I made a list a while back,what I want to accomplish!Here it is.
I want to paint.Still.I cannot paint,maybe I should learn how.
I want Billy to snap out of his bummy mood and cheer up.Hoping and Praying it happens.God answered my prayers,because Billy was drifting as a believer and he is starting to believe AGAIN.Praise the Lord!
I have to take the nursing entrance exam.I just want to take it,and pass it.Once I accomplish that,I would put down go back to school as a short term goal.I am aware that nursing is a hard job,however I do believe Its something I can do.I am also aware that the nursing field is something that will not lay off people.I am aware of the pro's and con's of a career in nursing.I know I have a big heart,and the stomach for nursing.Yes,I can.I can be a nurse.Its something I thought about for over 10 yrs.Its about time I do something about it.
I need to be a much more patient mother.I want to do MORE with the children.People around me,probably think what else could you possibly do??The thing is this,time goes by much too quickly.Each day,can never be replaced.I have been on the computer SO much less,because I've been spending that time with the children doing fun things with them.I go out in the snow,even if its just DUSTING,and show excitement!:)The kids love stuff like that.
What we're going to do..
I am going to sign Ashley & Brianna up for Softball this year.I see they need coaches.I do not feel like I am coach material,I have issues with putting things off for the last minute.However,I DO know the game,and I realize I can not be head coach,but for the children(probably Brianna,who needs me in so many ways),I would be in the coaching department.:) She will look up to me,as her mother and as somebody to be respected.She will also find what she requires,consistancy.She needs to knwo I am not going anywhere.The poor girl,is upset because ma and papi take off every single year for SIX months.Yes,we should go,however to spend 5K for 2-3 weeks in Spain,it takes some planning.We still do not have our passports.
ANOTHER in my list.
GET OUR PASSPORTS.Even if we do not go to spain,its good to have if we just want to run out of the country for a while lol.
YES I LOVE THE USA!I am not feeling safe here at the momment.I am not scared,just feel unsafe.I think every since 9/11 many of us,especially here in the ny,nj border think the same things every now and than.There may be another attack(the news says there will be).We are smack where they really want to attack us.SO much money in new jersey...AND New York!Heck,just look at the world trade center:(
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