smiles..

 
My daughter & I....SO happy together.

Ashley is sick:(

 
I have to take Ashley to the doctors today,leaving in 45 mins or so.I have a script I have to refill as well,and running into drama again.I'm never dropping that script of at that pharmacy ever again.I mean really!I cant go through this with all I have to do!
Anyways,Ashley came home from her memorial weekend overnighter with a cough that JUST wont' quit!Its bad.She also got a rash on her face.I did give her some ABX,that I had,cause I felt SO horrible for her and lo n behold,she got better.However,She needs to be seen to get her own script.I can't do that.I just felt SO bad for her,and sure enoough its an infection(SIGH).
Stephanie,I am off to Call her.She had to run out.Yesterday she had drama of some sort,today she sounds better.I have been busy cleaning,and being lazy since Monday(memorial day).Today is Wednesday lol!
TOMORROW is my MOMS BIRTHDAY..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!Wow..May 28th!Its Unreal!
I just have faith,whatever problems I run into,there is a way out of them all.God is GOOD.
GOD BLESS EVERYBODY!

Dinner tonight is I have No idea.Last night we made some delicious steak,from German Butcher,forget the cut,but it was SOOO GOOD.We let it rest,and Ashley came down and cut it the wrong way(With the grain lol) and ate almost the whole thing.To say the least,Daddy was a little bit ticked.ROFl.he can't eat it,but how she just goes and tackle the whole thing.OOPS..Poor baby was sick.LOL she got away with it.:X
WELL,KUDOS!

LAUREN the LOOP

 
LAUREN..what she does EVERYDAY...we SIT and do her hair and she removes the bows right off.I have her here,and she is just not in a good mood.
Its so windy,chilly,drabby and ready to DOWNPOUR today.
Thankgod it was a good memorial day weekend,cause today is NOT a good day!!She wants to go OUT,this is what happens when they get used to running around,well,to me anyways,they throw themselves by the front door with shoes on,and coat and cry.(SIGH).
Heaven forbid I were to spend a day relaxing??Especially a crappy day??No way!lol She wants to go round and round everywhere.Like a loopy Tot!

Lauren @ LAKE

 


Memorial Day,Doesn't even look like her (to me) but its her:) She is picking up sandy lake dirt whatever u want to call it.It looks like sand with itty bitty rocks.I dislike it compared to the Creek,or the Beach.However,its where we went.Its right by my moms house,and just 3 min drive from home lol.
Kids loved it.Makes me wonder why I bought a pool?they swim all over the place:)
HOPE EVERYBODY had a GREAT weekend!

memorial day,pic of Brianna

 

This is on memorial Day:) we had a great weekend,Id say so myself :) Friday out all night,me and billy,and I started my night out with Laura.
Than Saturday we headed off to dudley beach/park(still in camera).These pics are only my cell phone emails lol.They work though.:)I had a great day Saturday,full of activities for the kids.I just devoted most of the weekend into the kids.Ashley however,went to lavalette w her friend Kate.I didn't like her spending the night but dad said "OK" and was in touch w Kates dad etc.SO it all worked out ok:)She had a great time.The girls (small ones) LOVED the water.I cannot wait to open the pool.i'm SOooo glad i didn't jump the gun and open this weekend(was the plan,and lots of people DID)..its SUPER windy out today.Whoa what a difference.Its like Florida weather hit US.(Stephanie is in Florida I hear her weather reports).Yikes.
I'd love to live out there,but i REALLY dislike the hot hotness/heat.I prefer some cool weather,sooo I don't know.I get really irritable in the hot heat.LOL.Who doesn't though.Billy however,sweats alot.I cannot imagine.He'd do much better there for his back though..I just love Jersey.I"m a total jersey girl I suppose..no doubt.
Sunday,we went were this picture is taken.Its so so...we have lakes in town,and there are tons of lakes,creeks,bay and allas the ocean.Surrounded by water.God forbid we get flooded out!I think of stuff like that,now anyways...not 10 yrs ago:)
We got home,gave kids bath,and watched the first new episode of JON n KATE plus 8.It was sad,for me,I honestly felt bad for the kids.:( I don't see mom and dad making it.They have to really try.Money is nice,but it surely is NOT everything.
They are so blessed,and yet,they are not happy.Makes you think,kwim.Plus their money comes from their "KIDS"...which just makes you think..hmmm.Your kids should not be supporting you..just takes things out of context.IMO.
I still like the show,I USED to,now I'm not so sure.Oh well,there are new shows on,that I do like.Intervention & Obsessed I never seen yet(donno if i like it),just a hard core reality that shows what people go through.
Ashley is up,and ready for school..g2g.(she is 13):)

VIdeo:) Made w webcam lollol

I did it!;) LOL I was saying hi to my mom N march moms,and brianna says "hi Marches" lol!
It was fun to do.I split it up,and made it into a movie through movie maker..EASY:) now i got it!lmao

Stephanie & Ava...pregnancy news.

