MY FEET hurt,My hands hurt.It just aches,my feet bother me all day long.My back is killing me to the point I cannot stand it no more.In the morning I am paralyzed.I cannot move.It hurts so bad I cry.My husband is now officially used to seeing me crying almost every morning due to pain.
I cannot PROVE this pain.I got an MRI and NOPE not a herniated disc.WELL I didn't really think 100% this was a herniated disc,due to the level of pain I have vs my husband.His is when his back is pulled,or he hurt himself(What I notice) whereas Mine is all day long,it hurts to type.I used to write more emails and Now they are lesser and it hurts to sit here.
My back,when i wake up,feels like under my lungs as well as my lower back are doing bad.I cannot move,i feel like I need a lubricant to move.I am so tired of not being believed.This doctor mentioned that sometimes people make believe they are in pain.Looks like i am going to find another doctor.What kind of doctor says that??
I am going to the ER I think due to the fact I cannot take care of my house or my children.My marriage is suffering due to my non stop pain.
Here is where the pain is most painfull.My BACK.My knee(comes and goes).My feet,My hands and arms.I cannot deal with sounds too loud.I have two new hearing aids,and I'm lowering them all the time.Sounds make me wince...pretty much,especially with 3 girls at home.I believe that can be possible with everybody.
I have a feeling its connected somehow with my central nervous system.I have to find some doctor that will help me with that.AS I type,here is what i feel.
My knee feels like an ice cube pick in it,so thats clarified a STAB.
My fingers and hands feel numbness yet painfull combined.
My feet,both of them hurt.I need a massage.I actually DREAM of a massage.Nobody gives them enough.
I am sick n tired of being in pain all the time/
I"M SO CURIOUS,how the HECK can YOU PROVE that YOU ARE INDEEEED IN PAIN.I AM SO FRUSTRATED!
I am IN SOOO MUCH PAIN and I HATE IT.
I am going for surgery on the 26th but I DO NO TTHINK my pain is related to that.
I want epidural,and just live on it and feel NOTHING.
I also have EMOTIONAL pain,from people that assume things about me.I know for a fact,I am a loving person & HUMAN.
I know that I love my kids and husband.I also love my mother very much.Poorwoman is in horrrrible pain.She is takign care of her OWN father ALL by herself.Some help from me or my brother but thats it.SAD:(
No comments:
Post a Comment