Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Early Saturday Morning!
I wake up this morning,with NO internet connection!Very frustrating,the dang signal wasn't working(comcast).I go call and find out its not the bill,paid it,and it still won't work.NOW I log on via u tube,and whalla i get right on..just not through AOL.AOL is not working,not even aol.com!Strange!
Anyways,thats the least on my mind today:( I am so sad.I feel so many things at once,for one,My grandpa has a mass tumor in his lung:( It was said yesterday.He is 82 years old,so there will be NO removing his lung(which is one option,but he could die from that surgery IMO he WILL die from it..what a PAINFULL way to die imo):( with one lung,than the next lung will go cause he gets pnemonia often.I am SURELY NOT going to light a cigarette ever again.I am mad at myself,for allowing myself to light up when i get stressed etc.I believe its definately something I could get,(lung cancer) cause now i am witnessing it firsthand with my own grandpa and the way he is feeling is Not appealing:(.I feel SO sad for him...to be old makes me sad.I am trying to think chipper thoughts,he is going to SPAIN with my mom I believe very shortly.I hate when my mom leaves,but my grandfather wants to go sooo very badly.He believes he will heal there,I believe that may be possible.The air is healthier:( and more clear.We shall see how it goes:(.
I am looking at Lauren,Ashley dressed her (YIKES) and put on one of her new outfits for spring...UGHHH SO I have to change her soon.She looks SO cute,maybe i'll leave it,if its nice enough.Adorable,in a red skort,and tulip top...I'll put on her matching hair bows:) WHALLA!LOL.So silly really,but to be excited about something must be a good thing.
Billy,he has to get a grip on reality here.We need things finished,and he is always busy doing so many other things,that I am getting bewildered here.
OH Brianna got her 4th stripe in JIJITSU,the next is the YELLOW Belt:*) WAY TO GO!Not many lil girls her age have a yellow belt at her age lol (in jijitsu).I'm very proud of her.She sounds hoarse(voice) I hope she does NOT have asthma:( How horrible if she does:( She has a cute voice when its like that but its not her true voice.:(
Yesterday I took her shopping for new sneakers,went to feet first,she did not like the sneakers there.(TOO STIFF)...so we head on to payless and she fell in love with a pair of hannah montanna sneakers.This morning,with her voice she tells me "Thank you mommmy,for my sneakers,I love them so much,you know what to buy me all the time"....ahwww so so soooo sweet!
Now Ashley,since I am in HER laptop is anxious to get back,since i got online!SO this is adios!LoL!
I seem to have a relaxing weekend compared to the past two weekends that just past!
MONdAY Ashley gets her Braces!!
I got my hearing aid fixed(temporary) and am waiting on new aids!
I am hoping we can do something today,as a family,I do not want to sit around today.I am probably going to visit my mom or go do some shopping at target.:) I can't wait till gymboree starts collecting gymbucks.I wish they didn't stop the spring saile...I went back and whalla the sale was gone:(
OFF I GO!
:X
Anyways,thats the least on my mind today:( I am so sad.I feel so many things at once,for one,My grandpa has a mass tumor in his lung:( It was said yesterday.He is 82 years old,so there will be NO removing his lung(which is one option,but he could die from that surgery IMO he WILL die from it..what a PAINFULL way to die imo):( with one lung,than the next lung will go cause he gets pnemonia often.I am SURELY NOT going to light a cigarette ever again.I am mad at myself,for allowing myself to light up when i get stressed etc.I believe its definately something I could get,(lung cancer) cause now i am witnessing it firsthand with my own grandpa and the way he is feeling is Not appealing:(.I feel SO sad for him...to be old makes me sad.I am trying to think chipper thoughts,he is going to SPAIN with my mom I believe very shortly.I hate when my mom leaves,but my grandfather wants to go sooo very badly.He believes he will heal there,I believe that may be possible.The air is healthier:( and more clear.We shall see how it goes:(.
