Lauren is SICK:(,Me had route canal..2 at once yuk

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I do it almost EVERYTIME..even if its NOT on my mind!ABOVE is ASHLEY ROSE My lil Angel..with Lauren Paige!I love adding their middle name!LOL I don't know why!But i do!:):):)

I hate a route canal yesterday,it was TWO of them at one time.I almost DIED seriously,i was not in a good state.EVEN with a dang tranquilizer,i was upset,shakey and thought I'd have a heart attack from the novacaine he was giving me.I went to an endodontist.My heart was racing,where My ear drum was going boom boom sooooooo SURE enough I thought This is an overdose of novacaine!He got me NIce n numb though,SO I THOUGHT.(those who had route canals,NO fun right)..well the bottom part of your mouth is just WORST.This guy is very quick though,I'll give him that.I mean he just DUG IT OUT FAST AS HECK.Other dentist take forever(TOP MOUTH) ROFL.I mean 45 minutes etc...this was FIVE Minutes...PER TOOTH.
SO TOOTH number one.The novacaine did NOT work,not 100%.I FELT IT.It felt like my tooth ache I had for DAys and days on end.I had SO MUCH novacaine it was incredibly sad.NO wonder my heart was going pitter patter crazy.When he went to remove the damn nerve,IT HURT LIKE HELL.I won't mince words.LIKE HELL:( I had TEARS in my eyes,tried SO hard not to cry but i was allready upset for waiting from 11am to 3pm.They TOOK advantage of my hearing loss and LIED(the receptionist)I HEARD 11am.SHE CLAIMS it was 10am.Than there was another women there who they said her appt was at NOON and she got there at 1 but SHE even went ahead of me.SO I'm sensitive at times,(NOT TOO OFTEN) but get me on a pity party,its no fun.I hate pity parties esp for myself.BACK to the route canal,The pain lasted a good 3 minutes.I grabbed SOOO HARD on my shirt.LABOR IS EASIER than that pain.I'd rather be in labor than go through that in my life.It was the WORST pain I've EVER FELT in my ENTIRE LIFE.I had a C section,I've had 4 children in total.NEVER felt pain like that.SO I can say,I had a route canal and felt it.Imagine that.:( It felt like my regular tooth pain but WORST..Like almost 10xs worst.It throbbed all the way to my EAR and my head.I seriously wonder if you could die from that type of pain lol,cause if it throbbed to a part of my head,????WELL ITS DONE!FINISHED!PRAISE GOD I am sO glad its done!
SPeaking of GOD...I ran out of the house GRABBED a 100$ bill,for Ashleys Bras and undies whatnot she needs.WELL,I lost it.ONE BLOCK from the house,I cannot find it.
I call Ashley,PLEASE LOOK at home for it.NO she cannot find it,than tells me "mom,whats wrogn with you,how could you lose 100$"..GOOD QUESTION!
SO thats on my mind all day.I get back in the van,I pray,GOD PLEASE PLEASE let me find that money.NOW AS I was praying...my hand OPENS the CD compartment,I wasn't thinking of nothing much,just praying,and RIGHT IN MY HAND is the 100$ bill.Things like this has happened way too much.GOD Is trying to get my attention,I believe.I have to try to listen to what the message is.I know I have to get to the ob/gyn,is that it?I have a crazy uterus with endometriosis.I did a pap smear when lauren was 6 weeks old,and all was well.I'm past due for that.I'm not THAT late so it can't be THAT bad.I also had that liver issue(high enzymes)..waiting for news from that!
WELL today I see my other doc,and we'll see what happens.
MY GOALS.
GIVE LAUREN(POOR BABY has ALLERGIES)..runny nose runny runny runny.ONE THING I do NOT have is a baby running around with runny noses and NOT clean them.Its a HUGE PEEVER OF MINE.I can NOT understand when I see that,in parks,DIRTY kids,with RUNNY noses and NOt being wiped.WHAT IS WRONG WITH THESE MOTHERS????Umm YUCK!OR a diaper(sposie no less) that HANGS SO LOW that is SO PILLY AND NASTY.
BAbies/and toddlers are SO beautiful.YES,they poop,they get sick,but dang do your job and TAKE CARE OF THEM PLEASE!NOBODy wants to SEE that!:( It just makes ME SO SO SAD for the babies!AND toddlers!AND EVEN CHILDREN!My daughter Brianna,age 6 now,KNOWS to blow her nose.She dont' let her SNOTS go down her mouth!YES,I seen too much of it,to make it an issue now.YUCK.I hope parents wake up...dress your kids nicely,cleanly,and take care of them or else DO NOT BOTHER HAVING THEM!I'm serious lol.Of course,I do NOT mean genetic issues..Those special need kids are a separate issue.I am talkin about the parents here.Anybody that knows me IRL knows I take GREAT pride in keeping my girls CLEAN.Brianna LOVES to dress DOWN but she is CLEAN.Hair can be all over,but her face is CLEAN.You know what i mean.LOL:) But we go somewhere,she like it or not,she'll dress for the occasion:)
THANKGOD she is starting to enjoy dressing up in clothes I buy for her:)
WELL I am off to see a psych.I am not going back no more after today.I am goign to say BYE.THey tried to prescribe me EFFEXOR.I am bringign Lauren.I am NOT leaving lauren here,when the poor baby put her OWN shoes on and knows i'm leaving.:) SO she'll come with me.What can they do???lol seriously.Some people have NOBODY to watch their kids.:)
I know people would probably think i'm NUTS to bring her,but hah,she is loved,cleaned,and very well taken care of:) So miss shrink can see that lol.
I just do not not want effexor.SO I am going cause I do not want to disrespect the psych and show up/cause she has a schedule.
I am NOT signing papers for her to hunt down my medical records.WHY bother?I'm not seeing her no more!LOL
SHOULD i even GO?
Later at 4 I have ANOTHER appt.SO MANY DOCS..I'm going to Just park my van in docs offices LMAO
OH ..last night we had ALEXIS sleep over.YES Alexis,who we knew as a little girl just like we knew Courtney as a little girl.those two girls grew up here with us:)
Anyways,Ashley,Courtney,and Brianna made a HUGE tent with blankets Galore in Ashleys room.I am TERRIFIED to walk in there.ALLS I ask is to please CLEAN IT AND put away dishes from dishwasher:X LOLOL.
I am goign to make a contract..STILL on my list.
I have to make my GOALS list,and go back later and see what I've accomplished!
WELL ENOUGH CHATTER!
OH billy got me MAD this morning.Not MAD but ENOUGH mad.OH WHEN I go to the docs..drop the kids off at JIIJTU and he'll be there to get them.I'm like UMMM I got LAUREN TOO YANNO!Drop her off too??"OH I forgot,I thougth she'd be w you" LMAO!
First off..NO.I'm not letting Bri SIT at Jijitsu with the bigger girls,WAITING for DAD.EIther you're there or you're NOT!
UGHHHHHHHHHHHH @@ MEN!