Monday, August 20, 2007
ONE month later..lots happened!
Well,today is a rainy crappola day lol,its Monday.I ran out and did tons of errands.One of them is get an oil change and my 15,000 mile work up on my van=) I love babying that thing lol!I love it and it means an awful lot to me.I'm sitting in my room and Billys been watching this movie about all sorts of stuff on google about the war,9-11 etc.Depressing lol.
My BIG news is Lauren is really walking more and each day!Yesterday she walks a few steps,five minutes ago I'm looking at her in my room and whalla there she is standing straight up!SHOCKING huh!I just love it,and on the same side feel sad.
She just turned ONE.THat went by wayyy too fast.We had a nice party,and I am happy with the way things are working out over all.Billys been the most loving,patient man I could ask for.Right now I'm in my room and Brianna just ripping apart my socks that are in the hamper (sigh) and enjoys pushing lauren around my room.Good thing I got a large enough room OYE!Kids@@.
Stephanie is back,there is a few things that happened,but overall we're getting through it for now.I love seeing her,and I'd rather have her here than in florida,that IS the bottom line(See howI feel next week lol).
We have only 17 days till school starts,which pretty much shocks me.SUMMER is almost OVER?WHere has the time gone?lol.we want to go wildwood one more time,and this weekend was out due to my cousin Cito's birthday party.Kids had a blast!Lauren got an awesome awesome blanket for her 'goodybag" lol its a ladybug,i have to take pics of that one Lol:0) afterwards we hit the mini carnival called blackbeards cave:)
WELL Just a quicky.....life is busy,school is coming,and we're all great:) KIDS LOVE Having lauren here and so do we:) THANK YOU GOD!
I have some more shopping to do,so we'll do things one day at a time:) I love what I got them allready for school:)
My BIG news is Lauren is really walking more and each day!Yesterday she walks a few steps,five minutes ago I'm looking at her in my room and whalla there she is standing straight up!SHOCKING huh!I just love it,and on the same side feel sad.
She just turned ONE.THat went by wayyy too fast.We had a nice party,and I am happy with the way things are working out over all.Billys been the most loving,patient man I could ask for.Right now I'm in my room and Brianna just ripping apart my socks that are in the hamper (sigh) and enjoys pushing lauren around my room.Good thing I got a large enough room OYE!Kids@@.
Stephanie is back,there is a few things that happened,but overall we're getting through it for now.I love seeing her,and I'd rather have her here than in florida,that IS the bottom line(See howI feel next week lol).
We have only 17 days till school starts,which pretty much shocks me.SUMMER is almost OVER?WHere has the time gone?lol.we want to go wildwood one more time,and this weekend was out due to my cousin Cito's birthday party.Kids had a blast!Lauren got an awesome awesome blanket for her 'goodybag" lol its a ladybug,i have to take pics of that one Lol:0) afterwards we hit the mini carnival called blackbeards cave:)
WELL Just a quicky.....life is busy,school is coming,and we're all great:) KIDS LOVE Having lauren here and so do we:) THANK YOU GOD!
I have some more shopping to do,so we'll do things one day at a time:) I love what I got them allready for school:)
Friday, July 20, 2007
Here we go again!!!
BACK to the wildwoods that is :) we're staying at the Waters Edge.I love north wildwood,but this time we're trying out wildwood crest.Its more south.PLUS its not oceanview but ocean front...ack I m excited.I'm suppposed to be up here cleaning and packing due to having to check in by NOON or they charge us TWO HUNDRED bucks ugh,soooo no joke,we gotta GIT!!
I am SO SO SO glad I picked up the other stroller,so now each girl has an adequete stroller...debating on whether or not to bring the pack n play.I think so cause lauren did NOT sleep well in the bed with us..and what if its not againts a wall..ANYTHING can happen!Here is the link of where we'll be staying:)
http://www.watersedgeoceanresort.com/
SOOO this is Miss Laurens SECOND trip lol..to the wildwoods.Lucky lil princess.She is going to be all miss cutie in her gymbo get up.