Stephanie is now 20 weeks,definately.I thought she was 20 weeks 2 weeks ago.I went based on an online site,based on pregnancy.com she is 23 weeks.She says she is 20 weeks.Ok..:)
Anyways,she is doing great.The baby is fine.She is going to go with Precious momments.She is ordering such a cute crib,changing table and dresser.Her shower,i'm excited to throw for her.Little by little things are coming along.I am going to be doing a shot gun flight to see her and Ava when she is born,unless she has a scheduled induction,but I do not want her to induce,especially with her first baby just to have us there when it happens.WE WILL be there,especially me.:) I cannot wait to meet Ava.We all talk about her LOTS,so it feels like she is allready here...LOL
I am excited.I'm going to be a grandmother.No wait,I am a grandmother:) Just of an unborn baby girl.
Yes,its a girl.:)
not 100% sure,but she is getting a 4D ultrasound that will have pictures!
here are pictures of baby Ava.I love the name...Stephanie always had Great taste!

Friends or Foe..

I wake up this morning,and had lots on my mind.I have a lot going on in my life.Between the days Billy is home due to lack of work,I have him to play with.lol..he is just sometimes a fun person other times a bummed person.Its give and take.Lauren is into EVERYTHING.If there is something for her to do..she does it.The child NEEDS to go to preschool or something.She is very high maintenance!The highest maintenance ever.Makes me think,is it ME,my age,or is it indeed her.I conclude its her.I think back,and the other girls were NOT as curious about every little thing as she is,and they kinda 'knew' what they weren't allowed to do.SHE does it.Just scarey sometimes!
Now we have a problem.Our neighbor is upsetting Billy a lot.There is a dog.Ok,we lOVE dogs..but the dog poops On OUR yard.What do you do?seriously.Billy cut the grass,we planted flowers,we are not in the mood for DOG POOP.We do NOT have a dog for THAT reason(one of many).SO WHY should WE pick up dog doo.Nope,not happening.On the flip side,if we leave it ummm our yard is not fun.Its a big problem.Luckily the dog doesn't go there 24-7......but Billy decided to put a "STICK" to show where the poop is,and they come to clean it.To say the least,I'm thinking thats just another check mark to sell the house..
The kids are all doing great.Brianna loves sports.Ashley loves life lol,in general.She is a healthy happy 13 yr old.I'm praying and thinking daily of making good decisions.
Something awful awful happened to one of her friends,and the town has upset me to a degree.I'm on her side.Ashley had to go to a detective as a chracter witness.I go online,and just because I mentioned a few things of concern I became under attack.I felt that way,it may not have been such extreme but nonetheless,its how I felt.The topic I am not comfy bringing it up,since this is a blog.The feelings I have,I do get them out.Its just like what??I am not a perfect person,however I can discern clearly who likes or dislikes me.I suppose I'm suppose to be perfect,and never think or spill out unperfect thoughts....WOOPS.It hurt me a bit,Just makes me think why do I bother speaking with people who are not my friend.Just like IRL I have friends.I do not even have FOES lol in real life,just people I do not know or whatever.
I'm into a CLEAR concious.Thats big with me nowadays.Billys opened my eyes with that.
I love Jesus.I love clear concious.I do believe in Karma.I am me.I do not enjoy people hurting.I dislike lies,liars,flakes,whatever.I hate when due to me being sensitive at times(i'm not overly sensitive,thankgod lol),I get sick to my stomach.I suppose suffering from Anxiety is part of it.When u suffer from anxiety,and panic attacks,you see things from the worse scenario and worry needlessly about it.It'll just POP out in front of you,when it wasn't on your mind a day ago..or a week ago.
I hate having anxiety attacks.my mind races,and I cannot concentrate.It is no fun.Trust me.
I'm going to start adding "tags" to my posts.I never do.LOL
Last thing,I just signed up with Photoshop.Just to test drive it.The free" version for now.
WELL dinner is BURGER on the GRILL:) Billy is Making it now!!

again..sitting on the hand

 

OceanBehindHer

 


LOVING the Ocean!!!
Brianna took Laurens stroller,and Lauren walked a LOT of the way.What can I say??they had a good time that way.:)
One is tired,one just keeps going lol...

