happy days...movies (mph

I'm up late at night again,the kids are sleeping in their beds,and husband is on the couch waiting for me watching tv.I am too wounded up but still tired.I'm dissapointed in billy for eatin the ice cream.We commited both of us to give it up.He and I were doin so well for so long,well,one day we decided to 'have it ONCE" and No more for a while.Well,I did that.I am settin a goal for me.NO ice cream.I lost weight just from that simple thing to do.
Next,we went to see Diary of a WIMPY Kid.Myself,Billy and Brianna.Just us three.She needed that time alone with us,so she got it.She really enjoyed it,and we enjoyed ourselves very much.I want to take Lauren next to the theater.She'll love it too!We got there at 2pm for the 220 showin and it was late allready,they sold out.I couldn't believe it.

Im tired

OUT late tonite:)

I'm out at wawa 2am with Billy!!!We had a fun night,as usual:) Tonight we took a look at this house wayyy at the end of my house.Its somewhere I'd LOVE to live!Private long driveay entrance as well as a beautiful home...but not sure what's up w that house!!!!Its been freezing!

I got loads accomplished at home!
I'm making it a point to read more often to the girls!!There are so many I want to buy!!Including Joes book!!lOl

Briannas 8th BIrthday

Our baby,has turned 8!Lots of things happened this week.First we had cake at home with her grandparents(myparents),than we had a bigger party with a few girls from her class.She had a good time,pinata,a huntin game with a prize,cake and presents.Whalla..party is done.I realize,every party we whip out the works to clean the house!I do not nknow WHY we go so our to clean caues they just amake a mess anyway!!
Brianna is 8.Brianna Grace,I remember how HAPPY Billy was (and I) when she was born.My mom was in the room.It feels like yesterday.Billy & I have been through SO much,19 yrs of together,yet some times i feel like I am threading along..alone sometimes.I love my family SO much.I am one completley mis understood.Everybody misunderstands me.I realize that nobody really knows me,Except those who read my daily emails,they may understand me a little more.how odd is this.
Anywas,this is about BRIANNAS BIRTHDAY,boy do I drift and probably on every single post!yeah,I do this when i talk too.LOL Ill be talking about a hair do,than WHAM discuss something totally off the wall!

SPeaking of Brianna,Our Bear is ready for SOFTBALL!I am wonderin why on earth we did not get a phone call yet????She will freak out if she doesn't get to play!!!I am calling recreation today!!!
Pics coming!
*ABOVE*

LAUREN...PRESCHOOL..loving it!

 

Lauren is doing absolutely Wonderful in preschool.She went due to speech delays,they have a program in there and i was
her ONLY advocate to get her IN this school.She loves it,the teacher is wonderful.Everybody is actually!
Fortunately when it comes to children,they do not mess around.She is speaking sentances nicer and nicer each week.
Oddly enough she is a leftie like Brianna (who was speech delayed too):) whatever it is,as long as she is healthy N Happy!Its all I want!And no more sickies!She just got over an ear infection.I kept her home from school etc..till she was on abx for a while.I happen to LOVE to stay home.I am sure everybody who knows me knows ThAT ol its justnot feasonable to drag my kids OUT,when I love to be home so much.The house I have..why the heck would I want to be out anyways!!
I love love it here lmao

Lauren..her eyes are...

 

From BLUE to Green to Brownish Hazel or green?:) LOL I have pictures I was looking at,let me tell you this girl had Light blue eyes.I mean Light,just like her sisters.I am so proud and happy that she has a shift,a different color..after THREE girls that look pretty much identical..its neat:) they are ALl beautiful..love them ALL.This is just a neat pic,one of many..of little Lauren!
In our bathroom,Just before watching SNOWWHITE!

wow what STORM,Life,and WORLD!

There is SO much happening my lord!One,Is i'm in a very happy moood today.Oddly Enough.:) Its pouring windy and i'm singing little indians to the kids.I love my kids,and all kids and its nice to see they are happy.They are still coughing,its been ongoing and ongoing,no getting away from it.I have to give breathing treatments to brianna who hates them,and Lauren may need tubes if her ears dont' stop with the infections.that sums them up.Ashley,just got over a punishment.One week,:) For saying her phone was dying but it wasn't.

