PICTURES AND LOVE MY HUSBAND:)

HE is HOME:) He watched lauren ALL morning while I ran around all over the place(of course,it was raining anyways,which kept him home lol).He Treats me wonderful,pays the bills,provides for us,Loves our children with his whole heart,loves me with his whole heart,respects me,stays faithfull which in todays day and age,infedility is just a blink of an eye for so many people:( He disciplines our children in a way we both can work together.I love his voice,its the sexiest voice in the world:) I LOVE his hair,sexiest,totally wanna grab it and play with his hair,love his eyes,just one look at me with the love in it,I always run and hug him...ADORE his hugs,I think lifetime is not enough to get his hugs.Well I can write for eternity how much I love my husband,we've been married for 12 years,a BLINK,of time for us,I am in shock how FAST and FURIOUS our love and life just flew by.We had 3 beautiful,stunniing lil girls together.He adores my Oldest daughter from my previous marriage..I witnessed him do,and tolerate SO much drama from my family,I not only wanted to save Stephanie,I also wanted to Save Billy because it was quite traumatic to go through the bulshit we had to go through.I will not bring ugly into this post,only beauty and positivity.He is my ROCK,MY LOVE,MY HEART,MY SOULMATE,and I totally understand what the bible means by two become ONE,ONE flesh,ONE heart,Thats what we are.
We are FAMILY,OUr children came from OUR ADORATION,OUR LOVE for each other.
Billy,if you EVER read this,i love you with my whole heart forever and eternity.Again,one lifetime with you is not enough,which breaks my heart in a zillion pieces.Thank you so much for being YOU.I have beautiful,precious,LOVING memories of us together.There is not just ONE song that can satisfy what we have,we are definately LUCKY with our love for each other.I believe its a SPECIAL unique love,that not so many people in this world are able to grab it.I would be a lost lost puppy without you(him).
WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL Here are some more pictures,days of our lives,with our children.We took Brianna N Lauren fishing,and they just LOVED it,and we had so much fun just playing with them.Dang,sometimes the funnest things we do,are the things that cost NOTHING...just the SMALL stuff.The little hug here,the sunrise together there,etc.
THANK YOU HEAVENLY FATHER FOR EVERYTHING,Thank you for LOVE.


WELL..BELOW IS WHEN MISS BEAUTIFUL BEAR BRIANNA got her 2nd YELLOW STRIPE in her JIJITSU!She ROCKS in JIJITSU!I will video tape her sparring with a lil boy.:) LOL she made 2 boys cry,which literally LOL's me.I know,its really not funny but I couldn't help it:X




My HUSBAND:) Yep..loving what he loves to do..umm FISHING haha!
WELL GOD BLESS AMERICA today,PRAYERS for those who are in California,May the fires stop spreading=( I know of a few people who are out there,and i'm feeling so so sad for them.I hope none lose all their belongings;( that is just awful.
WHY do these things happen??:(