There is SO much happening my lord!One,Is i'm in a very happy moood today.Oddly Enough.:) Its pouring windy and i'm singing little indians to the kids.I love my kids,and all kids and its nice to see they are happy.They are still coughing,its been ongoing and ongoing,no getting away from it.I have to give breathing treatments to brianna who hates them,and Lauren may need tubes if her ears dont' stop with the infections.that sums them up.Ashley,just got over a punishment.One week,:) For saying her phone was dying but it wasn't.
I am going to put my best foot foward,always.Positive thoughts bring postive Things ahead,that is my goal for the summer.Truley and totally.I love my friends,and those who are in my life who want to be in it,Happily SO..I love you guys!
I am excited about Laurens birthday party,even if just a handfull of pepole come,Her bed is coming (She is singing about it now lol) and over all she just wants some friends,n her uncles to visit.I should've copied and pasted,it was precious...She has three uncles.She does love them indeed.She loves her daddy.She bonds very well with males,not as much with females,except if you are spitfire enough to handle her.LOL
Billy ran off,he's been super busy with work.Super busy with helping me when he is at home with the girls.Super busy with Brianna and Jijitsu.He is sad for me,for the loss i have thats not disclosure here on this blog but in my own private diaries.I know ME,and I know my rights and my wrongs.It takes a lot to get me going so to speak.People who know me,know that...if u dont know that,u dont know me.Simply put.Shoo I was thought of as no backbone person,for a while now...which is not true.Its that I despise the thought of certain things,and well,certain things come to pass.Kids suffer,all around,all the time.
That seems to be something that I notice,very much,and nobody notices cause I do not yack about it all the time.I just choose to be a parent to my children 100%.ALl of my children,I love dearly.Stephanie,I miss you and I am praying for you to get better real soon.You are my first Bear,and you are beautiful.Inside and out.Just take it easy....Ashley,I love you,and pray that you can defeat all the nonsense that you go through.I know who you are,and I love who you are becoming.Brianna,my tough as nails baby.My bear again,Brianna Grace...who has mood swings at age 7 like she is 14!!!I love you baby,you make my life a challenge that I love and need.I do not know what i'd do without you.You make me look at myself,and strive to improve in areas that I would've NEVER noticed without you and your """Smarts""" :) Keep it up.Lauren,I needed you in my life when you arrived.You completely completed our family.I remember your FIRST birthday.your SEcond.Third,and now your FOURTH will be here in August.I love you dearly and I don't know what I'd do without you keeping me busy all the time.You are definately one who doesn't miss a THING.you can go into a room,visiualize everything that you are going to do and actually go out and DO it completely.(Sounds like daddy some?).:)
Billy..I don't know how I'd survive without u,my best friend aalways.I want honesty,trust,always.Our vows are everything to me.For 19 years,they went by so fast.Our memories are everything to me.Our familiy.
i am a family , about family.
Tonite,for dinner is chicken,and some nathan Fries.Hoping bill gets his pay and all goes WONDERFUL:)
BUNKBEDS are COMIN you do not know how EXCITEDI am for the girls!I have to hang up their tv.OOOH they have bamboo curtains blinds up:) So prettty!I have to snap pics soon!Off to make some creamed spinish!
I have a blog,for my blackberry,this is not the one I use.Is there a way to use this blog.:)
Long time NO post here!
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