LAUREN,again!

 

Lauren,its mothers day.She delayed so much time just with that machine it was surreal.Our daughter loves gum!!!
LOL
we did get out of there and now I'l share the next pictures...of them in the game machines.I have the beach to go through as well.I wonder If Ill get through all these pictures sometime today!!

know it all...

 

YEAH,here is the GUM bAll machine,and yeah,she is OUT of the stroller!!
Missy here,knows it all lol!
NOTE...the ocean in the backgrond:)

a fav picture!Mothers day stillllll

 


I put this picture in BOTH blogs,I just love it MUCH.Lauren is looking at a GUMBALL machine,and YES she got 2 pieces.
I bought it and bit it in half (OUCH TOOTH)..N did this so she won't CHOKE on it lol!She was happy as a clam when she got one!!She ate so well that day.I ate raw oysters,so did Ashley,i love them!!
I love eating on the beach!
I'm at the beachcomber.thats where we ate!

Miss Independant!

 


Lauren,drove me NUTTY at the boardwalk.She did not feel like sitting in the stroller.We let her walk,and than she was happy.
I am NOT surprised how independant she is.She seems to be that way allll the time.
SPeaking of mothers day and what not..where is Billy?He's not home yet?Its late and i'm sitting here doing pics lolol
I am so sleepy,drank coffee,went to wawa did it all and i'm Still sleepy.I should take a nap!
BUT WAIT..I go to the gym at 6!!
THINK THIN..LOL

mothers day again:)

 

Were at the boardwalk...down by the Sea.....
Its mothers day...and thats where I'll always be.....:)

HAPPY MOTHERSDAYYYY

 
mothers day:) We went to the boardwalk,after my big day at home,my roses,my fun my bums and here I goooooo:)
Right now I am not typing a long thing cause I am just uploading pics LOL

HEY LOVE>>>..>

 
forever love.....
I love u...

playdate!

 

here are are again today...Brianna is waiting for this little girl to come to play.I am feeling tired,but am all game for a friend to come over and play.Dinner tonight consists of chicken on the barbeque(chicken on a stic),some Sweet taters,and salad.
I plan on going to the gym at 6:20.I am undecided to do the swim class(aqua fit) OR just another class.Maybe i'll walk the epplipical machine(can't spell it).I really want to "ThINK SKINNY " and "GET SKINNY" fast!Its possible!
For breakfast I had a steak,and sweet tater.I had NOTHING else!Just sweet green tea.OOPS 2 cups of coffee.
I need to make a journal about the foods I eat!!TOO MUCH food is fattening!ESPEcIALLY chunky Monkey icecream from Ben & Jerrys!
I am currently arranging my pictures.keeping my favs on the picassa favorites,the rest wil be deleted!!I think this is a favorite thing to do.
that and shop online!
I cannot wait for my straightener..I peeked in the mailbox.No Go..not here yet:)LOL

GOOD MORNING ME AND BILL

 

EARLY MORNING and CUPS of COFFEE LATER.!!!

my SOUL MATE

 

I was going to put this in my picture blog...but stuck it in here instead:)

I never had these kind of pics...where we snapped like kids,a pic of ourselves.

WHO cares what people say..its US..we love each other!

Cup of Coffee FOr Brianna?

 


shhhh She is SOOO tired today to go to SCHOOOL!
LOL
She is up,lol in this picture!
OH well,My green tea is ready.I'm drinking at least ONE a day,taking places of my coffee drinks.I absolutely LOVE coffee..
Hmm Looks Like Lauren could use a cup??
A cuppity cup of coffee?
:)

One Tues Morning...

