what to do today?LOL..right now Brianna ran to Olivias.Lauren is eating peaches.I'm sitting here in the back room,while lauren is eatin peaches.She just loves those peaches.I'm thinking of stuffing her body up with a GOOD healthy protien packed smoothie.they love it.
I got my phone fixed(well through insurance) a new phone.WHOOSH it took ONE day.NOT a day more or less LOL amazingly fast!Billy,then was like wat the heck,so we went to get him a phone.there was so many deals,blackberrys for 60$..etc.BUT NO he got a plain SAMSUNG FLip phone,its flat and cute,but umm WHY?He likes those,he thinks they last longer.Ok..make it last.
I'm going to fry some fish,leave it for billyfor dinner.Than head on out to Lori's house and swim,and let Ashley spend the night.MUCH more fun:)
Its too nice & hot & sunny out.Imagine if i took Bri to the beach.EEK.
:(
I want to goooooooooooooo!
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
SIMS back on..HAHA
I had to put sims 2 back on for Brianna.For some unknown reason billy removed it.He hated how she got upset about when they lit the house on fire lol,or social workers came and removed the kids.WELL thats what happens.This was removed a while back,and she's been wanting it back on for a while.
I went to the dr's today..and got my papers (showing the endometriosis etc),and went for xrays etc.I'm back,and Ashley is gone on vacation:( I am going to miss her SO much.Of course I am worried..very very worried.This is her FIRST FIRST vacation without me,or her father present.I am trusting my brother,and his wife to really keep her in place:)
My nephew is going to be there too,and he is a good boy,so all should be good:)
Of course,its natural to worry.I think crazy things,like car accidents,etc..accidents galore.I guess its the norm now.Mommy worried before,and mommy worries now.:)
GOOD NEWS:)
Brianna I do not believe,at ALL that she will have any scarring.Her face is looking fantastic,her breast is healing and so is her back.My mom still wants me to pursue stuff,but I do not.I only sue for a GOOD REASON,there is NO reason other than BILLS:(
That is the ONLY issue with me,is the dang hospitol bills,the cream bill,the gymbo outfit thats ruined,just itty stuff cause ALL THAT IS NOTHING when our girl is looking and healing beautifully.She did have ONE bad dream,but we bought her to our bed.Her dream she said she felt the burn,and this time her booby fell off and i was crying,etc.I'm SO glad she is doing well.This is to be expected:)\
WELL she is off to vbs,and I'm off to clean clean clean.WE have to deposit a check(billys) and get our ebay items here.
XOXXO
I went to the dr's today..and got my papers (showing the endometriosis etc),and went for xrays etc.I'm back,and Ashley is gone on vacation:( I am going to miss her SO much.Of course I am worried..very very worried.This is her FIRST FIRST vacation without me,or her father present.I am trusting my brother,and his wife to really keep her in place:)
My nephew is going to be there too,and he is a good boy,so all should be good:)
Of course,its natural to worry.I think crazy things,like car accidents,etc..accidents galore.I guess its the norm now.Mommy worried before,and mommy worries now.:)
GOOD NEWS:)
Brianna I do not believe,at ALL that she will have any scarring.Her face is looking fantastic,her breast is healing and so is her back.My mom still wants me to pursue stuff,but I do not.I only sue for a GOOD REASON,there is NO reason other than BILLS:(
That is the ONLY issue with me,is the dang hospitol bills,the cream bill,the gymbo outfit thats ruined,just itty stuff cause ALL THAT IS NOTHING when our girl is looking and healing beautifully.She did have ONE bad dream,but we bought her to our bed.Her dream she said she felt the burn,and this time her booby fell off and i was crying,etc.I'm SO glad she is doing well.This is to be expected:)\
WELL she is off to vbs,and I'm off to clean clean clean.WE have to deposit a check(billys) and get our ebay items here.
XOXXO
Monday, July 21, 2008
Just a few pics of lauren in clothy!
here is Miss Lauren in a BUMMIS SUPER WRAP!~
I bought her the BUmmis BRITE!I have to get a picture of her in it,SO SO SO CUTE!
I would LOVE to help anybody,learn about cloth in my area.If you are interested,Just tosssss me an email:) spend the day with me and lauren,and you'll SEE how easy it is LOLOL!
Right now she is wearing a PREFOLDS,snappi,and Fleece shorties:) THe fleece ROCKS for overnight!IF its 25cents a diaper..think about how many you to through a day LOL add more than 1 kid,YIKES!:)
WELL I hope this helps somebody
Again its NOT for everybody!Its truley easy though,but the first few days it takes to get a hang of it.HEY,if I can do it,ANYBODY can!LOL
HIDDEN DANGERS OF DIPES!
Hidden Dangers of Disposable Diapers
Isn't it amazing to think that most of us were raised in cloth diapers, but most of our children have grown up in disposables? Believe it or not, it is not too late to reverse this trend.