I am looking at Lauren,Ashley dressed her (YIKES) and put on one of her new outfits for spring...UGHHH SO I have to change her soon.She looks SO cute,maybe i'll leave it,if its nice enough.Adorable,in a red skort,and tulip top...I'll put on her matching hair bows:) WHALLA!LOL.So silly really,but to be excited about something must be a good thing.
Billy,he has to get a grip on reality here.We need things finished,and he is always busy doing so many other things,that I am getting bewildered here.
OH Brianna got her 4th stripe in JIJITSU,the next is the YELLOW Belt:*) WAY TO GO!Not many lil girls her age have a yellow belt at her age lol (in jijitsu).I'm very proud of her.She sounds hoarse(voice) I hope she does NOT have asthma:( How horrible if she does:( She has a cute voice when its like that but its not her true voice.:(
Yesterday I took her shopping for new sneakers,went to feet first,she did not like the sneakers there.(TOO STIFF)...so we head on to payless and she fell in love with a pair of hannah montanna sneakers.This morning,with her voice she tells me "Thank you mommmy,for my sneakers,I love them so much,you know what to buy me all the time"....ahwww so so soooo sweet!
Now Ashley,since I am in HER laptop is anxious to get back,since i got online!SO this is adios!LoL!
I seem to have a relaxing weekend compared to the past two weekends that just past!
MONdAY Ashley gets her Braces!!
I got my hearing aid fixed(temporary) and am waiting on new aids!
I am hoping we can do something today,as a family,I do not want to sit around today.I am probably going to visit my mom or go do some shopping at target.:) I can't wait till gymboree starts collecting gymbucks.I wish they didn't stop the spring saile...I went back and whalla the sale was gone:(
OFF I GO!
:X
Friday, March 28, 2008
HEARING AID SADNESSSSSSSSSSSS
had a very good week,very good EASTER,an excellent Birthday party(make that 3 lol) for Brianna and everything went great!Gifts,Family,Love,friends,and than the death of not ONE but TWO hearing aids I need:( I had ONE that Billy bought me in 2005,and it is a digital hearing aid.Right now I shipped it to INDIANA (me worried they are not legitimate,but I bet it is,lol it has a phone# and everything).The other is just SO old,that its done for.
Now I'm waiting till My ENT appointment,than I go take that referral,and the referral from my DOC to the hearing aid place,and put an order for a new one(my mom declares I get TWO,which I do not believe,it'll be ONE).See hearing imparired people do not get the benefit of TWO hearign aids,unless of course you Pay CASH,and when I say CASH,I say ALOT of Cash @@ hearing aids go for 800 and UP.I paid close to 2 grand for the last one.I'm just depressed.Being in the Silence,isolates me more than anybody can imagine.I do not know sign language NOR do any of my friends or family.I NEED the hearing aid,to get back to where I was.I MISS the noise.I put the IPOD on so I can hear LOUD noises:( Its just making my head CRAZY.
Dh found a new toy LOL this pin ball game that goes on the Wii AND OH he wants X BOX..UMM no.LOL I hope he does NOT go and get a dang X box.I will LOSE him to the dang toy lol.He is a man in a kids body sometimes:)
Kid are doing great.They know to LOOk at me when they are speaking,which is sooo sweet.I get anxiety with Lauren cause I hate not hearing her unless she is right next to me:( ANYTHING can happen,her cries,etc..N I miss them all.She is talking SO much now (SO CUTE).I said lets go...OUT she repeats OUT..we were doing our colors.I said RED,she repeats ED..LOL NO R's..but Ed..She loves her big sisters alot.Stephanie (my oldest) is missing a LOT..but its HER choice right now to Be in Florida.
I have to keep everybody in my prayers,surely God will protect them.
GOd Bless you All....and till next time:)
Now I'm waiting till My ENT appointment,than I go take that referral,and the referral from my DOC to the hearing aid place,and put an order for a new one(my mom declares I get TWO,which I do not believe,it'll be ONE).See hearing imparired people do not get the benefit of TWO hearign aids,unless of course you Pay CASH,and when I say CASH,I say ALOT of Cash @@ hearing aids go for 800 and UP.I paid close to 2 grand for the last one.I'm just depressed.Being in the Silence,isolates me more than anybody can imagine.I do not know sign language NOR do any of my friends or family.I NEED the hearing aid,to get back to where I was.I MISS the noise.I put the IPOD on so I can hear LOUD noises:( Its just making my head CRAZY.
