Been awhile

It's been a busy world - I don't even know where to start.
My family,my world. That's all I live for and all that keeps me moving putting one foot in front of the other.
They are what keeps me happy, and of course the other side of the coin the reasons I worry and stress endlessly.
I want my family to remain happy.
I have my children- all FOUR of my daughters I love with my whole being and each one comes with a tremendous amount of dedication & duties I must accomplish or I feel like I've failed.
It's pretty tough being a parent today..& having four daughters makes it all more poignant wondering,remembering - and protecting.My most vivid memories - colorful ones are the ones when we are happy and on the boardwalk,Especially during my younger years.My heart breaks,for Lauren,her being the baby missed out on the younger mommy version I was.
Lauren however is such a gift that came at the exact time I needed someone who needed me so much.The rest of my girls needed me but not quite like Lauren does.
She has become someone who I purposely keep myself on my toes from ever going overboard in self destruct that I sometimes tend to do.
Basically the point of this post is to remind me how lucky I am, four daughters and Mother's Day was yesterday! I didn't plan this post-- words just came out and it's perfect ,for me, to go back and reflect on.
I have not blogged and after this post I will make sure to keep blogging.
I wish I could sorta keep it private but I have many years back in here so I'll keep it- and create a private one for myself.
If you read anything from me - Bless you haha
Stay well friends-
Nancy


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Vape world!

I love vaping 

It saved me

I quit smoking

No more bronchitis

No more high blood pressure

I feel great!

Here is my last mod 💗

Fun days

Kids are swimming softball is over I have not been blogging and I really should just leave the app alone on my phone!!!

I know I'll enjoy looking back later on someday.

Anyways today Christine came over to play with Lauren and Brianna went over her friend Tori's house💗

Been awhile yet checking in

It's been awhile!

I have so much happening w so many different areas in my life it's mind blowing spinning dizzying as hell!

Instead of posting now private stuff about my older daughters lives I'll just say they have me exhausted as do my younger girls!💃💃 

I woke up today and Bill had a full schedule and we had issues over our worth Maximus!

Maximus is a dog that don't take no crap!

He is a good boy but needs to consistently be with us more like me because he is with me 90^ of the time!!!

Ok lately we been at softball and the season has officially begun!

I am going to make sure I post more often so I am not all over the place when I do

Post... I kept up with this blog for a few years and it'll be nice for me to come back and look later on.

Overall we are fine and softball is back ON!

I miss my family out in spain 😢

I want to start making you tube videos here and there.... If your reading it's all under the same name!

nancy Bout!

New phone!lgg3

Lgg3 w a Fosmon durables case... Amazing only 7$ at Amazon! I love this phone... I bought it for Bill!! so far all works great except his FaceBook on our wifi while my iPhone 6plus isn't having any problems!! 

What I dislike is Att junk apps on it just taking up room for apps we don't use on a phone we buy... Last time I'll buy any phones from Att unless it's an iPhone cause it's app free!

Who doesn't download FaceBook but it should be hour CHOICE and if the app is crap how do u uninstall it unless root?!

#notfair!

Meds cvs

What's horrible day!

U drop a script off!

To ensure you'll get it by 30 days! 

I was assured they'll be ready today!

I go to pick it up... Im told NOPE not till Monday! They ""ORDERED" it yesterday!

Wth!

I will die if it don't arrive!

What's wrong w pharmacies!

#stressed 

#anxiety

#sick

Husband

Love my husband marriage is hard and someday are so easy 💓 I wouldn't trade him for nothing! I love you bill!

Brianna is thirteen!

She is ag side I am one of those moms who wonder where on earth did time fly! Looking back fondly at our memories with her being me so much joy! She's growing up to be such a beautiful,smart daughter & couldn't ask for her to change for nothing! I remember my March mommy groups and my whole pregnancy like it was yesterday.. Her birth was ghe fun eat birth out of all my daughters!

Epidural and normalcy 💓

Now we are going to be taking her for lunch and later a dinner and cake here at home!

Brianna if you ever read this 💓Your adored by all! Spunky w a heart of gold! God Bless you always!

