deck/yard.:)

 


I get SO much peace..just waking up getting my coffee and blackberry or book and just relaxing out side!! now the weeather is getting chilly,and the time is going by even faster.I am depesed off and on.I have severe pain,:( In my KNEE..its HUGE,and fill of fluid.Yesterday went to the hospitol for X rays for my knee and chest(fluid there too)!!
I also got blood work.I'mjust waiting on results,andim praying they figure out something.I do not know whats worse,getting an ITS ALL FINE diagnoses,which means they did NOT find out:( OR a diagnoses thats bad.I'll get through it,I'm getting throught the pain.!!!
Pain is my joints,My fingers,My muscles,My lower n middle back(middle back when I lay on stomach and lift my rear end) my knee is non stop.I toes,my feet,everything.
I am suffering:( Sooooo I THANK GOD for the beauty of the world he has blessed us ALL with.Just look at your surroundings,and be at one with nature..I love nature.

Blackberry w opera mini post!lol

Well I discovered the blackberry phone and that I'm totally hooked on this nifty item!!who wouldve dreamed 20 yrs ago that I would be playing,reading novels on ereader.com on a mobile phone?? I recall my first cell phone :) It was huge!! It was a gift for christmas from my mom and I was warned don't talk too much on it!! MY how things changed!!!!!
Anyways I downloaded opera mini and it is a little faster than blackberrys browser plus it has so many things which makes it so fun!! I am not on the laptop as much lately,but in all honesty the laptop rocks! LoL but I can do everything on this phone that I do on my laptop!!Except typing maniac (facebook games) I want games!!

All electronics aside...the real world now :(
My knee is sooo bad its like I got two golf balls full of fluid!! GOSH its soooo incredibly painfull!!!The whole body hurts and I also have fluid in the lung dr suspects!I personally wonder what the heck causes all of this!! I also( I know this on my own) have fluid on my lower bacKK what the heck??
OMY I can't write no more little lauren is banging!!!!!!ok she's in the room with me!!!Little Lauren is like a fireball bursting with tremendous force and you'll never know what your gonna get with her lol!!
Overall she's doing good!! She currently has all her toys out of under the stairs closet that brianna wants to put a bed in there cause of harry potter movie lol but its not happening:)its way too small to fit a bed dresser and table lol!!KIDS!!!
Today was school pictures for ashley!! She let's me know late last night that she has nothing to wear --!!!TEENS!!GIRLS!!Drive you nuts!!!
Stephanie is doing well,happy in florida with rob expecting her first baby!! Due in a month!!I have to save $$$$$$ to get out there!! $$$ is always an issue!! Blows my mind how people think we have a few hundred bucks to just spend!!If they only knew how behind we get on things!!!
We had a wedding this weekend and it was one of the most beautiful elegant weddings I've ever been to!!We all enjoyed ourselves and how I would love the food there right now this morning!!!!!l
OH OUR ANNIVERSARY IS HERE we are going to celebrate 14 years yes 14 years of marriage!!Babe....another 14? I love him tremendously!!We have our issues but I know he isn't no liar!!He is loyal which means loads to me!!!LOVE YOU!!!!One day you will read everything,who knows!....But if you do I want thank you for our babies,the work you did in our home,your patience to live in a home full of girls lol and for being my best,closest friend ever!!You don't judge me, You are loyal,the most loyal person I have known in my life!You also don't threaten that you'll never speak to me again lol xoxoxoxo_

BUSY BUSY BUSY is the NAME!

I'm off to the GAME!Ashleys that is.I've been SO busy that I dont' have time to write a proper update!Bottom line is I'm happy,kids are happy and I'm waiting for bill to finish mowing caues Ashleys game is starting in 10 mins!
Stephanie is doing great,pregnant and happy...just moved to a new house.We got granite in our kitchen and things are all coming along nicely.
I am goign to be taking Brianna out shopping for a mother daughter shopping day,she needs clothes more than the rest of them.Lauren needs a new pair of boots,that sums it up for her:)
We are excited for a wedding!Its my cousin Erica,I need a dress,and shoes but I'll get there.:)
Summer went by SOSOSO Swiftly,i'm shocked,however I am sitting comfy wearing shorts:)
I better run,before I never get out of the house lol..updates later!