I wake up feeling exhausted today(what else is new) MISS LAUREN oye wakes up at approx 4am and stays up.She loves to use my head as a diving board to the rug..which not only hurts me,makes me cringe cause I'm SLEEPING and SUPER TIRED,it scares the living daylights out of me.My bed is SUPER high,and she has no fear at all.Yep,she fell of the bed before,and she knows how to climb DOWN from the bed using the safety of the blankets(SIGH).So there went MY sleep last night.I woke up and I had to get out the door.Signed miss Stephanie up again for psychiatry/counseling,you name it.Her friend sadly is in the hospitol with a coma,her age,her whoel life ahead of her.WHY?cause she decided to take tons of KLONOPINS(if you look it up,its a long acting benzo).WHY do these kids do that???It really puzzles me,and makes me very very sad.I will pray,and just try not to think about it too much ecause i'm honestly scared about bringing the kids up in todays world.The television alone is just nothing but turning kids into MUSH,and TV watching is just not done here as much as it used to be!Praise The Lord.I am so gratefull for that.We let them watch NICK at Night,or DvD's I bought.I love the old time shows,like the Brady Bunch,Little House on the Prarie,Leave it to Beaver,etc,those are the shows I want my girls to watch.Today I don't even enjoy the damn cartoons they have for our children(a majority of them,some i admit are cute).
Now the holidays are looming ahead.This year its not financial issues that bother me,unlike LAST year.This year its the dang LEAD and the toys from China.I'm officially(as well as my husband) boycotting chinese toys,clothes etc.how dare they try to poisen us,and if we go shop from them some more,damn we look dumb.I don't care if it costs 100$ more to buy things,I will buy from anywhere else.I can't promise myself I'll stick to JUST the USA made,cause thats literally hard as heck to do...and I can't give up my lil gymboree lol(not made in china though..whew).I have a magazine...Lillys Kids.I'm sure there is a website,www.lillyskids.com,their toys are just TOOO cute and I am going to pick up items there for Brianna AND LAUREN!OYE I am so so so excited for miss Laurens christmas.Its her SECOND one,but to me this is really her FIRST one,due that she'll really enjoy it:) she'll be aware of her surroundings:)
WELL here are my pics,I love love snapping pics of my kids.GOSH i love them!I love Billy too,he and I get into it,but our love has proven to prevail everything that so far came our way.We've been through everything bad,and of course good:) He still to this day,melts me just by looking at me a certain way.I LOVE the beginning but after 16 years together,and still having our passion.I say we're soul mates,and made for each other 10000%.I am SO SO glad I got divorced,cause I KNOW NOW/and when I FELL in love lol what true love,and falling in love WAS AFTER I got married (SIGH),sadly I married the WRONG PERSON the first time.Thankfully Life is good,and allows room for mistakes,and a new chapter.:)WE have LOTS of dreams still,which I will write about as i go along.
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