With our first child, my husband and I were planning on using disposable diapers from the start; but our midwife encouraged us to look into using cloth diapers. After we went to the store (Rundum, Gertigstrasse 57, Tel. (040) 27 87 76 66) and got some advice and took a look at the cloth diapers out on the market, we decided to go with the cloth diapers after all. It did not look any more difficult than disposables, and it would save money, as well as do some good for the environment. Most of our friends reacted skeptically when we told them; but after our success story, most of those friends have ended up using the same cloth diapers on their children. At the time, the hidden dangers of disposable diapers were still hiding from me, but now I know the difference.
The Environmental Issue
There are those who claim that disposable diapers are better for the environment because no water, energy or soap is wasted on washing or drying them as with cloth diapers. The question is: how did the disposables get manufactured in the first place? Certainly a fair amount of water and energy were needed to produce them, not to mention valuable raw materials like wood and oil. And who walks to the store to buy their disposable diapers? Certainly not people pressed for time, which is the main argument against cloth diapers -- that they take up too much time. And what about waste disposal costs? Also, did you know that in the U.S., it is illegal to put human fecal matter in residential garbage? Which person pressed for time shakes the poop out of his or her disposable diaper before disposing of it? Did you also know that experts speculate that a disposable diaper can take anywhere from 100-500 years to biodegrade in a landfill? This means that EVERY SINGLE disposable diaper ever used is still out there decomposing somewhere!
Even the argument that the soaps used in laundering cloth diapers are harmful and eventually end up in our ground water are exaggerated. Most people who choose cloth diapers also choose an environmentally friendly soap, and then the waste water from laundering a load of cloth diapers is benign. Take in comparison the impact of the waste water from the manufacture of disposable diapers which often contains dioxins, solvents, biocides and even heavy metals; and then a little environmentally friendly soap seems harmless.
What is better for your baby?
Even though disposable diaper manufacturers spend millions of dollars every year on advertizing that their diapers feel "drier", no scientific evidence indicates that diaper rash occurs more often with cloth diapers than with disposables. In fact, because disposables feel drier, many parents postpone diaper changes too long and the bacteria from the urine remains in longer contact with the baby's skin causing redness and irritation. In addition, because the plastic in disposable diapers prevents the proper circulation of air, ammonia from the bacterial-breakdown of urine is unable to escape causing further irritation; whereas cloth diapers with a wool or micro-fiber cover allow the baby's skin to breathe, thereby eliminating this source of irritation. The best way to prevent diaper rash, however, is frequent diaper changes, regardless of which kind of diaper one uses.
What is most frightening about disposable diapers is the unknown or passively ignored presence of toxic chemicals. One such chemical is dioxin, a highly toxic by-product of the bleaching process. Secondly, sodium polyacrylate, the clear gel-like substance you often find on your baby's genitals after a diaper change, gives disposable diapers their super absorbant characteristic. Its use in tampons was banned in 1985 because of its link to Toxic Shock Syndrome. And most recently, TBT or Tributylin was found in disposable diapers in Europe. TBT is ranked by the World Health Organization (WHO) as one of the most toxic substances in use in consumer products in the world today. It is a biocide and is used in killing or preventing the growth of bacteria. And although the WHO has also revealed that the amount of TBT found in disposable diapers poses no threat to the health of a baby, the question still arises: Why is such a toxic substance needed in a diaper? And furthermore, even though the TBT in diapers does not adversely effect those wearing the diapers, what about the safety of ground water from decomposing diapers in landfills?
What's more, new scientific studies have linked disposable diapers and their harsh perfumes and toxic substances to the increase of asthma in today's society. Laboratory rats exposed to disposable diapers straight out of the package have suffered increased eye, nose and throat irritation, as well as bronchioconstriction similar to that of an asthma attack (according to Rosalind C. Anderson, lead author of the report "Acute Respiratory Effects of Diaper Emissions", Archives of Environmental Health, 54, October 1999).
The Convenience Issue
Admittedly, disposable diapers do have the appearance of being more convenient. Those who claim that disposables are more convenient and time-saving, however, seem to forget that someone has to go out to the store to buy them, carry them home, and take out the trash can when they are used up. And although you do have to wash cloth diapers, the few minutes it takes to start up a load of laundry (which you have to do more often with small children in the house anyway) is much less than the effort it takes to acquire and dispose of disposable diapers.
What's The Hype?
You ask yourself. My child wears disposable diapers and does not have asthma, nor do I notice any harmful side-effects from all the toxic substances. That may very well be true, but you should also ask yourself if the alleged "convenience" of disposable diapers is worth the cost to the environment and to the health of your child. Each purchase of disposable diapers is an economic incentive for disposable diaper companies to continue producing products found to be extremely harmful not only to our children, but also to our environment.