I had quite a lovely surprise today:**) One of my wonderful online friends sent me a wetbag(xmas one which I LOVE and I will bring lol) full of diaper covers and ONE SOS fitted!Lauren wore the fitted allready N now is wearing a strawberry shortcake cover!My dh is going to think i lost my mind,because he bought a case of diapers and I'm bringing ALL her cloth dipes I want to bring:X haha!Diaper duty comes to me,he is so cool about clothe but thinks it should not be out on vacation.No laundry NO nothing,but does he know I DO NOT MIND washin diapers??HAH!
I got a new laptop...it is my b day gift and oye my birthday is not here yet!Its your cheap one from walmart but lemme tell ya i love it and it works super duper good compared to my dinosaur downstairs:X LOL.Ashley asked if we can bring it withus...i would like to but billy thinks my "internet addiction" can get a break.:)
I'll have to email everybody..and delete mail.I am up to 800 something.:( I know tomorrow i got all laurens and briannas stuff coming via the mail (fall clothing minus one yellow pool party dress for lauren,i love that and I ordered her a tye dye romper(winter),in pink n brown,etc..2 diapers..EAGLES will be here when I arrive!Back to work billy will go.:) Tuesday.Monday is going to rain and we'll be home!
LOL
Have a great weekend!Lauren is looing at me in our bedroom,making noises lol and we're going to pack.:) thankfully billy is downstairs cooking:)
I really just wanted to use my laptop.It seems dh is enjoying it lately ROFL!Mr "Why get a laptop??just get a desktop"? Ummm no,I am loving being wireless LoL:)
Hmmmm should i pack it??
I am bringing my digi,at least i can upload it,and delete pics,and take more!Unlike last time!
I need more memory for my digi!
I have to send laurens invites!
I have to get my back fixed,another issue alltogether!
I am SO SO SO glad I picked up the other stroller,so now each girl has an adequete stroller...debating on whether or not to bring the pack n play.I think so cause lauren did NOT sleep well in the bed with us..and what if its not againts a wall..ANYTHING can happen!Here is the link of where we'll be staying:)
http://www.watersedgeoceanresort.com/
SOOO this is Miss Laurens SECOND trip lol..to the wildwoods.Lucky lil princess.She is going to be all miss cutie in her gymbo get up.
I had quite a lovely surprise today:**) One of my wonderful online friends sent me a wetbag(xmas one which I LOVE and I will bring lol) full of diaper covers and ONE SOS fitted!Lauren wore the fitted allready N now is wearing a strawberry shortcake cover!My dh is going to think i lost my mind,because he bought a case of diapers and I'm bringing ALL her cloth dipes I want to bring:X haha!Diaper duty comes to me,he is so cool about clothe but thinks it should not be out on vacation.No laundry NO nothing,but does he know I DO NOT MIND washin diapers??HAH!
I got a new laptop...it is my b day gift and oye my birthday is not here yet!Its your cheap one from walmart but lemme tell ya i love it and it works super duper good compared to my dinosaur downstairs:X LOL.Ashley asked if we can bring it withus...i would like to but billy thinks my "internet addiction" can get a break.:)
I'll have to email everybody..and delete mail.I am up to 800 something.:( I know tomorrow i got all laurens and briannas stuff coming via the mail (fall clothing minus one yellow pool party dress for lauren,i love that and I ordered her a tye dye romper(winter),in pink n brown,etc..2 diapers..EAGLES will be here when I arrive!Back to work billy will go.:) Tuesday.Monday is going to rain and we'll be home!
LOL
Have a great weekend!Lauren is looing at me in our bedroom,making noises lol and we're going to pack.:) thankfully billy is downstairs cooking:)
I really just wanted to use my laptop.It seems dh is enjoying it lately ROFL!Mr "Why get a laptop??just get a desktop"? Ummm no,I am loving being wireless LoL:)
Hmmmm should i pack it??
I am bringing my digi,at least i can upload it,and delete pics,and take more!Unlike last time!
I need more memory for my digi!
I have to send laurens invites!
I have to get my back fixed,another issue alltogether!
