a pair of hannah montanna sneakers.This morning,with her voice she tells me "Thank you mommmy,for my sneakers,I love them so much,you know what to buy me all the time"....ahwww so so soooo sweet!
Now Ashley,since I am in HER laptop is anxious to get back,since i got online!SO this is adios!LoL!
I seem to have a relaxing weekend compared to the past two weekends that just past!
MONdAY Ashley gets her Braces!!
I got my hearing aid fixed(temporary) and am waiting on new aids!
I am hoping we can do something today,as a family,I do not want to sit around today.I am probably going to visit my mom or go do some shopping at target.:) I can't wait till gymboree starts collecting gymbucks.I wish they didn't stop the spring saile...I went back and whalla the sale was gone:(
OFF I GO!
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