Environmentally Friendly Disposables
Such a creature does exist: Moltex Öko Disposable Diapers. They are rated by the German Öko-Test (Heft 28/99) Consumer Product Testing publication as "Empfehlenswert" or Recommendable. In America, look for the brand Tushies: they have been bleached via a non-toxic method and contain no polyacrylate granules. They are a good compromise when traveling. Who wants to lug around a suitcase full of moist, stinking cloth diapers?
Cloth Diapering -- Getting Started
Cloth diapers are not what they used to be! No one has to use pins or spend hours folding square pieces of cotton into complex origami-type contraptions anymore.
Isn't it amazing to think that most of us were raised in cloth diapers, but most of our children have grown up in disposables? Believe it or not, it is not too late to reverse this trend.
With our first child, my husband and I were planning on using disposable diapers from the start; but our midwife encouraged us to look into using cloth diapers. After we went to the store (Rundum, Gertigstrasse 57, Tel. (040) 27 87 76 66) and got some advice and took a look at the cloth diapers out on the market, we decided to go with the cloth diapers after all. It did not look any more difficult than disposables, and it would save money, as well as do some good for the environment. Most of our friends reacted skeptically when we told them; but after our success story, most of those friends have ended up using the same cloth diapers on their children. At the time, the hidden dangers of disposable diapers were still hiding from me, but now I know the difference.
The Environmental Issue
There are those who claim that disposable diapers are better for the environment because no water, energy or soap is wasted on washing or drying them as with cloth diapers. The question is: how did the disposables get manufactured in the first place? Certainly a fair amount of water and energy were needed to produce them, not to mention valuable raw materials like wood and oil. And who walks to the store to buy their disposable diapers? Certainly not people pressed for time, which is the main argument against cloth diapers -- that they take up too much time. And what about waste disposal costs? Also, did you know that in the U.S., it is illegal to put human fecal matter in residential garbage? Which person pressed for time shakes the poop out of his or her disposable diaper before disposing of it? Did you also know that experts speculate that a disposable diaper can take anywhere from 100-500 years to biodegrade in a landfill? This means that EVERY SINGLE disposable diaper ever used is still out there decomposing somewhere!
Even the argument that the soaps used in laundering cloth diapers are harmful and eventually end up in our ground water are exaggerated. Most people who choose cloth diapers also choose an environmentally friendly soap, and then the waste water from laundering a load of cloth diapers is benign. Take in comparison the impact of the waste water from the manufacture of disposable diapers which often contains dioxins, solvents, biocides and even heavy metals; and then a little environmentally friendly soap seems harmless.
What is better for your baby?
Even though disposable diaper manufacturers spend millions of dollars every year on advertizing that their diapers feel "drier", no scientific evidence indicates that diaper rash occurs more often with cloth diapers than with disposables. In fact, because disposables feel drier, many parents postpone diaper changes too long and the bacteria from the urine remains in longer contact with the baby's skin causing redness and irritation. In addition, because the plastic in disposable diapers prevents the proper circulation of air, ammonia from the bacterial-breakdown of urine is unable to escape causing further irritation; whereas cloth diapers with a wool or micro-fiber cover allow the baby's skin to breathe, thereby eliminating this source of irritation. The best way to prevent diaper rash, however, is frequent diaper changes, regardless of which kind of diaper one uses.
What is most frightening about disposable diapers is the unknown or passively ignored presence of toxic chemicals. One such chemical is dioxin, a highly toxic by-product of the bleaching process. Secondly, sodium polyacrylate, the clear gel-like substance you often find on your baby's genitals after a diaper change, gives disposable diapers their super absorbant characteristic. Its use in tampons was banned in 1985 because of its link to Toxic Shock Syndrome. And most recently, TBT or Tributylin was found in disposable diapers in Europe. TBT is ranked by the World Health Organization (WHO) as one of the most toxic substances in use in consumer products in the world today. It is a biocide and is used in killing or preventing the growth of bacteria. And although the WHO has also revealed that the amount of TBT found in disposable diapers poses no threat to the health of a baby, the question still arises: Why is such a toxic substance needed in a diaper? And furthermore, even though the TBT in diapers does not adversely effect those wearing the diapers, what about the safety of ground water from decomposing diapers in landfills?
What's more, new scientific studies have linked disposable diapers and their harsh perfumes and toxic substances to the increase of asthma in today's society. Laboratory rats exposed to disposable diapers straight out of the package have suffered increased eye, nose and throat irritation, as well as bronchioconstriction similar to that of an asthma attack (according to Rosalind C. Anderson, lead author of the report "Acute Respiratory Effects of Diaper Emissions", Archives of Environmental Health, 54, October 1999).