Mom 

Snow first snowfall

Im excited we have our first snowfall today!

I was lying down resting and Maximus starts to go ballistic at the window... A low guttural growl.

Our friend walks in and I hop over to the back part of the home while my husband talks with him.

Five minutes later I was astounded !!! I didn't expect this!

Snow is falling... Snow is sticking! Ahhhmazing 💗

What to do!

I am an ATT customer since before they were Att since the Cingular days,I've been w them since tiny little flip phones were out! I remember my favorite... The Motorola razor lol!

Fast fwd... My last bill was 250$!

I cannot not accept that.

That's just way too high and I feel they are stealing from customers... Data overage over and over nothing on mine or my husband or daughter 1... Daughter 2 uses all the data on 4S w wifi on at home ?

Makes no sense!

I have the app and now keeping an eye on it.

However,T MOBILE covers ETF you can buy a phone whenever you want not when THEY say ... I like it.... And NO contract!

I have to check this out!

Rude neighbors or what?

I wake up... Take my garbage out only to find cans fill of illegal garbage? Not my garbage but my can! What in the world!

Maybe I didn't get to carry my cans IN but trust me I'm NOT the only one however I do NOT read newspapers I read them on my iPhone iPad and tablets!

Plenty of news there!

Wow!

I'm not happy. Someone is trying to defame us or what? Get us thrown out! Granted we have to catch up on mortgage so yes let's frame their garbage so they move!

These same people are the ones

 who probably called DCF 2xs only for them to see nothing in the stories! I did everything.. Drug test you name it.

I want to leave.

I really think this is sad just rude and not fair!

I pay my taxes to live here and have not broken any laws or rules!

Laters

Tonight

Took the kids to the boardwalk 👍 it was decent not the best but it got rained on at 10pm!! 

We need to do more stuff summer is just flying by!! The next few days will be super busy and Bill just went out for ice cream ❤️

I just wish a few things...

Let's anger and arguments

Esp the kids!

And more joy and peace!

Not just home... All over the world!

Lauren 8th

Lauren is 8!! I am shocked stunned you name it! I have to post pics and start again,this has been awhile since I posted ❤️ I made this just for my children to look through later on in life. I wish I had more time to blog but life gets in the way❤️

True stuff

Sometimes you meet someone, and it’s so clear that the two of you, on some level belong together. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you understand one another or you’re in love or you’re partners in crime. You meet these people throughout your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest circumstances, and they help you feel alive. I don’t know if that makes me believe in coincidence, or fate, or sheer blind luck, but it definitely makes me believe in something

I started vaping..

I quit smoking!!I started Vaping and I am thrilled!!I need a laptop or something I hate blogging on my phone BUT allas...I am..on my HTC one.
Ok Vaping.. I started off as something to TRY...grabbed at the most expensive tobacco store around a small ego battery kit for 30$..and a small thing of MINT haha it worked...I lasted a week and made a pack of cigarettes last that long.!!Than ordered some other juices and headed to my local vapor store I started to drool at all the devices available...
Black Friday was my very last cigarette I had:)
I bought an MVP2,and an extra head (tank),and now its a month later amdnim Vaping as I type!!I LOVE VAPING and feel wow...so much better and am saving money!!
best choice I made!!
next choice will be what is going to be my next mod:)
Vape on...any vapers and smokers...TRY IT!!!
I've smoked for over 20yrs....and this is working for me:)

Faker

I'm tired of fake friends.... Seriously either be real or GO away

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Ok life...

I am very happy with the way life has been lately and the kids are doing well,except for Stephanie.
I am worried yet nothing seems to work she is in her own world..will be heading down soon ....I have a new phone again now it's the HTC one..Love this phone..I had the galaxy note 2 ,love both for two reasons But prefer the htc one...except the battery life :)
Bills doing okay ,depressions come and go and I really don't enjoy blogging personal stuff I stick w this blog because I started it years back....

I am going to just blog on my ebook blog mostly...
Right now reading Bella Forrest and she is delicious to read..it's like reading a full course brain stimulation meal lol....5 stars always.

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