Sunday, July 8, 2007
ALL about Lauren....Dang she is something else!Well all us mamas think that about our lil ones:)
She LOVES her sisters.LOVES them.She wakes up,has her 10oz bottle of AVENT and than looks out from my bed to the door way and yells very loudly.ASHHH lol,its hilarious cause we think we're imagining it;) no she does not say BRI so the next best thing is ASSS AAAA :) We of course think its adorable!When her daddy goes to work,she waves pretty much and smacksher mouth to give him bye bye kisses!Ahhh i see her melting him lol,makes it so hard for him to leave.No wonder he leaves later than usual!Thankgod he self employed or else wow.lol,it'll be so hard for him to leave the house!He loves the girls,we're SO blessed there.We miss Stephanie,I'm so sad she is missing SO much of Laurens life.I'm also sad my mom is missing it too.I'm not letting it get to me though,as much as it could,but i won't.Lauren is lucky,she is happy and beautiful!Its their loss,not hers or ours.Unfortunately i will have to bite down the lump like always and let it go.Such is life.Her first birthday pary is coming,I cannot wait!We are going to have a big Pool party!We'll invite friends,it appears my friends are awesome!Thankgod!God is good,and there is apparently a reason for everything.
Today,Lauren is realizing we are HOME:) She enjoyed being away.The first night away in Wildwood she cried,when it was time for bed,cause she is SMART lol and knew it was NOT home hah!I could not believe it!I knew it,for i can basically figure out what she is thinking.The first night me and Billy did NOT get much sleep!She kept waking up,which she does NOT do at home,and fussing.She loves her crib,and it was not there!:::NOT TO SELF,do I pack her whole crib next time::: LOL!
She also enjoyed watching her sisters play,loves the water,IS A TOTAL water baby!She went swimming yesterday!She splashes and laughs while splashing!It is pure joy watching her!ALL my problems dissolve when i have my playtime with her.I look at her eyes,which btw,I cannot figure out what color they really are LOL.Yes they are blue,but the are also GREY & GREEN whatever clothes I put on her lol!Its amazing,she looks like her own self,different than the others,yet there are some resemblances.Time shall tell!:)
I just spoke to my mom,from Spain,Put this on hold lol!Dang I wish she would come home.=( I guess within a month.
My goals this week.
INVITATIONS written up and OUT!
Figure out theme for Laurens party!
Figure out what she is wearing.I don't want to buy more summery clothes,she has SO many!I would like something saying she is "ONE" but she'll be in her bathing suit,and than a terry robe or something all day so why bother LOL!Maybe a cute crown is all she needs for cake!:)
Life is good right now,Billy is working.I'm happy we got Lauren her marathon and her Blvd.I am debating on which to keep.I can go to BRU with one,or just keep both.I am considering giving Brianna one.I should've gotten the regent.I'm babbling,but its important to me,for her to be safe in the van.My last van was in a head on collision,and I remember Brianna was in her Britax Roundabout,which did NOT move.I would get another roudabout,but than I'd need to get a backed booster,sooooooo why bother.LOL,I could've gotten the Britax or Graco Backed booster.....Oh well!the seats are SOO PLUSH Omgosh!Much nicer than what Brianna had lol!
DH is going to wake up soon!Brianna is always talking,and she can EAT(I guess This is Lauren too lol).
Lauren tried ::GAG:: HOT DOGS yesterday!LOL she licked her tableclean lol!I took the skin out,and gave her some potatoes and she just loves taters.She gets lots of peole food(does NOT like scrambled eggs) and when I am not cooking,she'll get her baby food:)
I am NOT putting her right on milk at 1 yr old!OY I gotta get up!Brianna has my silver tanning pool floater,that I LOVE.It has a cup holder and everything!Watch her ut a hole in it UGH.My whole DECK is full of pool toys!I love the pool!I have to upload pics,but didn't take pics of the girls in the pool.Ashley had a few friends over,than I dropped them off,went to lauras,seen fireworks hung out,than came home!Alicia came over looking for pool help etc...OFF I go!
