me and avah!

 
I had to throw in another picture of us two!
Thankgod I went to the dentist and fixed that ugly stain..omygosh!How on earth did I let it get to that!
Speaking of dentists..I have to hit the shower,kiss my laptop,avahs pics,goodbye!:( I hate leaving,and running all over!
TOP it off,Lauren spilled Some cereal on the floor.Yeah,She was sifting it like sand,with her sand toys(SIGH)..this is what I came home to today!(I was at wawa and with Brianna at the bus stop).
Life goes on....LOL..I'm not going to over react!I have ALL day to clean!I'll clean up the cereal,and ignore everything else and get the heck out..or i'll never get out of here!I spend my days cleaning for what?Nothing...cuase the minute the kids are out of school and running through this 3000 sq foot house,they actually make a mess in every square inch!
I definatey want to downsize!I am the cleaning lady!No wonder I let my tooth go..LOL..cause I have NO time!Now i'll MAKE time~by not sweating the small stuff no more!IT'll get done,when it'll get done!I never used to leave te house till the beds were made,and dishes done,OFF I go!!

Nanny N Avah1

 


:) Me and Avah:) boy she has little trumpet socks,covering her face!!I miss you sweetyums!XOXO

Avah coming home/Lauren with her.

 

This was taken in Florida!We were bringing Avah Home!Lauren(aunt Lauren lol) was so in awe of what was going on!!Right now,Billy went to the doctors,i'm looking out the window and whalla..my van is out there!What did he do??take the car?
We have to take Brianna to the dentist at 12:15!Than at 3pm I go to the dentist for MY OWN fill in!
I am beginning to believe that my abcessed tooth is healed.Is that normal?Or am I in denial?LOL cause it feels normal again!After all this time!I am flossing,brushing,and I feel if I take care of my teeth,it will NOT come back.I wanted it pulled,and now I am debating on why pull it at all?Its a dead tooth.It was root canaled,they can redo the root canal,but why bother?Time shall tell,but I'm thinking maybe the dentist was right,and i was wrong.Its worth trying to save the tooth always.:) Pulling should be the LAST resort!
I am thinking of Brianna,at teh dentist today.She is NOT going to be a happy camper!This is the girl who is NOT scared of fighting,running,throwing a football,you name it.However,needles is NOT her thing.Not Not Not!She IS going to be stubborn and headstrong about this whole thing.Brianna is a "know it all" ...lol.So she thinks.She is pretty smart,because she did say "why do they have to do anything to my "BABY" tooth,its going to fall out anyway".she has a small cavity on her baby tooth.So they want to put a fill in (after drilling it) a simple procedure however,for her,it might as well be a trip to the moon!I cannot wait till she heads off to Florida and meets her little niece Avah.I cannot believe my SMALL girls are Aunts.LOL thats just unique.Avah is a lucky little baby!She has 3 aunts and of course her mommy and everybody else!She has one uncle too!Rob has a brother!These are ALL young aunts and uncles!So at her wedding,they will all be dancing LOL..(I pray)..:) SHould be a fun day.I hopefully am around to dance with them all!
Anyways,life is like this.It goes,its beautiful,it has its ups and downs,stay strong,have faith in the Lord,and everything in the end turns out ok.
Even when we pass on...we go to Heaven:) So all in all,faith is huge!
Stephanie is right,I tend to talk about one t hing,than drift off to a completely opposite topic lol!
GOD BLESS!ALWAYS!

lol Lauren famous face!

 
Gotta Love it!She's doing great!Right now she is sleeping,today was a running around with mommy day.We went to the collision correctors,she was donned up in a cute camo childrens place jacket,blue jeans,and matching shirt...so casual if I may say so!Pony tail on top..bangs out of her face!Ya name it.she goes through hermomments,either she TALKS a LOT or she just goes all quiet and shy.LOL.:) Never thought i'd wind up with a shy one,but I was shy as a kid...i actually remember hiding behind moms jackets Lmao!

We had a busy day...after that we went to the police,than pharmacy than moms for lunch seen baby sarah and Aiden:) after that we hit the Insurance company to (jaw drop) find out Billy never got a CLAIM # lol.The lady that was working there,tells me WE need 500$ deposit,HUH?I said how is that?""If I go outside and hit YOUR car,and we BOTH have allstate,so to fix YOUR car that I hit while YOU sit here,YOU have to pay the 500$ deductable"...she was a little taken back at that.I felt bad,since she apparently wasn't competent lol.She was probably the grandmother of the owner..or something!OYE!
The lady who HIT my van did NOT do a claim.(wow does that NOT surprise me)...
well:) overall..it was not a bad day:) I have a very bad headache!
Billy has a bad toothache!
MAYBE on his way to an abcessed tooth,luckily he did get antibiotics(MY leftover),and his face DID swell up a BIT but it went RIGHT back down.MINE just kept going and oging till i went to the Hospitol.why on earth IS that?Immune system have anything to do with it?