The Convenience Issue
Admittedly, disposable diapers do have the appearance of being more convenient. Those who claim that disposables are more convenient and time-saving, however, seem to forget that someone has to go out to the store to buy them, carry them home, and take out the trash can when they are used up. And although you do have to wash cloth diapers, the few minutes it takes to start up a load of laundry (which you have to do more often with small children in the house anyway) is much less than the effort it takes to acquire and dispose of disposable diapers.
What's The Hype?
You ask yourself. My child wears disposable diapers and does not have asthma, nor do I notice any harmful side-effects from all the toxic substances. That may very well be true, but you should also ask yourself if the alleged "convenience" of disposable diapers is worth the cost to the environment and to the health of your child. Each purchase of disposable diapers is an economic incentive for disposable diaper companies to continue producing products found to be extremely harmful not only to our children, but also to our environment.
Environmentally Friendly Disposables
Such a creature does exist: Moltex Öko Disposable Diapers. They are rated by the German Öko-Test (Heft 28/99) Consumer Product Testing publication as "Empfehlenswert" or Recommendable. In America, look for the brand Tushies: they have been bleached via a non-toxic method and contain no polyacrylate granules. They are a good compromise when traveling. Who wants to lug around a suitcase full of moist, stinking cloth diapers?
Cloth Diapering -- Getting Started
Cloth diapers are not what they used to be! No one has to use pins or spend hours folding square pieces of cotton into complex origami-type contraptions anymore.
WHY I use cloth?
I have had people ask me WHY?Well here it is.I am sending one link,that I found sufficient enough.There are so many=*( What amazes me,is the proven fact that it can cause male infertility.This country,has the highest rate of cancer,than any other.There has to be a link to it.After many years of talking to parents about topics,(Very serious debates to many mamas lol)..between circumsision,should we vaccinate or no(I believe in selective,and spreading them out).Ultimately YOU are the doctors BOSS.You do not not have to do everything the doctors,or even a dentist tells you to do.They are human,and I've heard and witnessed error that I would've never caught if I didn't listen,and read everything available,everything I can get my hands on.Yes,I love to read.I love to type/write.& I love to take pictures.There has to be a job in that area haha..that would work for me=)
Anyways,when I heard during my diapering for lauren,about this toxin that is in disposables,I quickly turned the corner and never looked back.I use the prefold with the snappi for many reasons.Even though I LOVE bum genius and fuzzi bunz,(None cloth diaper people do not know what this is).However,the prefold w a snappi works SO well especially at home.you're saving an awful lot of money.A prefold is not expensive and the babies bottom can get allll the air it requires.WHereas a pamper,for example,there is NO air,instead you're getting the temperature HIGHER,and that results on a raw bottom=(
I seen moms change pampers etc,fast,and don't let their babies sit in their own urine.I applaud them for that.WHat I can't stand is when I see a babies diaper just SAGGGGING,and moms bragging how they only need 2-3 diapers a day.So they are not blowing money.That is just nasty!:( I'd love to throw a diaper on that person and let them SIT On their own pee all day,how wouldthey like it,till it "HANGS" basically to the KNEES.This is something that really annoys me.YES,I have witnessed it and basically was nice about it,but told people i witnessed it on,that its just NOT nice for the baby:( A TINY infant for heavens sake,or even toddlers.
Its also proven,that cloth diapers can enable a baby to use the potty faster!:) I believe this is true,if when during potty training,you use diapers that let the baby "FEEL" the wetness.Some diapers like fuzzi bunz,etc,they go through the soft fleece,right into the insert(they are pocket diapers lol).
I am goign to post,somethign I found INTERESTING!
NEXT POST!
Anyways,when I heard during my diapering for lauren,about this toxin that is in disposables,I quickly turned the corner and never looked back.I use the prefold with the snappi for many reasons.Even though I LOVE bum genius and fuzzi bunz,(None cloth diaper people do not know what this is).However,the prefold w a snappi works SO well especially at home.you're saving an awful lot of money.A prefold is not expensive and the babies bottom can get allll the air it requires.WHereas a pamper,for example,there is NO air,instead you're getting the temperature HIGHER,and that results on a raw bottom=(
I seen moms change pampers etc,fast,and don't let their babies sit in their own urine.I applaud them for that.WHat I can't stand is when I see a babies diaper just SAGGGGING,and moms bragging how they only need 2-3 diapers a day.So they are not blowing money.That is just nasty!:( I'd love to throw a diaper on that person and let them SIT On their own pee all day,how wouldthey like it,till it "HANGS" basically to the KNEES.This is something that really annoys me.YES,I have witnessed it and basically was nice about it,but told people i witnessed it on,that its just NOT nice for the baby:( A TINY infant for heavens sake,or even toddlers.
Its also proven,that cloth diapers can enable a baby to use the potty faster!:) I believe this is true,if when during potty training,you use diapers that let the baby "FEEL" the wetness.Some diapers like fuzzi bunz,etc,they go through the soft fleece,right into the insert(they are pocket diapers lol).