"ME"
She LOVES her sisters.LOVES them.She wakes up,has her 10oz bottle of AVENT and than looks out from my bed to the door way and yells very loudly.ASHHH lol,its hilarious cause we think we're imagining it;) no she does not say BRI so the next best thing is ASSS AAAA :) We of course think its adorable!When her daddy goes to work,she waves pretty much and smacksher mouth to give him bye bye kisses!Ahhh i see her melting him lol,makes it so hard for him to leave.No wonder he leaves later than usual!Thankgod he self employed or else wow.lol,it'll be so hard for him to leave the house!He loves the girls,we're SO blessed there.We miss Stephanie,I'm so sad she is missing SO much of Laurens life.I'm also sad my mom is missing it too.I'm not letting it get to me though,as much as it could,but i won't.Lauren is lucky,she is happy and beautiful!Its their loss,not hers or ours.Unfortunately i will have to bite down the lump like always and let it go.Such is life.Her first birthday pary is coming,I cannot wait!We are going to have a big Pool party!We'll invite friends,it appears my friends are awesome!Thankgod!God is good,and there is apparently a reason for everything.
Today,Lauren is realizing we are HOME:) She enjoyed being away.The first night away in Wildwood she cried,when it was time for bed,cause she is SMART lol and knew it was NOT home hah!I could not believe it!I knew it,for i can basically figure out what she is thinking.The first night me and Billy did NOT get much sleep!She kept waking up,which she does NOT do at home,and fussing.She loves her crib,and it was not there!:::NOT TO SELF,do I pack her whole crib next time::: LOL!
She also enjoyed watching her sisters play,loves the water,IS A TOTAL water baby!She went swimming yesterday!She splashes and laughs while splashing!It is pure joy watching her!ALL my problems dissolve when i have my playtime with her.I look at her eyes,which btw,I cannot figure out what color they really are LOL.Yes they are blue,but the are also GREY & GREEN whatever clothes I put on her lol!Its amazing,she looks like her own self,different than the others,yet there are some resemblances.Time shall tell!:)
I just spoke to my mom,from Spain,Put this on hold lol!Dang I wish she would come home.=( I guess within a month.
My goals this week.
INVITATIONS written up and OUT!
Figure out theme for Laurens party!
Figure out what she is wearing.I don't want to buy more summery clothes,she has SO many!I would like something saying she is "ONE" but she'll be in her bathing suit,and than a terry robe or something all day so why bother LOL!Maybe a cute crown is all she needs for cake!:)
Life is good right now,Billy is working.I'm happy we got Lauren her marathon and her Blvd.I am debating on which to keep.I can go to BRU with one,or just keep both.I am considering giving Brianna one.I should've gotten the regent.I'm babbling,but its important to me,for her to be safe in the van.My last van was in a head on collision,and I remember Brianna was in her Britax Roundabout,which did NOT move.I would get another roudabout,but than I'd need to get a backed booster,sooooooo why bother.LOL,I could've gotten the Britax or Graco Backed booster.....Oh well!the seats are SOO PLUSH Omgosh!Much nicer than what Brianna had lol!
DH is going to wake up soon!Brianna is always talking,and she can EAT(I guess This is Lauren too lol).
Lauren tried ::GAG:: HOT DOGS yesterday!LOL she licked her tableclean lol!I took the skin out,and gave her some potatoes and she just loves taters.She gets lots of peole food(does NOT like scrambled eggs) and when I am not cooking,she'll get her baby food:)
I am NOT putting her right on milk at 1 yr old!OY I gotta get up!Brianna has my silver tanning pool floater,that I LOVE.It has a cup holder and everything!Watch her ut a hole in it UGH.My whole DECK is full of pool toys!I love the pool!I have to upload pics,but didn't take pics of the girls in the pool.Ashley had a few friends over,than I dropped them off,went to lauras,seen fireworks hung out,than came home!Alicia came over looking for pool help etc...OFF I go!
"ME"
Saturday, June 30, 2007
Thursday, June 21, 2007
TIme flies..our lil girl is growing up!
