Oh my gosh what a DAMN boring Day today is.It took the pie for the most boring day this summer.B O R I N G!
SHould I cook?Nope.Should I go for a walk...NOPE.There is nothing i even want to do,remotely because top off the rain I have pain from head to tow pretty much.Even heartburn.
I am honestly scared of what my body is going through.Am I going through some unknown illness?Are my kids going to be without their mommy?That just breaks my heart to a million pieces.
This morning,that pain I went through broke me.It made me cry like I haven't cried in a long time.I do not for the life of me,understand how a woman MY age,who is active as I am can go through this crap.I really need to do blood work.I owe money(SIGH),not tremendous ammount but at the point where I could just do without.I should pay it.I am not supposed to have a bill.The woman who works for the doctor wrote teh WRONG code more than ONCE and whalla I get a 200$ bill for BLOOD WORK.SO now when I want BLOOD work done at LAP CORP,I have to PAY the balance.I should just get it over with.Its unfair.Everything is unfair.
Well,I'm waiting for Ashley,who luckily runs off to the MALL today with her friend.Lucky girl!!
I am heading upstairs.Brianna is VERY impatient and wants me to go and help her hang up POSTER of her favorite MOJITOS The NICK JONAS MAN..(SIGH)..or shall I say BOY?Oye!
I am the mother here,and I really have to get these kids to realize that what I say is IT.No ifs and buts.
The sad note of the day,Billys Aunt Delores Died,and i wish we went up north.Its sooo RAINY so it didnt happen.Plus the kids,and the drama,but if it wasn't 2 hours away we sooo would've been there.I hate how we aren't at places we want to be at.I dont' recall his aunt Delores but I know HE does..I'm BORED,yeah,did I say that ALLREADY?
Dinner consisted of TEXAS TOAST..LOL..some chicken nuggets,Mac N Cheese,hotDogs,Sausages,Potatoe Salad,we call it a smorgasbord.Everything for everybody thrown about lol!!
I told billy i would like to have RED WINE with Dinner EVery night!
Its UNBELIEVABLY healthy.Wine N Water that is it...No sodas.
WELL,I'm heading UP to do the JONAS thingy!Brianna is being VERYVERYVERY upset,cause I am actually (GASP) sitting down.Imagine that.
If I wasn't in PAIN,I would be UP and running around.The rain doesn't stop me.How rude..These kids need a lesson in knowing how LUCKY they are!SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!
I am going to do this for Brianna and than tossing her in front of you tube and bringing up some videos toshow her just how it is!!
BTW,I just copied N Pasted this cute (background) I may change it.LOL I think its just adorable!HAHE
BILLY is just driving me NUTS!
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