I am goign to post,somethign I found INTERESTING!
NEXT POST!
Sunday, July 20, 2008
JIJITSU!
Brianna is doing better,her face is looking good,and her neck is better.Anyways,her back and her breast area,is keeping us from attending.I am going to see the dr this week,hoping for a good return date.:( Not only she misses everybody,I know they all miss her too.Coach Tom,and all the coaches there are AWESOME.Its a mixture of girls and boys,so its not really a "tomboy" sport,I think sports are crucial for children regardless.
Cheerleading for Ashley is next month.How did the year go by SO fast!!!!!!Last year,they won woot,the competition.YUP first place!I believe it was the FIRST year ever!I love our tradition goign to trenton haha,its usually me and laura (so we don't have to bring bri and lauren to trenton lmao).We spend HOURS I mean HOURS UPON HOURS watching team after team cheer.Asbury was pretty good too.Over all its competitive,and the girls (ash and bri)..love their perspective choices at the momment.I'm too spread out to toss them in any more sports.Next spring Or whenever it is,I will be signing them both up for softball.Lacey Softball,has such an AWESOME program.I can't wait to see them play!
Here is Briannas Jijitsu!:)
http://www.oceancountybjj.com/OceanCountyBJJ/Bio.html
I LOVE it there!They are such gentlemen,and teach them SO much.She really gets her energy out there!NOW she is home haha,she is like a hamster in her cage running on the lil wheely:)
TOO much energy,and not enough release.Lauren is another one.Tonight we went to the 5pm church.I love it.
OH tomorrow is YOUTH GROUP!That is at 6pm,I will be taking ALL three girls.Ashley is helping with the vacation bible school.(Dur thats what it is).She is so devout to Christ,I love it.Doing her tidings.:).Today was quite amazing.The message I heard today,was about Joseph in the Old Testament.I feel like it was meant for me to go today!
**ASHLEYS TEAM****:)NOW she will be a MIDGET!WOOT!That is a big one!During cheerleading,Forgetaboutit,there will be no breathing time lolol.:)
Cheerleading for Ashley is next month.How did the year go by SO fast!!!!!!Last year,they won woot,the competition.YUP first place!I believe it was the FIRST year ever!I love our tradition goign to trenton haha,its usually me and laura (so we don't have to bring bri and lauren to trenton lmao).We spend HOURS I mean HOURS UPON HOURS watching team after team cheer.Asbury was pretty good too.Over all its competitive,and the girls (ash and bri)..love their perspective choices at the momment.I'm too spread out to toss them in any more sports.Next spring Or whenever it is,I will be signing them both up for softball.Lacey Softball,has such an AWESOME program.I can't wait to see them play!
Here is Briannas Jijitsu!:)
http://www.oceancountybjj.com/OceanCountyBJJ/Bio.html
I LOVE it there!They are such gentlemen,and teach them SO much.She really gets her energy out there!NOW she is home haha,she is like a hamster in her cage running on the lil wheely:)
TOO much energy,and not enough release.Lauren is another one.Tonight we went to the 5pm church.I love it.
OH tomorrow is YOUTH GROUP!That is at 6pm,I will be taking ALL three girls.Ashley is helping with the vacation bible school.(Dur thats what it is).She is so devout to Christ,I love it.Doing her tidings.:).Today was quite amazing.The message I heard today,was about Joseph in the Old Testament.I feel like it was meant for me to go today!
**ASHLEYS TEAM****:)NOW she will be a MIDGET!WOOT!That is a big one!During cheerleading,Forgetaboutit,there will be no breathing time lolol.:)
A NEW day,AND NEW thoughts!MY BLURBY OF SUNDAY!
am going to have My lil Princess's party on the weekend of her birthday!August 9th..ONE day after she turns 2!I have to hurry and order the "Birthday girl" shirt from gymboree,and a cute tu tu or something!I love that:) I plan on doing her hair with CUTE FUNKY Hair bows!BIG BOWS!:::LOve stuff like that::::
I remember Briannas party once,I got her a cute cute dress,it was part chenille,all custom made.I have to find the hat(I will use it for laurens 3rd or 4th,whenever she fits in it birthday):) That outfit is put away.
I know the kids will LOVE jumping in the pool!Than we'll have our bonfire party at night!
I am PSYCHED,I should do a countdown.LOL..even thoughits the end of summer;X for the labor day weekend party at Lori's house!Its for threeeeeeeee full days.I told billy we should bring a TENT lol and camp out(yeah,we can sleep in the house lol or just come home but I do not drink,so we can skip spending the night).The kids will LOVE it:)either way.
I LOVE LOVE living at the shore,friends with built in pools,I love parties at the lagoons(houses on the water),and tiki bars.I missed this party last night Haha,I get a phone call from Lori at 10pm.That is exactly where she was ROFL.