I barely have any computer time anymore.I get up and there is SO much running around to do!I am enjoying running my household,yet at the same time I really enjoy "ME" time.Our Fathers Day weekend was memorable to say the least lol:) Billy enjoyed himself,and the downside is he lost his keys!
It was the first time this summer/thus far that Brianna got to swim.She enjoyed it so much!We hung out at Lauras very late,than got home.Next day,back to Lauras for a cook out and swimming/and hot tub again.Great weekend over all.
Yesterday was wednesday,and it rained so Billy had off.:) we did get a pool this week for the kids,and so now there are 2 pools in our yard.Yesterday we took Brianna for breakfast before her "kindergarten orientation" (they tested her to see what level she is in,and where she belongs,in regular or developemental).I feel she can be in regular,but has to calm down somewhat.She knows her numbers,letters,speling,and mild reading.She needs to listen more,its like she gets SO excited,and has to calm down.I feel part of that is my fault,because she never had many peers her age:( It was always with older kids.So now she is boss w kids her age.
Stephanie is in Florida still and very missed.I wish she was in NJ,however she was unhappy here,and not doing as well.She called saying some boys called her fat n ugly (((@@))) puhlease.She is not fat & Ugly and should know not to bother with people like that...ugh
Ashley pulled All A's except for math,she pulled up a C to a B there so I'm happy:)
She got rewarded and now its time to chill on her rewards lol:) she is a the beach and will be home shortly.
Lauren is wow,ready to walk.so beautiful,and I enjoy every momment with her possible!
We go often for walks,and I like to go around 7pm:)
It was the first time this summer/thus far that Brianna got to swim.She enjoyed it so much!We hung out at Lauras very late,than got home.Next day,back to Lauras for a cook out and swimming/and hot tub again.Great weekend over all.
Yesterday was wednesday,and it rained so Billy had off.:) we did get a pool this week for the kids,and so now there are 2 pools in our yard.Yesterday we took Brianna for breakfast before her "kindergarten orientation" (they tested her to see what level she is in,and where she belongs,in regular or developemental).I feel she can be in regular,but has to calm down somewhat.She knows her numbers,letters,speling,and mild reading.She needs to listen more,its like she gets SO excited,and has to calm down.I feel part of that is my fault,because she never had many peers her age:( It was always with older kids.So now she is boss w kids her age.
Stephanie is in Florida still and very missed.I wish she was in NJ,however she was unhappy here,and not doing as well.She called saying some boys called her fat n ugly (((@@))) puhlease.She is not fat & Ugly and should know not to bother with people like that...ugh
Ashley pulled All A's except for math,she pulled up a C to a B there so I'm happy:)
She got rewarded and now its time to chill on her rewards lol:) she is a the beach and will be home shortly.
Lauren is wow,ready to walk.so beautiful,and I enjoy every momment with her possible!
We go often for walks,and I like to go around 7pm:)
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Monday, May 21, 2007
MAY,Ashleys drama:(
We're hitting mid may allready.Yikes!There is a bunch of stuff happening all at once.!
ME:Doing ok,My back hurt so bad this morning that i woke up and put on Catch N Release at 4am(SIGH).Lauren was in bed with us,due to waking up out of her crib.She sleeps awful in bed with us,I dont' know why I didn't move her back.LOL.I enjoyed just watching her,after all,Billy was passed out and I didn't want to wake him to cuddle.He wakes up easily.
I am not happy with the fact my mom is leaving on Tuesday.She is going to Spain for the summer,and taking Abuelito(my grandpa) with her.=( I cannot imagine him flying on the plane.This is a nightmare on the making,I just know it.
Billy:He is always busy working,right now its painting an apartment complex and the $$ is good nowadays.I hope and pray it continues,I believe God provides always what we need.I am very gratefull for that.
Stephanie:She is in Florida,and latest update is she changed her cell phone service to Verizon which does not make me happy=( I have cingular and I enjoy talking to her when she is out there.I am waiting for when she comes back.I believe it will be probably soon.