 

MISS Brianna Going to school! had to share her FAV FAV sweatshirt.Funny thing is Lauren is in LOVE with it too!(haha billy,our kids LOVE items too..LOL)!
Its so cute!
Gosh,I love my children!What would I do without them?
I miss her,she is in school right now.Its Tuesday Morning.
Plans for the day definately include the GYM.(below,cross out everything else,keep GYM in)
Plans consist of calling AllState to pay $$.Neverending bills!I'd rather shop!haha!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY...LATE:)

Ahhh Mothers day was wonderful!We've been busy as always.JUST NOW I had to remove a case of baby wipes away from Lauren!
Well,I woke up to an empty quiet house(my own fault for wakin up at 4:30am).I did think of my own mother and wanted to speak with her.She would be on the computer,so I log on and there she is!
Praise God!
I love my mother,and miss her terribly.She is in Spain and am sure is having a lovely day.I sent her stuff & It didn't reach there yet.I cannot wait till she gets it:)
I miss my lovely daughter Stephanie.So does my mother.She is concerned with Ashley doing her confirmation to be stephanies baby Godmother.Her name will be Ava.We don't know(I can't see how they WOULD know) that the baby is a girl allready,however,I'm SOOOO excited at the prospect of a little girl.One would wonder,haha,why am I not thinking oman,where is the little boy I am missing.One would wonder,if i am not mourning over this boy I never had.I had plenty of discussions(as you girls know) of mourning over the girl some mamas never had.I do not mourn,because I am not sad about it.I honestly can NOT see me being a mother to a boy.God knows me well.I am sure I'd LOVE to be a mother to a young man(grown boy)& I am sure im missing out but what I do not know I am not missing.Does this make sense to anybody?I would not trade ANY of my kids,I adore them whole heartly.Stephanie will know the joy that little girls bring.I spent so many years,doing hair,dance recitals and practice,cheerleading,now it'll be girls softball,all the clothing i'm in love with,the hair bows,everything.I cannot imagine it any other way.:) Now Stephanie,will have clothes for Ava IF SHE WANTS.She made it clear she did want some of them.There is just so many clothing,that If I gave her every single thing,ROFL Ava will NOT have clothes to buy for herself.Its THAT BAD.LOL.I have a thing for clothing for little girls!
I am excited.This mothers day,I got to bask in the knowledge I am going to be a GRANDMOTHER!!This is so neat.I pray that Stephanie does well.I know she'll be in NJ,Knowing Stephanie,she is NOt going to make it in Florida.I could be wrong,but I DOUBT IT.My mother is soooo excited too,we talk for hours about it!
I realize the situation is not the best,but how much work can ONE little baby be??:)
I would love to do it again.
My sister in law is pregnant with TWINS..HOW CUTE is that.I feel for her,being pregnant with TWO babies.I can't help but feel that one at a time,i loved that,this is why I separated them by years.Those twins will be so close to each other,that alone is a huge gift on its own.I think of my nephew..dang,he is going to be 14 yrs OLDER than his siblings.I would be wondering,WHY did my parents wait 14 yrs to give me siblings?But everybody does what works for them.I'm sure my brother will do a great job.He is an awesome person.Being an awesome person,I'm sure he'll be a great daddy.I foresee the little girl being wrappped around his finger lol..AND the boy too of course.THere is something about daddies little girl...Oh he'll know what Billy went through all these years.
Anyways,Babies coming!Mothers day was Lovely.I got flowers,A CLI like straightener(pricey straightener) I cannot wait to get it HERE.My digi which I got early(samsung SL202) digital camera.I love it and just uploaded pictures to this NEW computer I got as well..:) Toshiba satellite 360??forget the numbers..lol.I love love it.Billy Laughs,how can you "LOVE" an object.WELL I do:) LOL!
I Love my friends,THANK YOU For being in my life.I do not know what i'd do without you girls!My sisters!I read a poem prior to mothers day about sisters.Its SO true!
Today,Plans are....
CLEAN
CALL PAINTING cREW to paint first floor
Call Kitchen crew to do formica or some beautiful granite on my counter top.
Call to fix Air Conditioner Unit for the Old house
Get a ceiling fan and new lamp fixture.
Get the thing to drain the water OUT of the pool.
Little by little,the list is getting smaller!When we're painting,we have to be upstairs or AWAY.I may stay at Lauras or something,maybe i'll stay home.
I have to call laura
Tonight/Today I am heading to the gym.
I'm on the THINK THIN mind frame.NO fat.NO fatty foods.No ick.Yuck.I want to be skinny again!I WILL be there!Gym,keep walking like I am,and drinking lots of water!
I'll share my skinny pic when I get there lol!
XOXOXO LOVE TO ALL!

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