Sad Loss.:(

September ended very sadly.My grandfather passed away.I am not going to post much about him now,It was a very sad night.I cried so hard,and couldn't get to sleep.We were at the hospitol with him.He was talking to me,and I sooo did NOT expect it to happen a few hours later.I seen him around 9pm and he passed at 11:23..WOW:(
I was in my car drivign home when this happened.(Dang van had a flat tire)..so allas I left due to Ashley having to be at school early the next day.I come in here,and Wham...I knew he died.I just knew it..and a few minutes later I see Ashley crying with the phone in her hand.Than i knew for sure.I was stunned.I get upstairs,and than just well,was compounded with grief.Billy sure knows how to give tight hugs.THank you Billy,I'll never forget your gentleness that night.
You truley were there for me,at my worst hours in my life.

Well,we went up north,and I do not mourne well in front of people.It's just hard.I left,we spent the night at nana's house.Next day we came home after the funeral.After seeing my grandfather going next to my grandmothers,I just lost it.:( It was so sad,all those years,all those memories I have of them.They are close to my heart,and part of who I am today.I love you,Abuelito and Abuelita..FOREVER.
I know they are in peace...and together.Thank you Lord..