RANDOM..THEN and NOW!

Here is me,with my SOUL mate.Whether anybody knows it or not..this man,is truley my soul mate!We are MORE alike,than anybody can imagine!I love you Billy..and I love how we stand by each other.I adore how you Agree with me,and I agree with you.We are tight,friends,and I don't know wat i' d do if he ever hurt me.!Everybody Hurt me in some way or another..Lies...Favortism...Hurt...You name it.I mean everybody.There is not anybody out there,who hasn't.Billy hasn't been perfect,nobody is,I realize that!That goes for everybody!

Look at Brianna and Ashley.This was one of my BEST WEEKENDS IN MY LIFE!I wonder if Billy knows this,how much it meant to me!I am stunned just looking how much my girls grew,this is a few years ago..just two simple summers ago.i was able to sleep and wake up,without pain.Look at them,Look at Ashley,so tanned and playing a game with Brianna who is so SWEET!I miss these times..I miss them with a passion.Times of not being JUDGED,my LITTLE BREAK of the Judgemental period!

Above is Lauren,poor baby!Now mommy is in PAIN,and Physical Pain is the worst!Not to mention EMOTIONAL,PAIN on top of it!I have to turn the switches off,and not allow people to just HURT me repeatedly!:(