Wednesday, August 11, 2010

4th..4oth...stressers hit the bazooka!

"I wonder seriously where on earth did the time go.Seems thats what I post quite often!
Lauren had a perfect 4th birthday.I thank friends and BIllys family for that!!And aunt julie,dana:*) The only family I had....=)

She got so much sooo many gifts..two toy story movies,a curious george movie,clothes,doll n carriage ec...So much!=)

Omy i'm stoked.:-) I got the NOOK(barnes N Nobles) e reader.Its made my day!!I'm debating on new digi.Mine both have issues!

Anyways.I love you Lauren Paige.You completed out family!I do not can not imagine life without YOU!You are my true sunshine!May God Bless you and hold u near...forever.xoxoxoxoxoxo"

(copied N pasted from another blog)!
Yeah..Im all over!
Right now sitting here wet after swimming!My neighbor came over.I have so so many errands to run.I'm FLAT broke..broker than I've ever been in ages.1789 mortgage..1500 for next door solar panels(he was supppposed to wait grrr)..Ihave to wait till 19 when bill gets paid and MOM is going to shit not realizing I am dreading bringing my own daugher home while she is not well:( Not while A 14 yr old,is here and sees just HOW much ATTENTION it brings!
700 ELEctric..and they want 300 more..shut off notice I paid 286 car insurance due again..I paid 300$cell phone(extra costs for long dstance but no biggy)...party..gifts...etcetcetc.
I'm flabbergasted!:(SAD..depressed and STRESSED cause I'm a godforsaken awful awful person!
:(

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