mY POOR sil had a heart attack!

How SAD is that!:( I am so worried about her.I do not know the cause,but I hope she sticks to her change in lifestyle the doctor wants her to have.
My grandfather is in the hospitol.Doing very poorly.I was laying down on the floor with him,practically in tears.Asking him to recieve Jesus christ as his savior,In Spanish.I have to admit,the words came out so easily,and i haven't spoken spanish as often as I used to.Either God helped me through the holy spirit,OR I just remembered it all.I doubt i remembered it that well,when I was that upset however.....
I am praying that he does get saved,he is angry and has much to sort through.You do not sort through "life" happenings when you are with leukemia,and a lung tumor.I am amazed he is here still.God has him here for a reason.I firmly believe that.
My mother.I'm worried soooo MUCh about her.She cares for him 100% of the time.Minus the hour i had him,or the shave my brother gave him,just minutes here and there,she is his primary caretaker.Thats fine,however her health is not good at all.She has so many things wrong with her that it makes me sad.Why does she do this??She does it because he is her father,and if you know my mother,she is a giver all the way.I do not mean MONEY.I mean HEART.She is all heart,My grandmother was that way.People say I have a big heart,my brother too..so maybe it runs in the family:) I know however,like my dad,I hold some anger at times,yet I know how to let it go.I'm very forgiving.Just ask,talk to me,and its like nothing ever happened.Anyways,it is this way with my immediate family and it should be.:)
I haven't been feeling 100% myself.I worry about if somethign happens to me.I do not know why I am thinking this stuff more so than I should.After my surgery I will be speaking to my doctor about this.Last night My chest felt tight,& than loose.It scared me,but I realize now it was acid.LOL...but thats how much I've been worrying.
My symtoms are wierd.
Not only I am in pain,but my head at times,it comes and goes,feels like somebody hit it with a BAT.YET no bumps,or nothing(Do I sleep crazy and bang my head or something)??Becaues thats how I feel.Billy says no,i sleep fine.SO why does it feel like that,and at different places.
I had a big lump on my neck,it went away,than it went on the other side lol..If I pulled my head back,you can SEE it,and it hurt horrible.It went away,with zithromax because I had to go for a pRE OP.I'm hoping my blood comes out fine and I can get this "ablazion" over with.I won't even call it a surgery.yes,I'll be knocked out,but no,they are not cutting me opened.SO surgery is not the proper word in my book:)
SEPT 26th,is my date,unless for some reason we move it ahead.

Billy.
Well he is busy working,and trying to get ready for WINTER.He is all up in arms about saving money,and getting some SOLAR PANELS for our home.WE definately need a pool cover,anybody know about pool covers?I suppose I can ck on line.
Stephanie: She is going to Everett University In Florida (YEPPIE) I am so proud of her..:) My parents are going down this week,and going to ck out to buy a condo.I'd LOVE to just GO and have a place to stay!Yeah,steph has a place,but it would be NICE if myparents had a vacation home in US rather than SPAIN..even though I LOVE spain.Its just so expensive to FLY there,never mind our dollar is SO low...EEEK.
I think my mom should transfer all her american dollars to euros.JMHO of course..LOL she is not doing that.
I want to do that though...the dollar is at an all time low...so HOPING It climbs up a BIT.:( this is a true crises for our country right now.
I am not a whiner,just look around!:(
I believe jesus is coming back,and real soon.I am trying to do my part to help the earth,I bought a bunch of reusable bags.I use cloth dipes.We're looking into solar panels.Dh wants to ELIMINATE gas all together and use ethanol.So little by little we'll get there.Others are doing it.
No wonder the price of copper (etc) is up so high!
ASHLEY:doing well in school:) and did her FIRST science project By herself.:) LOL thankgod!
Brianna: had a rough week at school but now is doing much better!:) she is a total TRIP!LOVE her sense of self,she is so passionate about everything!
lauren:LOVES to copy Brianna,which is a NO NO lol.She is now on the ripping clothes off stage.Drives mommy nuts!She loves toys,and we got rid of lots of toys this week.
Mommy is tired of toys.LOL
SO is Daddy!
OH our football team is UNDEFEATED!GO LIONS!Ashley had her school pics and her cheerleading pics THIS week!!Talk about busy busy!IT WAS SOOOO SUPER HOT at the field on Saturday.My face was literally SOAKED,umm not a fun feeling lol!I had a headache,and nausea combined,so it was just awful,totally.
WELL thats my update!
:)