I am going to put my best foot foward,always.Positive thoughts bring postive Things ahead,that is my goal for the summer.Truley and totally.I love my friends,and those who are in my life who want to be in it,Happily SO..I love you guys!
I am excited about Laurens birthday party,even if just a handfull of pepole come,Her bed is coming (She is singing about it now lol) and over all she just wants some friends,n her uncles to visit.I should've copied and pasted,it was precious...She has three uncles.She does love them indeed.She loves her daddy.She bonds very well with males,not as much with females,except if you are spitfire enough to handle her.LOL

Billy ran off,he's been super busy with work.Super busy with helping me when he is at home with the girls.Super busy with Brianna and Jijitsu.He is sad for me,for the loss i have thats not disclosure here on this blog but in my own private diaries.I know ME,and I know my rights and my wrongs.It takes a lot to get me going so to speak.People who know me,know that...if u dont know that,u dont know me.Simply put.Shoo I was thought of as no backbone person,for a while now...which is not true.Its that I despise the thought of certain things,and well,certain things come to pass.Kids suffer,all around,all the time.
That seems to be something that I notice,very much,and nobody notices cause I do not yack about it all the time.I just choose to be a parent to my children 100%.ALl of my children,I love dearly.Stephanie,I miss you and I am praying for you to get better real soon.You are my first Bear,and you are beautiful.Inside and out.Just take it easy....Ashley,I love you,and pray that you can defeat all the nonsense that you go through.I know who you are,and I love who you are becoming.Brianna,my tough as nails baby.My bear again,Brianna Grace...who has mood swings at age 7 like she is 14!!!I love you baby,you make my life a challenge that I love and need.I do not know what i'd do without you.You make me look at myself,and strive to improve in areas that I would've NEVER noticed without you and your """Smarts""" :) Keep it up.Lauren,I needed you in my life when you arrived.You completely completed our family.I remember your FIRST birthday.your SEcond.Third,and now your FOURTH will be here in August.I love you dearly and I don't know what I'd do without you keeping me busy all the time.You are definately one who doesn't miss a THING.you can go into a room,visiualize everything that you are going to do and actually go out and DO it completely.(Sounds like daddy some?).:)
Billy..I don't know how I'd survive without u,my best friend aalways.I want honesty,trust,always.Our vows are everything to me.For 19 years,they went by so fast.Our memories are everything to me.Our familiy.
i am a family , about family.
Tonite,for dinner is chicken,and some nathan Fries.Hoping bill gets his pay and all goes WONDERFUL:)
BUNKBEDS are COMIN you do not know how EXCITEDI am for the girls!I have to hang up their tv.OOOH they have bamboo curtains blinds up:) So prettty!I have to snap pics soon!Off to make some creamed spinish!
I have a blog,for my blackberry,this is not the one I use.Is there a way to use this blog.:)
Long time NO post here!

At the drs...yucky!

I'm sitting in MY drs office feeling absolutely awful!!! My throat(side) feels like I have a baseball in there!I cannot swallow,my eyes are heavy,I just feel achey,stuffy and all around miserable! :(
Lauren went yesterday and has an ear infection in her right ear.she has antibiotics and is mich better but now its me and brianna whose sick.I'm taking Brianna tomorrow,and mine is today at 4pm.Bri can talk n play,I cannot BE sick ever w the kids!Og my gosh,something happens to me forgetaboutit!!!
I'm worried as well about steohanie,and her little path!Avah,last thing I want for her life is fighting among her own families!!Her best interest is imperative!as much as I'd love her...I'd love her w us in NJ but there's things that need sorting out.I believe things will work itself out!
Omigod do I feel awful ;-) I want to see dr and go HOME!!!There's a kick ass droid nxt to me(cell phone) I'd love to try it!!!AtnT aint budging lol
Good news! I haven't rouched ice cream for over 2 weeks!!!!Yeppie ne

Reflections...eyes..and no noises..

reflecting...wow,this is a while ago!No sound,but still lovely to me!Time flies.So fast.Its sad in some ways.I'm anal I suppose about time.
Anyways,My lower back is killin me as I am typin this.it never used to hurt when I type.I need anther MRI and there is this new medication,NO side effects that helps that type pain.Its from a plant??Its not cortisone,which is GOOD!Starts with an S i hear...
Anyways,Bill took Brianna to Jijitsu..Lauren is still coughin.We went to the EYE drs today cause I am concerned about her eye,she has a lazy eye but its Nothin bad he said...She can come back in SIX mos and he said she don't need glasses.I am glad,but she kinda wanted glasses.I think she would've been adorable with them though...LOL.
I go next week,because I have the same thing,and in my case I see double when 'm tired of wake up.Its frustrating I hvae to blink when I am driving esp at night.'
Oh some GREAT news,Stephanie I think is on the road to where we are hoping her to go..Praise the Lord.He is good.
GOD BLESS<3...

this is an Old viedeo..No sound but oh well..:) its still cte cute cute