am going to have My lil Princess's party on the weekend of her birthday!August 9th..ONE day after she turns 2!I have to hurry and order the "Birthday girl" shirt from gymboree,and a cute tu tu or something!I love that:) I plan on doing her hair with CUTE FUNKY Hair bows!BIG BOWS!:::LOve stuff like that::::
I remember Briannas party once,I got her a cute cute dress,it was part chenille,all custom made.I have to find the hat(I will use it for laurens 3rd or 4th,whenever she fits in it birthday):) That outfit is put away.
I know the kids will LOVE jumping in the pool!Than we'll have our bonfire party at night!
I am PSYCHED,I should do a countdown.LOL..even thoughits the end of summer;X for the labor day weekend party at Lori's house!Its for threeeeeeeee full days.I told billy we should bring a TENT lol and camp out(yeah,we can sleep in the house lol or just come home but I do not drink,so we can skip spending the night).The kids will LOVE it:)either way.
I LOVE LOVE living at the shore,friends with built in pools,I love parties at the lagoons(houses on the water),and tiki bars.I missed this party last night Haha,I get a phone call from Lori at 10pm.That is exactly where she was ROFL.
OOOPS I am getting a massage!I may consider getting one for Brianna.My friends(Lori) daughter just graduated from massage school!YAY SARAH(if you read this haha,congrats..I told your mom to PUT me on the list).I hope to work with her SOMEDAY AGAIN!
I'll message you!:)
WELLLLLLLLL OFF to enjoy a Beautiful Sunday!
On a GOOD note.Briannas face looks Beautiful!I do not think she'll have scarring there.Her breast is the area I'm concerned with.and back.But its coming along wonderful."""praying hard everyday and god is answering them""" I am putting her dressings on every day 2xs a day.I put the bacatrin on her face 4xs a day.That worked,because there was two spots of dead skin & even though it peeled,it looks "OK".I have to look from outside.
Oh my god,I find out that my "private" blog,was looked at**THIS ONE*** I have quite a few!.My cousin turned it around & Made it like I wrote all evil stuff.Sheesh,can a mama be upset??
I think it was cause I wrote Obligation,well don't most people go to parties out of obligations?LOL..I love her,so I FELT obligated to go.YES,we were VERY behind,and talkign about GAS prices is NOT immature!I am sorry I am not wealthy!Yikes!
I'm sure she felt the same,when she came years back to parties I've had.However,Briannas birthdays,I haven't had her come.I donno,I guess there was no "obligation"..especially towards a godchild??But I did not mean to hurt a soul.Yet,Im the one who gets hurt with stronger words.
Oh well,I really think its a bit much to look SOOOO DEEP into that,and make it into something twist it ALL around.Put words in that were NOT said.I removed it,but kept a copy in my own computer..:::shrugs:::
AND to top it off,make THAT the issue,more so than what happened.Like of course its totally top priority,HOW DARE I?
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I am me.You want to read into my private thoughts,and twist it around...be my guess:)
I can be a bitch,I can be the sweetest person you know.
It takes KNOWING me,to realize who I am.TILL then,do NOT judge.Yeah,that got me a lil upset,the words that were said to me were (some of them),uncalled for.I do not need that in my life.Nopers.
I love positive people.People who try to look and understand.Rather than rip them up when they are down.Thats what I call it.RIP NANCY UP when she is down.
Well;) thankfully I am in a good mood today.WATER,yes WATER is going in the pool.FINALLY!Praise the lord!
I pray so hard daily.I know I have to answer to GOD for all my actions.He knows I am not perfect.He is a loving god.I do not know what I'd do without my heavenly father.He instilled in me a tremendous forgiving nature,that people from church etc,say its one of my spiritual strengths.Another spiritual strength I have is the gift of discernment.I went through a bunch of stuff last week.I went through 2 funerals the past 2-3 weeks.I had Lauras Father who passed away,his wake was on Thursday.His name was Fred Capozzi.,and I really loved him.I grew up with Laura & her father was such a big part of me growing up.I remember him showing up at my house :*) at midnight to go find laura.LOL we had such a blast back in the day.me and laura...and of course Cathy.I so wish I could find Cathy on myspace.:::CYBER LAND: & EARIE MUSIC........WHERE ARE YOU????
I am sad we lost touch.She just moved,so far and that was the end of it.I KNOW if the internet was around,we'd be in touch daily!Life is SO short,to say the least.Billy & I will be celebrating on Sept 23rd,our 13th year of marriage!I give the man KUDOS to stay with me with all the drama malamadrama from my WHOLE family.PARENTS,EX HUSBAND,You name it.Yep...I can surely write how I feel.I do not want to be angry or sad today,soooooooooo "SHOOOOOOOOO" as my friend dianna says.I love that..SHOOOOOO haha!
