tired,dissapointed,endless

Kidsare doing good.I get some disrespect and I realize respect s a two way street however I AM treating everybody very nice!wth??
Ok,forget that...I am dissapointed and sad with Bill.He's been busy working,but come on its the weeekend...does he not KNOW I'd love to sit and sleeptoo??I wonder and worry if he is sick.He really needs to get to the dr's for a good thorough bloodworkup!!!Its frustrating!What is a girl to do?Scream??Grrr!!

Here is some good news.Next month we are getting Solar Panels installed on our home.I am ecstatic!I pray it is all we hoped for!

I am exhausted as well from the nonstop florida to spain to Nj drama,life problems etc.poor mom should enjoy her trip!!Life falls apart when she leaves lol literally!
Our home right ow is just like walking on eggshells.We need a pow wow,a famly meeting again.Kids need remindig what they have to do.I do not need to ask more than once what i want done!!!
Right now Ashley bathed Lauren:) Brianna is a pain in the rear today to tae a bath.if she does NOT she is NOT going out with us when we do!She went to the beach and has god knows what o her hair,
we went to the beach yesterday,after that we stopped home.I fed the kids,and lauren passed ot on the couch.Daddy came home and sadly stayed with A VERY tired lauren(the beach is a total KNOCK YOUONYOURASS activity) the sun was SO hot that my back,is RED.I did not use nothing on my back OOOPS!Shooo I shouldve had th kids do it.
Excuse spellings..My laptop backspace is literally BROKEN and I have these LONG beautiful nails which makes MiSTakes LOL.Its 60$ to replace keyboard.
I Needd MONEY!!Where is the MONEYTRAIN RUNNING AT??:)
Kudos..Iwill uploadbpictures when I retrieve my blackberry emails.I nvr downloded the app for photobucket for blackberry.Anybody do that????
Well,this is it for now....its saturday at 1pm and I do not know whats nxt.I'm still beat!