Dh found a new toy LOL this pin ball game that goes on the Wii AND OH he wants X BOX..UMM no.LOL I hope he does NOT go and get a dang X box.I will LOSE him to the dang toy lol.He is a man in a kids body sometimes:)
Kid are doing great.They know to LOOk at me when they are speaking,which is sooo sweet.I get anxiety with Lauren cause I hate not hearing her unless she is right next to me:( ANYTHING can happen,her cries,etc..N I miss them all.She is talking SO much now (SO CUTE).I said lets go...OUT she repeats OUT..we were doing our colors.I said RED,she repeats ED..LOL NO R's..but Ed..She loves her big sisters alot.Stephanie (my oldest) is missing a LOT..but its HER choice right now to Be in Florida.
I have to keep everybody in my prayers,surely God will protect them.
GOd Bless you All....and till next time:)
Thursday, March 20, 2008
GYM..BEFORE...pic..HE
THiS is a lil while ago ROFL..but it will be my BEFORE picture..see my gut..YUCk.Its gotta GO.:) its going..lol like almost GONE.THANKGOD.I got the spinal which in turn blew me the freak up!I freaked out..freaked gloated and bloated.The result is a beautiful baby lol but I miss my skinny body.SO now i'm down at least 2 pants sizes and at the gym:)
YAY ME!
SILLY PICTURES!
WELL this weekend,not only the party we have EASTER!I love Easter!I have my outfits all picked out for all of us.:) I love getting together with family,and billys family don't see each other that often.
TOMORROW I'm supposed to go out for breakfast with my mom.If she skips out again,i'm going to take BOTH girls to the gym....before I join I'd really like to see more of lauren and brianna in the daycare center.I have to join though...I'd be silly not to.I think i can get a kick ass body by going.I'm not heavy,just need a good 10lbs,20lbs to be real neat,and 30 to be like I was 20 yrs ago LOL!
NEVER LET Yourself go if you can help it:) AND you can always start,its NEVER too late.If it takes 2 yrs,its a FAST two years.I'll tell ya:) lol time flies!
Thats just SOME OF out silliness that night!LOL
TOMORROW I'm supposed to go out for breakfast with my mom.If she skips out again,i'm going to take BOTH girls to the gym....before I join I'd really like to see more of lauren and brianna in the daycare center.I have to join though...I'd be silly not to.I think i can get a kick ass body by going.I'm not heavy,just need a good 10lbs,20lbs to be real neat,and 30 to be like I was 20 yrs ago LOL!
NEVER LET Yourself go if you can help it:) AND you can always start,its NEVER too late.If it takes 2 yrs,its a FAST two years.I'll tell ya:) lol time flies!
Thats just SOME OF out silliness that night!LOL
WHOA lots happening lol!Pics and stuff
WELL I am sitting here on ashleys laptop,just relaxing for now.Eating some frosted Flakes.
Number 1,I went to the gym,again today.I'm actually doing well at it,and going every day if not every other day.I am very happy cause I feel I've developed an AWESOME habit!I lost four lbs(checked yesterday) of a grand total of 7 times at the gym.Its been 3 weeks,(I got a free month),and my 2nd week I missed the whole thing.Oh well,its something I love and you can see my gym at www.oxygenfsc.com
2.We had a blast at the wedding (for Stephanie and sean) at the holiday inn.We really needed a night out,and went a lil crazy.However I sobered up totally and drove home lol.I love meeting people and dancing...we had our wedding song play and it hit me.WOW we'll be married 13 yrs.I don't konw how i've been so lucky,i never thought billy was for me *BACK in the day haha* but dang we are sOUL mates without a doubt.!Its amazing seriously,but sometimes with the TV I can't stand it.We're like oil and butter with that thing.So we dont' watch mucho of it lol!