OOOPS I am getting a massage!I may consider getting one for Brianna.My friends(Lori) daughter just graduated from massage school!YAY SARAH(if you read this haha,congrats..I told your mom to PUT me on the list).I hope to work with her SOMEDAY AGAIN!
I'll message you!:)
WELLLLLLLLL OFF to enjoy a Beautiful Sunday!
On a GOOD note.Briannas face looks Beautiful!I do not think she'll have scarring there.Her breast is the area I'm concerned with.and back.But its coming along wonderful."""praying hard everyday and god is answering them""" I am putting her dressings on every day 2xs a day.I put the bacatrin on her face 4xs a day.That worked,because there was two spots of dead skin & even though it peeled,it looks "OK".I have to look from outside.
Oh my god,I find out that my "private" blog,was looked at**THIS ONE*** I have quite a few!.My cousin turned it around & Made it like I wrote all evil stuff.Sheesh,can a mama be upset??
I think it was cause I wrote Obligation,well don't most people go to parties out of obligations?LOL..I love her,so I FELT obligated to go.YES,we were VERY behind,and talkign about GAS prices is NOT immature!I am sorry I am not wealthy!Yikes!
I'm sure she felt the same,when she came years back to parties I've had.However,Briannas birthdays,I haven't had her come.I donno,I guess there was no "obligation"..especially towards a godchild??But I did not mean to hurt a soul.Yet,Im the one who gets hurt with stronger words.
Oh well,I really think its a bit much to look SOOOO DEEP into that,and make it into something twist it ALL around.Put words in that were NOT said.I removed it,but kept a copy in my own computer..:::shrugs:::
AND to top it off,make THAT the issue,more so than what happened.Like of course its totally top priority,HOW DARE I?
@@.
I am me.You want to read into my private thoughts,and twist it around...be my guess:)
I can be a bitch,I can be the sweetest person you know.
It takes KNOWING me,to realize who I am.TILL then,do NOT judge.Yeah,that got me a lil upset,the words that were said to me were (some of them),uncalled for.I do not need that in my life.Nopers.
I love positive people.People who try to look and understand.Rather than rip them up when they are down.Thats what I call it.RIP NANCY UP when she is down.
Well;) thankfully I am in a good mood today.WATER,yes WATER is going in the pool.FINALLY!Praise the lord!
I pray so hard daily.I know I have to answer to GOD for all my actions.He knows I am not perfect.He is a loving god.I do not know what I'd do without my heavenly father.He instilled in me a tremendous forgiving nature,that people from church etc,say its one of my spiritual strengths.Another spiritual strength I have is the gift of discernment.I went through a bunch of stuff last week.I went through 2 funerals the past 2-3 weeks.I had Lauras Father who passed away,his wake was on Thursday.His name was Fred Capozzi.,and I really loved him.I grew up with Laura & her father was such a big part of me growing up.I remember him showing up at my house :*) at midnight to go find laura.LOL we had such a blast back in the day.me and laura...and of course Cathy.I so wish I could find Cathy on myspace.:::CYBER LAND: & EARIE MUSIC........WHERE ARE YOU????
I am sad we lost touch.She just moved,so far and that was the end of it.I KNOW if the internet was around,we'd be in touch daily!Life is SO short,to say the least.Billy & I will be celebrating on Sept 23rd,our 13th year of marriage!I give the man KUDOS to stay with me with all the drama malamadrama from my WHOLE family.PARENTS,EX HUSBAND,You name it.Yep...I can surely write how I feel.I do not want to be angry or sad today,soooooooooo "SHOOOOOOOOO" as my friend dianna says.I love that..SHOOOOOO haha!
Know what I find amusing.SO many mamas here,that i talk on daily basis,have the time to say HI!We talk everyday,if not everyday,we DO every week!Internet helps brign people CLOSER!Billys sisters,we talk often on the internet.I LOVE the internet!Its one of the NEATEST inventions ever!
!We do have families NO?AND YEAHHH we have busy busy lives.I have FOUR daughters..ONE Is in Florida,but she is in my ear all day.LOL..Than three more at home,and chores,and a big house that we need to complete.:)*minorstuff*
I also know who was willing to have Lia Sophia parties for me,to help me start business.HECK there are mamas who I NEVER MET in my LIFE willing to go there.very enlightening how life is.I am a grown up,and I can see things with eyes wide opened!Actually my eyes are so opened,that the one thing that bothers me is that i may have hurt somebody who I do care for feelings,but again,it was NOT for her to read.AND I really did have reasons to feel hurt,besides what happened to brianna.Why do i feel "OUTSED"..because I am.DITTO!
.But of course,that is the ultimate issue here.:X BAD BAD NANCY.She is horrible.I am a horrible person.
