HEARING AID SADNESSSSSSSSSSSS

had a very good week,very good EASTER,an excellent Birthday party(make that 3 lol) for Brianna and everything went great!Gifts,Family,Love,friends,and than the death of not ONE but TWO hearing aids I need:( I had ONE that Billy bought me in 2005,and it is a digital hearing aid.Right now I shipped it to INDIANA (me worried they are not legitimate,but I bet it is,lol it has a phone# and everything).The other is just SO old,that its done for.
Now I'm waiting till My ENT appointment,than I go take that referral,and the referral from my DOC to the hearing aid place,and put an order for a new one(my mom declares I get TWO,which I do not believe,it'll be ONE).See hearing imparired people do not get the benefit of TWO hearign aids,unless of course you Pay CASH,and when I say CASH,I say ALOT of Cash @@ hearing aids go for 800 and UP.I paid close to 2 grand for the last one.I'm just depressed.Being in the Silence,isolates me more than anybody can imagine.I do not know sign language NOR do any of my friends or family.I NEED the hearing aid,to get back to where I was.I MISS the noise.I put the IPOD on so I can hear LOUD noises:( Its just making my head CRAZY.

Dh found a new toy LOL this pin ball game that goes on the Wii AND OH he wants X BOX..UMM no.LOL I hope he does NOT go and get a dang X box.I will LOSE him to the dang toy lol.He is a man in a kids body sometimes:)

Kid are doing great.They know to LOOk at me when they are speaking,which is sooo sweet.I get anxiety with Lauren cause I hate not hearing her unless she is right next to me:( ANYTHING can happen,her cries,etc..N I miss them all.She is talking SO much now (SO CUTE).I said lets go...OUT she repeats OUT..we were doing our colors.I said RED,she repeats ED..LOL NO R's..but Ed..She loves her big sisters alot.Stephanie (my oldest) is missing a LOT..but its HER choice right now to Be in Florida.

I have to keep everybody in my prayers,surely God will protect them.

GOd Bless you All....and till next time:)