3.:*) Brianna is SIX YEARS old..as of the 18th..(today the 20th).She has around 12 children coming on Saturday(DAY before Easter) to her party.I got her some cute stuff from gymbo,the one outfit i wanted to put on her,but decided NOT to.She can be hannah montanna lol(the custome)..its what she wants so be it.She'll be out by the pinata and all and will get allll dirty.i want a fun day for her.:) I can't wait till its here & done.:)
I actually cannot grab the concept that she is SIX now.:( Its very silly.
(btw,as i'm tying this,lauren is playing in her cozy coupe car and pulling stuff out of everything,she is very very SPIRITUAL child..just goes and goes and goes.I tend to think I 'm losing my mind lol.
I am just going to end this with pics I need time to "BLOG"..ain't got much.I keep up as I go.Florida is where Stephanie is at,and Ashley is at her friend Laurens house(around the block.Actually they are heading to eat now.LOL..she asked for permission and of course i spoke to the parents:)
i'm waiting till billy getshome,eeven though i go tmy van,I just want HELP and MONEY MONEY MONEY..the man owes me MONEY dang it.I need to go shopping!I guess he wants me to wait till LAST minute grr like always!
Number 1,I went to the gym,again today.I'm actually doing well at it,and going every day if not every other day.I am very happy cause I feel I've developed an AWESOME habit!I lost four lbs(checked yesterday) of a grand total of 7 times at the gym.Its been 3 weeks,(I got a free month),and my 2nd week I missed the whole thing.Oh well,its something I love and you can see my gym at www.oxygenfsc.com
2.We had a blast at the wedding (for Stephanie and sean) at the holiday inn.We really needed a night out,and went a lil crazy.However I sobered up totally and drove home lol.I love meeting people and dancing...we had our wedding song play and it hit me.WOW we'll be married 13 yrs.I don't konw how i've been so lucky,i never thought billy was for me *BACK in the day haha* but dang we are sOUL mates without a doubt.!Its amazing seriously,but sometimes with the TV I can't stand it.We're like oil and butter with that thing.So we dont' watch mucho of it lol!
3.:*) Brianna is SIX YEARS old..as of the 18th..(today the 20th).She has around 12 children coming on Saturday(DAY before Easter) to her party.I got her some cute stuff from gymbo,the one outfit i wanted to put on her,but decided NOT to.She can be hannah montanna lol(the custome)..its what she wants so be it.She'll be out by the pinata and all and will get allll dirty.i want a fun day for her.:) I can't wait till its here & done.:)
I actually cannot grab the concept that she is SIX now.:( Its very silly.
(btw,as i'm tying this,lauren is playing in her cozy coupe car and pulling stuff out of everything,she is very very SPIRITUAL child..just goes and goes and goes.I tend to think I 'm losing my mind lol.
I am just going to end this with pics I need time to "BLOG"..ain't got much.I keep up as I go.Florida is where Stephanie is at,and Ashley is at her friend Laurens house(around the block.Actually they are heading to eat now.LOL..she asked for permission and of course i spoke to the parents:)
i'm waiting till billy getshome,eeven though i go tmy van,I just want HELP and MONEY MONEY MONEY..the man owes me MONEY dang it.I need to go shopping!I guess he wants me to wait till LAST minute grr like always!
Friday, February 22, 2008
JUST TRYING My PICASA HAHA
I just realized DUR allll of this is connected,the dang picassa web pics I uploaded(the gallery).LOL
here is the link.
http://picasaweb.google.com/nancybout
I also have an email account NANCYBOUT@GMAIL.COM
I may just switch & !over time ALL my family N friends I can put their pic into their emails LOL how neato is that.
Anyways,busy again,right now Destiny is here with Ashley.Billy bought home a FEAST:) I got gymbo orders set up to start off spring and I got my lia Sophia order sent out.I also got myself a nice earring and necklace set(not caring much about rings,i have them,and bracelets,I have them) I want to build up the business & give it a go.:)
My eye is itchy,I think I forgot to wash my hands after eating hot mussels and stuff and burnt it:( UGhhh huh huhhhuH.I am so behind on emails too Dur.BLoggity blog,what will I do??HOW can I catch up?LOL I feel SO out of Every loop LOL
here is the link.
http://picasaweb.google.com/nancybout
I also have an email account NANCYBOUT@GMAIL.COM
I may just switch & !over time ALL my family N friends I can put their pic into their emails LOL how neato is that.
