PAIN PAIN N MORE PAIN:**(

am suffering.NO joke,NO lie,NO reason to lie.YET I think dr's think I am crazy:***( I am in tears right now.

I cannot mop.Yet I do so.Mopping causes BAD HORRIBLE back n neck pains combined.My knee(which I know was from a car accident) hurts off and on,mostly when I'm sitting in a car driving.

I wake up with the most DELIBERATING pain EVERY MORNIGN.I walk HUNCHED OVER,and slowly have to straighten.The pain is so horrible,that I cry.My husband doesn't seem to give a crap.he is in his own world.Makes me wonder what the heck am i married if he doens't care for me at all.I need massages,and does he give them to me??NO.I miss them terribly.

HE has herniated discs..so HE thinks "I" am just overreacting:::tears::: MY FOOT feels ICKY like they ACHE,my hands ACHE,its literally every part of my body is hurting me.i have a HIGH pain tolerance,trust me,ESPECIALY compred to my husband,but I cannot PROVE IT.

I had a stupid MRI T SPINE and well according to THAT my back is FINE.

OK,than wonderful,I'm HAPPY bout that,but WHY WHY WHY WHY is my pain so intense????
WHY WHY Does it hurt to climb the stairs in the morning,(down) when I first wake up.My foot won't straiten al the way,it hurts so bad.??My knee hurts,N I am almost hunched over.

I am 37 years old..should I blow this off for 10 yrs where I'll be paralyzed cause a nerve doc thinks "I am making it up"????

ANYBODY have ANY IDEAS what it is??
I do NOT think its arthriris

I was reading up online,and spinal stenosis is one thingthat is probable,I am going to see my doctor(primary ) and TELL HIM how SEVERE mypain is.Maybe its cancer somewhere?I have NO idea:(
Its by the lung area..and below and upper but i breathe fine.No dots on xrays.(NO I do not believe I have lung cancer) but this is how confused I am that i really need relief.

Sadly N Scarey,I wake up in the middleof the night,thinking,for some reason,Maybe its God telling me.I feel very close to God during this time.I beg him to please not take me,not till my babies are grown:*( I cannot imagine them not havign me here.
I have a scarey feeling,that something is happening to me.This pain,so severe is not normal.Especially that degree of pain.

I am also stunned.About Brianna,she has a big big scar on her back.We went to the attorneys office for 'me",and i was thinking Back,on how I got treated.Iwrote a blog,and it was nothing major.yet,My cousins wife printed it out for the world to see..and I'm such a horrible person for having some anger.Yes,that hurts(lol not physical,but inside/emotional).I thought people cared a lil more than that,apparently NOT.
Now the attorney,sees that I AM OWED damages,I did not want to sue at all.Damages,meaning medical bills etc.YET,this family refuses to even speak to me to give me the address of the womans insurance (Nobody sues Nobody,reasonable people KNOW you go through the INSURANCE..HELLO0..)..its just utterly rediculousely sad.The victem is a littlegirl,and the spinoff on it is horrendous.I had visitors that never met her care much more.
If I burned somebody acidentally,GOD AS MY WITNESS,I would apolgoize to the persons FACE,right away,and sayis THERE ANYTHING I CAN DO.
I would ALSO,Like in CAR accidents,SAY if you have ANY PROBLEMS,please let me know.
C'mon now,People,be grownups.Not children.
OFF I go,to sit in pain.i will find out the culrpit,eventually,about MY pain.
I did another X ray on my lower back.its my UPPER back.I am NOT living like this forever..its intolerable.:(
I have have to take care of 3 children at home..and 1 child in in florida.I sing mypraises,My prayers got her doing well.She is in college(university.Everest University IN Florida.She is planning on going for Criminal Forensics.YAY baby girl:)
Once I beat whatever has me feeling like crap,DVR is placing me on the nursing program.
I love you friends:) & cannot imagine life without you!

OH AND my cloth diapering experience:) I have NOT caved not ONE day in TWO WEEKS now!:)
YAY!Even at NIGHTTIME!Billy as NOT caved and bught 7th generation dipe.