I'm worried about SWINE flu...who isnt..the famous flu..:( I am so so worried!

a lil update...and pic

 
I'm playing with picassa so my other blog is going to be overloaded with pics soon:) as well as my websites.:)
Otherwise all is going ok.
Billy has a bad bad tooth ache,HOWEVER,after much MUCHdialing on the phone today I got a call back,from a dental clinic that WILL see him.

ahhh TGIF!

I'm SO relieved its FRIDAY and its NOT NOT SO not cold.I dislike the cold.Its not sunny though,but no need for air conditioner nor the heat.Love days that we don't need either or.
Well I have much to do today!!I woke up so groggy still.I fell asleep close to 2am,I lied down and than woke back up,so I decided to tackle some cleaning in the house.I mopped the kitchen,cleaned the toilets and tubs,and wiped down some walls that really need to be painted.Seriously....I hope Billy gets the time to do it and SOON.The holidays are coming and I seriously do not want to spend another holiday looking at that white wall in the parlor.That really drives me crazy,nor look at the curtain we have up there(verticle blinds) they are SOOOO 80's..MAUVE yuck!Time to get some beige or white curtains and paint the walls a light brown color with a darker accent by the fireplace.thats my plan.I also would love to eliminate the pictures.Completely!
SO that aside,I went to sleep late,and woke up cause Ashley had to be in school.Brianna woke up in tears her throat hurts.This child LOVES school so I did not pick that to be one of our batles.
Brianna N I do not,unfortunately,have the relationship I really would want to have with her.I will have to go the extra mile withher...she is totally a daddys girl.She is a tomboy which I do not relate to.I relate to girly girls,for I was one myself.She can throw a foot balll down the street just as good as 10 yr old Boy named Joe.She can run,she is smart as a whip.WHen Ashley went back out the other night,when her leg got hurt,Brianna is the one who pipes up and says "Mom,that is NOT good parenting".WHAT??Is that YOU Brianna??She really comes up with some good ones,clearly right out of the blue!
SHe hides her beauty completely,I have to literally force her to get her hair brushed,and sometimes she allows me to brush or straighten it (cause its LONg and it is so wavy she leaves it down and it becomes a mess.Its a way of order for her hair.LOL..I am not into using heat on her hair but we do it once in a while.
She does not like hair barrettes or hair bows.(SIGH)..Lauren will keep ALL Briannas bows.Hoping Lauren will like them!If not,they will be sold or given to Avah N Sarah.
Ebay probably would fetch a good dollar for SO many items I have!I should start ebaying!
Anyways,last night i applied for 3 jobs.I wonder if I will get them,or ONE of them.I need well I WANT a cash job.Something,doing something.I'm going stir crazy!=(
The holidays are getting near,and I want to go to Florida soon.I do not know where everybody thinks we have all this money to do everything!!!

Ok,next.I'm suffering from a tooth ache.AGAIN..n my other side.I realize now why they wanted to do a ROOT canal on that side.It hurts!SO this is my mouth as I type.
Right side,upper back teeth,Abcess was there,was on antibiotics,got off them for 2 days now,and it feels OK.I worry however that my face will swell up into cellulitis(I was in the hospitol for it) and I even had bad dream about it!Yikes!My lower right side,had a root canal(NEEDED Badly) and still doesn't have a crown.It does however have a temporary filling.(SIGH).Crown is on the way.
Upper Left Side hurts(towards the back)..thats where my next root canal is going to...I should hurty and fix my teeth before something happens and I do not get dental anymore!Yikes!
My concern is the abcess is going to come back,and get reinfected.There is no way the abcess is just GONE..like OPOOF disppeared!
WELL.I'm off,to WAWA and billy and Brianna.I have to get my car (van) off for it to be fixed.Some lady hit it.I need an estimate,and the whole shebang.
BUSYBUSY..even on a quiet Friday morning!

SLIDESHOW summer 09

My Beautful Grand daughter Avah Marie!

I miss her so much!She looked up at me with her LIGHT blue eyes..yes LIGHT blue,so young and her eyes are right away BLUE...wait and see,I bet she'll have white blonde hair lol.
Avah Marie...WE love YOU!
She's lucky,Not only everybody in Florida who adore her,she also has THREE AUNTS...LOL Lauren is only 3:) Grandmom,PopPops (billy),and My mom etc...cousins(my brothers twins) everybody!!
wishing they would move here:(

wowzers LONG time!I'm a grandmother!

I'm going to start with the obvious!There has been SO much going on in my life I haven't had the time to post anything!
The most exciting thing so far,is My grand daughter Avah Marie was born!She was born tues Oct 13th at 1020am!:) WOOT!She is so beautiful.I sat with stephanei through her WHOLE Labor and Delivery:) It was truley such a memorable experience!I am so gratefull I was there.Lauren came with me,and truley LOVES Florida.She was nervous in the plane,bundles her head in my arm LOL till we started flying Up and away..LOL she stared out the window!!LOL
I am thinking often about moving to Florida.However,I am unsure how muh I'd like the state.I really want to go there...and visit or rent a place out for a few months.I am so sad that Avah is so far,and I'm missing so muh22