Anyways,busy again,right now Destiny is here with Ashley.Billy bought home a FEAST:) I got gymbo orders set up to start off spring and I got my lia Sophia order sent out.I also got myself a nice earring and necklace set(not caring much about rings,i have them,and bracelets,I have them) I want to build up the business & give it a go.:)
My eye is itchy,I think I forgot to wash my hands after eating hot mussels and stuff and burnt it:( UGhhh huh huhhhuH.I am so behind on emails too Dur.BLoggity blog,what will I do??HOW can I catch up?LOL I feel SO out of Every loop LOL
Friday, February 8, 2008
MY GOALS OF THE WEEK
1)WALK EVERY N IGHT OR MORNING OR BOTH ...having ash ipods,and my new slamming cellphone (sony walkman) ROCKS!I have the memory card and it goes to SO SO MANY SONGS its so easy to put in and I love it.the phone rings and WHALLA I speak through the headphone!ROFL!
That is great for me to get going to work out!!!NOTHING like music to get u moving!
2)Change DR"S.My dr SUXS!
3)SPEND MORE TIME with the KIDS playing..Hoping for nice weather!
4)TRY not to shop.
5)take care of tax papers..so we can file when we feel like it haha
6)be more nicer to billy.See what happens:)
7)Talk to Ashley more.
Everybody is doing great though..overall:)
Laurens Slideshow!
HERE IS OUR LAUREN PAIGE!FIRST FEW MOS OF HER LIFE!I want to make a MONTAGE of her,from birth till today:) she grew up so fast,and is such a beautiful little girl!I love her so much!
Monday, February 4, 2008
a VISIT to the ER UGH (ME)
I had to go ON FRIDAY NIGHT ugh ugh ugh to the ER.After Ashleys Beautiful Banquet(she got some pretty trophy,and her COAT which is AWESOME...I have to upload pics,i really do lol)...we went to Lauras to eat:)
I bought Lauren,and daddy took Brianna.Daddy needs to get A)the red car fixed,its a 4 cyl 17 thous miles(IF THAT chevy cavalier 4 door that steph crashed.OR B)Trade in truck(which I think is THE BEST bet,and use that money for the car to fix,or buy another truck....something with less miles.
SOOO I get home,after lauras,around 10pm.Girls are happpy(THIS IS THURS NIGHT,sorry not Friday lol)..Girls had school the next day so I just put them to bed and didn't speak much of my pain.
I got myself in the van and drove myself to the hospitol.nice greetings,I got my cards out,they called me in asap.Put wires on me to mnitor my heart,give me an xray and painkillers/(which I think is liquid valium cause I was feeling nothing and swearing up and down i'll never light a cigarette again..I quit,and smoked around social events..Umm NO MORE).But my lungs are FINE(whew) no spots no nothing,they wanted to check for an embolism.That was some scarey crap,breathing and getting such horrible pains.Turns out the chest walls around my lungs are sore..(bottom line)..sprained whatever.:( so i got firosex or whatever for pain(muscle relaxers).
I have instructions NO PICKING UP nothing,and relax for 3 days.
I could NOT do those instrutions..first thing is PICK UP Lauren LOL...AND OH,I hda to drive to my REG dr so early so I had little sleep and feeling loopy.I should NOT have gone/but if i do not go,its impossible to get an appt.Time to trade in dr's..I need to see other dr's and get referrals etc.I'm so done with that dr.:(
I need a night out,I had one last night with Billy but just 3 blocks away at Lauras sisters house to watch football.I was pretty surprised Laura wasn't invited,I know they had a lil fight but surely they should be making up by now:( bummer.:(
WELL my itty update.I'm calling my mom,going over there and keep busy today.