Ashley:She is very hurt this weekend.Her BFFL(as she calls it) told her to find another BFFL because Ashley doesn't take to being "Dissed" as she called it.Her friend Courtney doesn't like Ashleys Friend Casey and,And Ashley doesn't like Courtneys Friend Kayla.I agree with Ashley here,not because she is my daughter,but she is much older looking,and has tons of boyfriends at once.I don't allow one boyfriend period.Sheesh these girls are only 11-12 yrs old!What can you do??:( I felt horrible for her cause she was crying.Her and Courtney(the friend) have been friends since wow,they were babies.Courtney never had "FRIENDS" before this year(now in Middle School),so its a whole new world for her.I tried to explain this to AShley.She is still hurt.Yet,today I believe Courtney will be like I'm sorry(like she left on the Im that I read last night).I read some things that I didn't like,& am wondering what i should do.Do I tell Laura(Courtneys mother)??Its pretty dumb but it can turn into a problem in a quick year or two!UGH.I'm gratefull Ashley is picking her own friends,not letting them pick her.For memorial Day weekend,she can have 4 girls spend the night,and Courtney told her not to invite Casey and Ashley said a BFF doesn't tell you who to invite or not.Its silly,yet I feel for her.:( UGH....Girls@@..all the drama...all the time!
Brianna: She is doing good:D.WE got her a Bonzai pool and she is excited.BIlly & me are in discussion about having a regular BIG pool,but I don't want to buy it,spend so much $ for chemicals and everything,DO all that work and nobody use it!Our summers,the way it runs,nobody is ever home LMAO.We go to the beach,and my friend Lori has a beautiful pool I enjoy whenever I want.Not to mention my own mother!LOL
Lauren: she is acting up a little bit this morning.NOt sure whats bothering her!She babbles alot,and is ALL over the place.Literally.She grabs everything,and is standing up often.I bet she'll be walking real soon.She loves to eat,and its so sweet watching her enjoy her meals:*) I LOVE when she is in a cuddle mood:) She really enjoys the mei tai,I went food shopping & she rode on the mei tai the whole time:) She is a lucky lil girl.Her big sister cuddle & love her daily lol
ME:Doing ok,My back hurt so bad this morning that i woke up and put on Catch N Release at 4am(SIGH).Lauren was in bed with us,due to waking up out of her crib.She sleeps awful in bed with us,I dont' know why I didn't move her back.LOL.I enjoyed just watching her,after all,Billy was passed out and I didn't want to wake him to cuddle.He wakes up easily.
I am not happy with the fact my mom is leaving on Tuesday.She is going to Spain for the summer,and taking Abuelito(my grandpa) with her.=( I cannot imagine him flying on the plane.This is a nightmare on the making,I just know it.
Billy:He is always busy working,right now its painting an apartment complex and the $$ is good nowadays.I hope and pray it continues,I believe God provides always what we need.I am very gratefull for that.
Stephanie:She is in Florida,and latest update is she changed her cell phone service to Verizon which does not make me happy=( I have cingular and I enjoy talking to her when she is out there.I am waiting for when she comes back.I believe it will be probably soon.
Ashley:She is very hurt this weekend.Her BFFL(as she calls it) told her to find another BFFL because Ashley doesn't take to being "Dissed" as she called it.Her friend Courtney doesn't like Ashleys Friend Casey and,And Ashley doesn't like Courtneys Friend Kayla.I agree with Ashley here,not because she is my daughter,but she is much older looking,and has tons of boyfriends at once.I don't allow one boyfriend period.Sheesh these girls are only 11-12 yrs old!What can you do??:( I felt horrible for her cause she was crying.Her and Courtney(the friend) have been friends since wow,they were babies.Courtney never had "FRIENDS" before this year(now in Middle School),so its a whole new world for her.I tried to explain this to AShley.She is still hurt.Yet,today I believe Courtney will be like I'm sorry(like she left on the Im that I read last night).I read some things that I didn't like,& am wondering what i should do.Do I tell Laura(Courtneys mother)??Its pretty dumb but it can turn into a problem in a quick year or two!UGH.I'm gratefull Ashley is picking her own friends,not letting them pick her.For memorial Day weekend,she can have 4 girls spend the night,and Courtney told her not to invite Casey and Ashley said a BFF doesn't tell you who to invite or not.Its silly,yet I feel for her.:( UGH....Girls@@..all the drama...all the time!
