deck/yard.:)

 


I get SO much peace..just waking up getting my coffee and blackberry or book and just relaxing out side!! now the weeather is getting chilly,and the time is going by even faster.I am depesed off and on.I have severe pain,:( In my KNEE..its HUGE,and fill of fluid.Yesterday went to the hospitol for X rays for my knee and chest(fluid there too)!!
I also got blood work.I'mjust waiting on results,andim praying they figure out something.I do not know whats worse,getting an ITS ALL FINE diagnoses,which means they did NOT find out:( OR a diagnoses thats bad.I'll get through it,I'm getting throught the pain.!!!
Pain is my joints,My fingers,My muscles,My lower n middle back(middle back when I lay on stomach and lift my rear end) my knee is non stop.I toes,my feet,everything.
I am suffering:( Sooooo I THANK GOD for the beauty of the world he has blessed us ALL with.Just look at your surroundings,and be at one with nature..I love nature.