Brianna is fine.
Lauren is on amoxicillan for her Ear infection,
Ashley is fine.
Steph is healing from her SCAPH infection,very weird how she got that.
Sheis leaving for Florida:( again..:( I pray her DAD does NOT throw her OUT grrrr that would make me SO SO LIVID!
She is waiting for Anthony,AKA AMP,in jail for a stupid stint he did;( UGh
I hope they work it out...seriously either stay with somebody or dump him.Its sad how steph seeks love & has such a hard time.:( I tell her just be YOURSELF,the NICE YOU.
WELL..kudos for today.Off to read my thousand emails.ROFL:) I look foward to meeting some moms from our area,there is a MNO tonight,but not sure where its located.I dislike not knowing where I'm going..
I also want to go pick up a vacuum cleaner.I'm due.I hate carrying the heavy kirby UPSTAIRS.I want a cheap dirt devil..bagless it will make my day:) LOLOLOL
LAUREN LAUREN LAUREN!
She is finally NAPPING haha on my side though on the couch!:::Gotta love laptops::: I'm off to give Brianna some ice cream and pay for flowers sent to a girl on theloopy (had surgery:( poor thing)...and my heartburn is killllin me.I know its from the columbo yogurt(TOO MUCH of a good thing is bad lol)!JUST RANDOM PICS:) I have to get the digi software back in,Im using the memory cardlI total
M HUSBAND ROCKS!@
I LOVE my husband,BILLY You ROCK my WORLD!I don't know what I'd ever do without you.YOU are an awesome daddy,the girls just LOVE you,Just how their eyes light up when you come in the room.:)
LOOK at the above picture,ASHLEYS communion and NOW she is 12!ALLThrough that,we've been together,I pray we stay together forever and every!
I love how you've been with me,day N night think N thin...anE i love you for being the father of my children,my best friend,my eveyrthing.I love how you laugh,your smile,the way you light up and play with the kids.KIds are SO lucky to have you as their daddy!AND I am luicky to have you as my wife.:) %% isn't everything,yet you do anything you can to keep us aheadl.Not many people do thatl
HUGS
Ashleys Birthday...MORE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AT MY MOMS HOUSE:) HER FAMILY MINI PARTY!!!
ACKKK typing with Lauren hitting me in the face with her NUBY sippy cup...
FYI NUBBY SIPPY CUPS ROCK!She prefers it over any other sippy,it has the silicone sippy soft sprout where its similar to the bottle but NOT the bottle:) I want the bottle OUT of her life for GOOD.She can suck in the binky:) HEHE
ASHLEYS 12th...::SOME OF THE PICS LOL:::
I have toooo many STILL in my camera/I want her to UPLOAD into HER digi!Makes sense no??lol here are a few!She had a great party,kids going choatic all over the place.Than a sleepover,and they trashed my house.I had a bad bad cold / flu that hit me like a ton of bricks ASAP:( I hated it,and than next morning was not happy with the house results lol:) WELL now dh is painting,(PRAISE PRAISE) and I'm heading to my moms:) Here is Ashley Rose..AGE 12:**) TIME FLIES!
RANDOM BLABBER N PICS
**FUN TIMES BATH TIMES LOVELY GIRLS IN LOVELY BATHTUB YAY WOOT YAY WOOT**
Plus Lauren just living her little years:*) i just love it and love her!Right now she is in her COZY COUPE car with Brianna.Its an everyday affair,lol,they play with the cozy coupe,the kitche,the dolls,and than games:) Everything from the WII to the leapster,and v smile(brianna).I got the adaptor,NO MORE BATTERIES & I have a gift card,Might as well buy some more games:) She is outgrowing the games.
Ashley got teh hannah montanna game for WII and she is thrilllllled!She loves it!
I'm a lil bummed that steph left.She showed me some NASTY Stuff on line last nite,which totally blew me away.I never knew such things existed in life:( Made me very very sad.
This week we had ashleys banquet(have to upload pixs lol) and she looked SO happy:) I left Bri with daddy and bought lauren.
:)
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