ANyways,NO more negative crap.Like joe says(my Brother in law lol).Life is WAYYYYYY too short for that stuff.Life is SO short,that its not even worth FIGHTING.I agree.60 minutes of anger,is 60 minutes of Cancer eating at you.Anger is like a cancer.Its bad.WE all suffer from that,and to combine anger with sadness,than betrayal.WHOA..not a good mix for a successfull cake!(so to speak lol).
I am staying Positive.Its a virtue to be positive person.Brainna has thrived because I stay positive TO HER.I do not vocalize my feelings.I do not sit home and talk about people in front of my kids.That is just wrong.I am somewhat heartbroken,because of a lot of things.But being heartbroken,and sad,is not going to change anything.
Its not goign to change what happened to my baby girl.,yes my precious baby girl.
And its not going to change how people feel.This is me.Take it or leave it.
OFFFFF I go,to clean again.Yikes.
I have a list...of things that need doing before august 9th!
1)PAINT MY PALOR!
2)BUY SHUTTERS
3)GET THE PUMP HOOKEDTO THE POOL
4) Buy a MOWER.Haha ours is gone and we do not have our mower man no more :(
I can't continue,LOL lauren is UP and when she is up its time for ME to RUN around!
I have MOUNDS of clothes to put away still:) Lauren has WAYYY too many clothes!So do the rest of us..LAUNDRY.EEK.Than to top it off with my joy for cloth diapers LOL!
Let me find a CUTE picture of Lauren in her cloth.I bought her recently a bummis super brite.They are SO cute,and work SO well.I have to post the article,about pampers and the carcardigans(SP) that is inside the diapers.Our country is the ONLY one who sells diapers like that.I am very curious,as to why so many dangerous things in the market directed to our children.As parents,we should make uniformed decisions on what to do.Big things,like cloth diapering,and immunizations are so important to know.As well as circ'd boys.WHy change them is my question?well I do not have boys,LMBO,so I do not have to worry!:)
Here are MY fAVORITE sites,In case I lose my favorites.
www.jacksmagicbeanstalk.com
www.abbyslane.com
www.etsy.com
www.cottonbabies.com
www.fuzzibunz.com
www.kissaluvs.com
www.lilbunz.com
the list is endless.I have to back up my favorites.I am STUNNED at what people pay for ONE GOODMAMA Diaper!80$ OMYGAWD LOL I want to try one so bad,I have to see what the rave is about them!
http://hyenacart.com/goodmama/index.php?category=1
My favorite,is a fitted with a wool soaker.I use those for bed as much as Possible;)
ALL air,no heat throughout the night.Who wants to wear paper if you can get cloth,and save money while you're at it.
I also love simple lil snappi'd prefold.I have some CUTE CUTE pics of Lauren in her diapers lol...she's been on cloth since she was born:)
Here she is at a few days old..wearing a muttaquin diaper!I think its www.muttaquindiapers.com
Ugh I have to find it!
I DID get the picture of our pool.I think this will be the first pool party I'll have with a real pool.:) Last year we used the blow up one,it was almost 4 foot,but when i got in,it was great for getting wet and out.Perfect for the kids,but didn't work well for the winter(Putting away)
Saturday, July 19, 2008
birthday at Brothers:)
Today was our first venture outside.It was neat.Brianna was ok,her face is healing up it appears.I am mostly concerned about her nipple,and why she got so tired so early.
My friend told me about a burn unit,I tried calling but my dang phone disconnected me.
I am going to call on Monday,as well as a call to her ped is in order.I am hoping my insurance pays everything.
Billy has been super.We're super psyched for Laurens party on august.I was going to invite alot of people from our side,but ileanna beat me to it (haha)..no big deal.My nephew turns 13,Lauren turns 2.Like she'll really remember.13 is a big birthday.Ashley will be 13 this year.Her birthday is in the winter..usually it consist of two parties.one with my immediate family.Than one with her friends.this upcoming birthday for her,I will probably have it at the ELKS.Billy will cater some food,and drinks and whalla..DONE!!Maybe some music?
She wanted to do this LASt year.I tend to stop with family when they get a lil older,the reason is I have 4 daughters.3 are at home right now.Other than my husbands side of the family,my immediate family is just my brother,sil,and very small.TOO small.I make it up with 'my' friends.
OMG I am PSYCHED!LABOR day weekend!Party at Loris house,for three days?LOL I do NOT know where she'll have the energy!
I feel bad,NOBODY reads this,but SOMEHOW this got out to my cousin when I vented below.I asked some friends,how would they go about this.It was me VENTING,I prefer to write out ALL my vents.I type faster,and vent.I call it my BLURBS,cause I just randomly post what is on my mind.
NOW I just emailed my ONE cousins wife.I have more than ONE Cousin :X I did not mean HER,i meant another because of what she wrote on myspace.
