FINALLY its OVER!

I went in on Friday early morning,and its OVER.The surgery.It was not scarey at all,and billy was up at 3am,& I caught him just looking at me.I did indeed feel loved.I told him NOT to worry,no biggie.However,its now Sunday and I still feel crampy and just pregnant pains,like contractions almost.Very strange.I am glad its over.I know now,i'll never ever ever have another pregnancy to term ever again.I'm ok with it though;) My back is just still hurting so I cannot imagine it anyway.
I slept all day Friday and Saturday due to the anesthesia.Than On Saturday,as well,my van got a flat tire at the supermarket.ugh I had to go all tired to shoprite and get the food billy bought and have him drive me back home.:( it suxs.Now we have to wait till MONDAY to get my new tire.I am going all out and fixing everything that needs doing.I need to fix my window.I need to do an oil change.Just basic stuff.Winter is coming and I do not want drama.
I'm hoping the knee injury settlement comes soon.I want to go for another MRI and see whats going on with my back.The first mri came up as NOTHING.There has to be tests for me to take to find out WHAT is causing this pain?Ugh another pain post?I will try to avoid that one.It just takes the quality of life I have,the cleaning I want to do and diminishes it SO much.Now add the cramping and I'm just not doing well:( I hope the cramping stops.I see the ob/gyn within a week.I'm hoping all is WELL.It suxs having those pains in top of the prior pains.Maybe the gym will help,but can't do it till car is fixed,and pain stops(stomach at the least) due to surgery.
I can't help but wonder crazy things..like WHY the intense pain??Billy has all sorts of herniated discs yet his back doesn't hurt EVERY DAMN morning like mne does???what is UP with that.I feel like a BIG baby when I complian.i do not want to complian.
Yet,I love a clean house,I NEED organization,and I use those organization skills that I do have,to keep things cleaned as much as posible.
WELL Billy will be off soon for a little while.That should be helpfull in doing things around here that needs to get done.
Ok,enough babble.I need to find my battery,so I can take new pics and share:)
The girls are all doing good:)
Stephanie is back here:) It is sooooo GOOD to see her:)
Yesterday Ash had a game,and I feel HORRIBLE,this is the FIRST weekend and than some that Im keepin Lauren HOME BOUND:( UGH no fair,POOR lauren!:(