Brianna: She is doing good:D.WE got her a Bonzai pool and she is excited.BIlly & me are in discussion about having a regular BIG pool,but I don't want to buy it,spend so much $ for chemicals and everything,DO all that work and nobody use it!Our summers,the way it runs,nobody is ever home LMAO.We go to the beach,and my friend Lori has a beautiful pool I enjoy whenever I want.Not to mention my own mother!LOL
Lauren: she is acting up a little bit this morning.NOt sure whats bothering her!She babbles alot,and is ALL over the place.Literally.She grabs everything,and is standing up often.I bet she'll be walking real soon.She loves to eat,and its so sweet watching her enjoy her meals:*) I LOVE when she is in a cuddle mood:) She really enjoys the mei tai,I went food shopping & she rode on the mei tai the whole time:) She is a lucky lil girl.Her big sister cuddle & love her daily lol
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Its mothers day!
I just tried posting under picturtrail rather than photobucket!It worked!:) wow,i've been so busy!Yesterday I woke up and went for my daily walk at 8am!I bought Ashley & Lauren,went for our coffee and back!I love the way I've been keeping it up for 4 days in a row!They say it takes I think 12 days to form a habit!Well I have a good 8 days left then LOL!I know walking is better than NO exercise!I got a tummy leftover from Lauren.Its not the end of the world,I know that,but I DO MISS having a flat stomach.At least one that doesnt leave people wondering if I'm still pregnant.I look 3 mos pregnant and its frustrating.My jeans fit RIGHT up to where its time to button @@ and I used to be able to button with room left over!OYE Its mothers day..LOL AND I'm complaining about my post pregnancy body(SIGH).WEll it is what it is!Billy finally understood my desire for a tummy tuck if it doesn't go down EVER.SO that is an option,thankfully,but i'm soooo not into surgery!
Now MY mother!I am missing her,she is in Florida visiting Stephanie who is in Florida on a long vacation.She will be back mid summer yet,she doesn't realize it yet lol.She is getting her licence and my mom is there right now with my brother helping her get a car she needs.Her father is a total deadbeat and its just unfair.Well I can't change people,and I don't want to feel down today.
Ashley told me last night :::GRIN:: that Billy got me something "BIG"..Its "BIG" she says!Wow,well,I wonder what it is lol.He is sleeping still!He woke up and changed Lauren and everything!HE tells me "what fits lauren in the changing table dresser"? Because I have t shirts,socks,onesies and fotted jammies in there.On the other side is her paper diapers(huggies,and toysrus diapers which I PRERFER I hate pampers).And boxes of baby wipes,a pail of cloth wipes and some prefolds and covers that I use when Im upstairs.Billy doesn't use cloth.HE will take it off,and change her from clothe & put a huggie supreme on her(HIS FAVORITE diapers lol).I said well,She outgrew EVERYTHING!
YES,Lauren outgrew ALL her footed pajamas that are 6=9 mos!The ones that still fit are like 5 pairs.Totally time to buy more pajamas!I went this morning,on mothers day & started taking out MORE clothes that do not fit her!I have 3 big boxes of clothing (SO MANY NICE ONES:( That do NOT fit her no more).SO sad.That was my bittersweet point,its like NO going back!She is growing up,right now she is whizzing around in her walker yelling baaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaamaaaaaaa daaaaaaaaa dat!She has some 12=18 mos pajamas but too big.SO I will just get her 12 mos regular pajamas,but i love footed ones.(SIGH) I will be shopping some more!Ack.& Here I thought summer time all you need is onesies lol!umm NO!:)
Its relaxing,drinking my coffee this morning 9:09am!Billy is sleeping,I let him sleep and i'm not waking him up to cater to my every whim LOL.I will be running to WAWA and getting milk and breakfast.Even though its MOTHERS DAY,this early morning,I will still continue with my running around as usual!