Know what I find amusing.SO many mamas here,that i talk on daily basis,have the time to say HI!We talk everyday,if not everyday,we DO every week!Internet helps brign people CLOSER!Billys sisters,we talk often on the internet.I LOVE the internet!Its one of the NEATEST inventions ever!
!We do have families NO?AND YEAHHH we have busy busy lives.I have FOUR daughters..ONE Is in Florida,but she is in my ear all day.LOL..Than three more at home,and chores,and a big house that we need to complete.:)*minorstuff*
I also know who was willing to have Lia Sophia parties for me,to help me start business.HECK there are mamas who I NEVER MET in my LIFE willing to go there.very enlightening how life is.I am a grown up,and I can see things with eyes wide opened!Actually my eyes are so opened,that the one thing that bothers me is that i may have hurt somebody who I do care for feelings,but again,it was NOT for her to read.AND I really did have reasons to feel hurt,besides what happened to brianna.Why do i feel "OUTSED"..because I am.DITTO!
.But of course,that is the ultimate issue here.:X BAD BAD NANCY.She is horrible.I am a horrible person.
ANyways,NO more negative crap.Like joe says(my Brother in law lol).Life is WAYYYYYY too short for that stuff.Life is SO short,that its not even worth FIGHTING.I agree.60 minutes of anger,is 60 minutes of Cancer eating at you.Anger is like a cancer.Its bad.WE all suffer from that,and to combine anger with sadness,than betrayal.WHOA..not a good mix for a successfull cake!(so to speak lol).
I am staying Positive.Its a virtue to be positive person.Brainna has thrived because I stay positive TO HER.I do not vocalize my feelings.I do not sit home and talk about people in front of my kids.That is just wrong.I am somewhat heartbroken,because of a lot of things.But being heartbroken,and sad,is not going to change anything.
Its not goign to change what happened to my baby girl.,yes my precious baby girl.
And its not going to change how people feel.This is me.Take it or leave it.
OFFFFF I go,to clean again.Yikes.
I have a list...of things that need doing before august 9th!
1)PAINT MY PALOR!
2)BUY SHUTTERS
3)GET THE PUMP HOOKEDTO THE POOL
4) Buy a MOWER.Haha ours is gone and we do not have our mower man no more :(
I can't continue,LOL lauren is UP and when she is up its time for ME to RUN around!
I have MOUNDS of clothes to put away still:) Lauren has WAYYY too many clothes!So do the rest of us..LAUNDRY.EEK.Than to top it off with my joy for cloth diapers LOL!
Let me find a CUTE picture of Lauren in her cloth.I bought her recently a bummis super brite.They are SO cute,and work SO well.I have to post the article,about pampers and the carcardigans(SP) that is inside the diapers.Our country is the ONLY one who sells diapers like that.I am very curious,as to why so many dangerous things in the market directed to our children.As parents,we should make uniformed decisions on what to do.Big things,like cloth diapering,and immunizations are so important to know.As well as circ'd boys.WHy change them is my question?well I do not have boys,LMBO,so I do not have to worry!:)
Here are MY fAVORITE sites,In case I lose my favorites.
www.jacksmagicbeanstalk.com
www.abbyslane.com
www.etsy.com
www.cottonbabies.com
www.fuzzibunz.com
www.kissaluvs.com
www.lilbunz.com
the list is endless.I have to back up my favorites.I am STUNNED at what people pay for ONE GOODMAMA Diaper!80$ OMYGAWD LOL I want to try one so bad,I have to see what the rave is about them!
http://hyenacart.com/goodmama/index.php?category=1
My favorite,is a fitted with a wool soaker.I use those for bed as much as Possible;)
ALL air,no heat throughout the night.Who wants to wear paper if you can get cloth,and save money while you're at it.
I also love simple lil snappi'd prefold.I have some CUTE CUTE pics of Lauren in her diapers lol...she's been on cloth since she was born:)
Here she is at a few days old..wearing a muttaquin diaper!I think its www.muttaquindiapers.com
Ugh I have to find it!
I DID get the picture of our pool.I think this will be the first pool party I'll have with a real pool.:) Last year we used the blow up one,it was almost 4 foot,but when i got in,it was great for getting wet and out.Perfect for the kids,but didn't work well for the winter(Putting away)
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