""QUOTE""""
"I PUT ICE AND MAKE SURE THIS DOESN"T HAPPEN AT MY HOUSE"""
Than another "QUOTE"""
You cannot place BLAME.,there is more,but I do not want to drag this out.This is to me getting rediculouse.
YES I was not happy,about not even an aknowledgement who did it.FIRST i am hearing a SHIRLEY did it.WHO IS SHIRLEY?
I have an email about shirley.I'm glad i save emails,because of those reasons I can ever show what i mean.There is always two flips to a coin.A mothers love for her child can make her crazy.
Anyways,Tomorrow is SUNDAY!I have to report to jijitsu.I want Brianna to go but 'watch".Coach tom(AWESOME)..I highly recommend jijitsu for little girls.I can see alot of little girls benefit from this.The funny thing,is that the Police,they can get a big discount.Speaking of police,I am going to DVR.I went to college for two years,but NOT going for that at my age,nor what ileanna wants to do(be a guard).BUT I am thinking of a few career options that I am sooo excited about.I am going insane being home with the children.Its a choice I made,however,when lauren is older,its time for me to expand my life a lot more.
I am hearing Ashley right now asking for a bathing suit:)
Tomorrow we may grab it.The pool is getting warmer,and our mower needs to be bought.
I want these jobs done..before Laurens BIG DAY!Our baby will be TWO!:*)
I"m saddened,that again,Certain kids will miss out.I was told as well(prior to writing below),that nobody will attend my nephews party becaues of what happened.
HUH?
I guess I can see why I was a bit bewildered.I WONDER who would NOT be.I am not generally a mean person at ALL.Actually the opposite.I pretty much shock myself at times:)
My friend told me about a burn unit,I tried calling but my dang phone disconnected me.
I am going to call on Monday,as well as a call to her ped is in order.I am hoping my insurance pays everything.
Billy has been super.We're super psyched for Laurens party on august.I was going to invite alot of people from our side,but ileanna beat me to it (haha)..no big deal.My nephew turns 13,Lauren turns 2.Like she'll really remember.13 is a big birthday.Ashley will be 13 this year.Her birthday is in the winter..usually it consist of two parties.one with my immediate family.Than one with her friends.this upcoming birthday for her,I will probably have it at the ELKS.Billy will cater some food,and drinks and whalla..DONE!!Maybe some music?
She wanted to do this LASt year.I tend to stop with family when they get a lil older,the reason is I have 4 daughters.3 are at home right now.Other than my husbands side of the family,my immediate family is just my brother,sil,and very small.TOO small.I make it up with 'my' friends.
OMG I am PSYCHED!LABOR day weekend!Party at Loris house,for three days?LOL I do NOT know where she'll have the energy!
I feel bad,NOBODY reads this,but SOMEHOW this got out to my cousin when I vented below.I asked some friends,how would they go about this.It was me VENTING,I prefer to write out ALL my vents.I type faster,and vent.I call it my BLURBS,cause I just randomly post what is on my mind.
NOW I just emailed my ONE cousins wife.I have more than ONE Cousin :X I did not mean HER,i meant another because of what she wrote on myspace.
""QUOTE""""
"I PUT ICE AND MAKE SURE THIS DOESN"T HAPPEN AT MY HOUSE"""
Than another "QUOTE"""
You cannot place BLAME.,there is more,but I do not want to drag this out.This is to me getting rediculouse.
YES I was not happy,about not even an aknowledgement who did it.FIRST i am hearing a SHIRLEY did it.WHO IS SHIRLEY?
I have an email about shirley.I'm glad i save emails,because of those reasons I can ever show what i mean.There is always two flips to a coin.A mothers love for her child can make her crazy.
Anyways,Tomorrow is SUNDAY!I have to report to jijitsu.I want Brianna to go but 'watch".Coach tom(AWESOME)..I highly recommend jijitsu for little girls.I can see alot of little girls benefit from this.The funny thing,is that the Police,they can get a big discount.Speaking of police,I am going to DVR.I went to college for two years,but NOT going for that at my age,nor what ileanna wants to do(be a guard).BUT I am thinking of a few career options that I am sooo excited about.I am going insane being home with the children.Its a choice I made,however,when lauren is older,its time for me to expand my life a lot more.
I am hearing Ashley right now asking for a bathing suit:)
Tomorrow we may grab it.The pool is getting warmer,and our mower needs to be bought.
I want these jobs done..before Laurens BIG DAY!Our baby will be TWO!:*)
I"m saddened,that again,Certain kids will miss out.I was told as well(prior to writing below),that nobody will attend my nephews party becaues of what happened.
HUH?
I guess I can see why I was a bit bewildered.I WONDER who would NOT be.I am not generally a mean person at ALL.Actually the opposite.I pretty much shock myself at times:)
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
me and Bri PIC and Ash PIC!
Ashley moved her bed to the wall!:)
AND a picture of me and Brianna,Not in the best mood looks like haha!
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
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