HAPPY MOTHERS DAY...LATE:)

Ahhh Mothers day was wonderful!We've been busy as always.JUST NOW I had to remove a case of baby wipes away from Lauren!
Well,I woke up to an empty quiet house(my own fault for wakin up at 4:30am).I did think of my own mother and wanted to speak with her.She would be on the computer,so I log on and there she is!
Praise God!
I love my mother,and miss her terribly.She is in Spain and am sure is having a lovely day.I sent her stuff & It didn't reach there yet.I cannot wait till she gets it:)
I miss my lovely daughter Stephanie.So does my mother.She is concerned with Ashley doing her confirmation to be stephanies baby Godmother.Her name will be Ava.We don't know(I can't see how they WOULD know) that the baby is a girl allready,however,I'm SOOOO excited at the prospect of a little girl.One would wonder,haha,why am I not thinking oman,where is the little boy I am missing.One would wonder,if i am not mourning over this boy I never had.I had plenty of discussions(as you girls know) of mourning over the girl some mamas never had.I do not mourn,because I am not sad about it.I honestly can NOT see me being a mother to a boy.God knows me well.I am sure I'd LOVE to be a mother to a young man(grown boy)& I am sure im missing out but what I do not know I am not missing.Does this make sense to anybody?I would not trade ANY of my kids,I adore them whole heartly.Stephanie will know the joy that little girls bring.I spent so many years,doing hair,dance recitals and practice,cheerleading,now it'll be girls softball,all the clothing i'm in love with,the hair bows,everything.I cannot imagine it any other way.:) Now Stephanie,will have clothes for Ava IF SHE WANTS.She made it clear she did want some of them.There is just so many clothing,that If I gave her every single thing,ROFL Ava will NOT have clothes to buy for herself.Its THAT BAD.LOL.I have a thing for clothing for little girls!
I am excited.This mothers day,I got to bask in the knowledge I am going to be a GRANDMOTHER!!This is so neat.I pray that Stephanie does well.I know she'll be in NJ,Knowing Stephanie,she is NOt going to make it in Florida.I could be wrong,but I DOUBT IT.My mother is soooo excited too,we talk for hours about it!
I realize the situation is not the best,but how much work can ONE little baby be??:)
I would love to do it again.
My sister in law is pregnant with TWINS..HOW CUTE is that.I feel for her,being pregnant with TWO babies.I can't help but feel that one at a time,i loved that,this is why I separated them by years.Those twins will be so close to each other,that alone is a huge gift on its own.I think of my nephew..dang,he is going to be 14 yrs OLDER than his siblings.I would be wondering,WHY did my parents wait 14 yrs to give me siblings?But everybody does what works for them.I'm sure my brother will do a great job.He is an awesome person.Being an awesome person,I'm sure he'll be a great daddy.I foresee the little girl being wrappped around his finger lol..AND the boy too of course.THere is something about daddies little girl...Oh he'll know what Billy went through all these years.
Anyways,Babies coming!Mothers day was Lovely.I got flowers,A CLI like straightener(pricey straightener) I cannot wait to get it HERE.My digi which I got early(samsung SL202) digital camera.I love it and just uploaded pictures to this NEW computer I got as well..:) Toshiba satellite 360??forget the numbers..lol.I love love it.Billy Laughs,how can you "LOVE" an object.WELL I do:) LOL!
I Love my friends,THANK YOU For being in my life.I do not know what i'd do without you girls!My sisters!I read a poem prior to mothers day about sisters.Its SO true!
Today,Plans are....
CLEAN
CALL PAINTING cREW to paint first floor
Call Kitchen crew to do formica or some beautiful granite on my counter top.
Call to fix Air Conditioner Unit for the Old house
Get a ceiling fan and new lamp fixture.
Get the thing to drain the water OUT of the pool.
Little by little,the list is getting smaller!When we're painting,we have to be upstairs or AWAY.I may stay at Lauras or something,maybe i'll stay home.
I have to call laura
Tonight/Today I am heading to the gym.
I'm on the THINK THIN mind frame.NO fat.NO fatty foods.No ick.Yuck.I want to be skinny again!I WILL be there!Gym,keep walking like I am,and drinking lots of water!
I'll share my skinny pic when I get there lol!
XOXOXO LOVE TO ALL!