I'm looking out my sliding doors,which are opened to let the nice cool air in (LOVE IT)..but its cloudy.I seen the sun peek through once and felt a momment of Happiness..YES!We can go to the Beach/Boardwalk!But not sure whats going to come of it,I want warmth and sun!BY the ocean its colder than by the Bay where I'm at now.!
Well,its my first mothers day with Lauren!I'm Happy,overjoyed,& thank the LORD for such a beautiful Gift this year!I am truley blessed with my children!I miss my mom,my grandmom who passed a few years ago:( & think of her everyday especially on Mothers day.She was the best,the one person in my life who loved me unconditionally!This love I will pass on to my children.Regardless of what they say or do,I will always love them and be here for them.I will instill values,and let them know they can always talk to me.
Well,its 9:13am.I'm OFF!
(((here is Lauren a few days ago))) she is getting wow,SO big!
((My two youngest)))
Love them,but they keep me the busiest LOL!
Now MY mother!I am missing her,she is in Florida visiting Stephanie who is in Florida on a long vacation.She will be back mid summer yet,she doesn't realize it yet lol.She is getting her licence and my mom is there right now with my brother helping her get a car she needs.Her father is a total deadbeat and its just unfair.Well I can't change people,and I don't want to feel down today.
Ashley told me last night :::GRIN:: that Billy got me something "BIG"..Its "BIG" she says!Wow,well,I wonder what it is lol.He is sleeping still!He woke up and changed Lauren and everything!HE tells me "what fits lauren in the changing table dresser"? Because I have t shirts,socks,onesies and fotted jammies in there.On the other side is her paper diapers(huggies,and toysrus diapers which I PRERFER I hate pampers).And boxes of baby wipes,a pail of cloth wipes and some prefolds and covers that I use when Im upstairs.Billy doesn't use cloth.HE will take it off,and change her from clothe & put a huggie supreme on her(HIS FAVORITE diapers lol).I said well,She outgrew EVERYTHING!
YES,Lauren outgrew ALL her footed pajamas that are 6=9 mos!The ones that still fit are like 5 pairs.Totally time to buy more pajamas!I went this morning,on mothers day & started taking out MORE clothes that do not fit her!I have 3 big boxes of clothing (SO MANY NICE ONES:( That do NOT fit her no more).SO sad.That was my bittersweet point,its like NO going back!She is growing up,right now she is whizzing around in her walker yelling baaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaamaaaaaaa daaaaaaaaa dat!She has some 12=18 mos pajamas but too big.SO I will just get her 12 mos regular pajamas,but i love footed ones.(SIGH) I will be shopping some more!Ack.& Here I thought summer time all you need is onesies lol!umm NO!:)
Its relaxing,drinking my coffee this morning 9:09am!Billy is sleeping,I let him sleep and i'm not waking him up to cater to my every whim LOL.I will be running to WAWA and getting milk and breakfast.Even though its MOTHERS DAY,this early morning,I will still continue with my running around as usual!
I'm looking out my sliding doors,which are opened to let the nice cool air in (LOVE IT)..but its cloudy.I seen the sun peek through once and felt a momment of Happiness..YES!We can go to the Beach/Boardwalk!But not sure whats going to come of it,I want warmth and sun!BY the ocean its colder than by the Bay where I'm at now.!
Well,its my first mothers day with Lauren!I'm Happy,overjoyed,& thank the LORD for such a beautiful Gift this year!I am truley blessed with my children!I miss my mom,my grandmom who passed a few years ago:( & think of her everyday especially on Mothers day.She was the best,the one person in my life who loved me unconditionally!This love I will pass on to my children.Regardless of what they say or do,I will always love them and be here for them.I will instill values,and let them know they can always talk to me.
Well,its 9:13am.I'm OFF!
(((here is Lauren a few days ago))) she is getting wow,SO big!
((My two youngest)))
Love them,but they keep me the busiest LOL!
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